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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 6, 2006 0:07:33 GMT 7
Just now... I feel so tired that I feel like I'll soon crashed into my bed...
BBK... I can be your soul sistah too...
To all, I know time will give us chance to be all together in here...
Nytie nyt...
---------- ::Moved from Maristel's Diary::
Right after PBBFG2 ended, I was given 2 choices... 2 choices that needs no choosing... Though I heard that there will be this All Star Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game, but I didn't see myself here - not that I'm aware of... I was just so privileged to be back on track once again. Sometimes, I thought that... I may be here bcoz I was Season 2's Runner-Up... I wasn't aware of the qualities BBK requires to be here... But of course, I'm here na and I feel so blessed... Coz this didn't happen once... But twice...
I'm more looking forward to give the best I can for this game and be the BEST of ME for you all... My co-AVHs...
I've been through a lot of stuffs lately when I heard about this All-Star from Trish ang Gee. I just felt so sorry for them, for I wasn't abe to reply on their messages & notifications for me... I've been very busy these few days. I'm handling events and stuffs. December is fast approaching and I can feel and smell more EFFORTS for me to build up our family business. And of course, to have the chance to meet my fellow AVHs in person...
I'm just around you guys... I'll keep you all posted... Drop me a message thru +639204469442 or +639065172846... And... Likewise, keep on trackin me and updating me...
To all those person who I thought I lost for months... I know I didn't lose you... I just hope that we'll all be more stronger now than before... Pao and Marge, I've missed you much... Gee thanks for the patience and time you alotted for me even when it was Sarah... Trish, thanks for all the messages...
Ian, you're back... More mushy and cheesy stories, there is? Mica, I just heard it from Pao and Rems, hope we could be friends too... Rommel, who was Rowen before... Guess now's the time for us to get along well... Everytime you text me naman., laging you addressed me as "HOY!" I hate it... Read 10 Commandments of Human Relations, there you'll see why I hated being called "hoy" - but that doesn't mean I hate you from skins through bones... I just want you to know... Jomar, thanks for always updating me thru text... That reason I know you remember me... Kashen, Charles, Kenneth, Benj, Neil-G & Ann hope I could get to know you more... If there's someone who I forgot to mention, I'm so sorry...
Cheers!
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 6, 2006 23:43:10 GMT 7
sentimental lang ako with what happened the whole day today...
unexpected lang...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 6, 2006 23:51:21 GMT 7
::moved to Maristel's Diary::
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Post by BBKuya Germs on Oct 7, 2006 2:26:18 GMT 7
::Moved continuation, from Maristel's Diary::---------- Was so happy that I saw Pao online. Funny, coz I really did miss our long-late chats during our season. Fortunately, Marge got online too and we did some catching up. Nakakatuwa lang coz the friends whom I considered my family ONLINE was back on track again... I've missed them terribly! Especially Jen-Jen, Rems, Kath & Janette. Janette became my constant textmate and so as Rems. Season 2 may have ended but OUR FRIENDSHIP REMAINED, STANDING STILL...Then got the chance to have conference with my new AVHS... Finally, I met Mica not just meet her via chat but heard her voice as well... 'was a bit surprised din coz, there's still a blogspot pa din pala. And there I read that 2 AVH has been warned... And one was ME!!! I'm not so familiar with the HOUSE RULES... I was having a hard time yesterday logging in here, I really owe Gee a lot, coz she was the one who taught me that I have to select login "FOREVER" sa proboards... Also, I don't know that I'm not allowed to post a reply on the confessional thread, and coz of being so ignorant and unaware of the rules, I did post a reply on Neil and Trish's confessional, and there I violated the House Rules, together with Benj... BBK, also told me that I'm a DRAMA QUEEN... 'am not... I don't want drama na... I want something different. And to add spice here, medyo nagtampo din ako kay Pao, coz yun "OKRAY KING" sya knina. Wala sya ginawa kundi okrayin ako... But it's finally over na.... My sentiments are done na... Trish, hope to get in touch with you na... Benj, Kenneth, Kashen, Charles and Neil looking forward meeting you soon.... Ian, payag ka ba LOVETEAM daw tyo? Hahaha!!! I feel some thunders rumbling in my stomach right now... IANSTEL daw or MARIAN... Anyways, I heard there will be a new thread daw about sa loveteam churva na yan... Dun na lang magOkrayan ulet... Now, I guess I have to give myself a long & refreshing shower.... Peaceout... Cheers...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 7, 2006 21:00:13 GMT 7
I swear... Super dugyot ko na... Taong grasa nako!!! GrRrRrRrrr...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 8, 2006 21:59:01 GMT 7
TOXIC ang Message Relay na yan.... Grabe... It was a bit confusing. Coz when BBK posted the example too late na... Although naka Conference kami last night, I was a bit high-pitched when I read what Trisha quoted on the Relay... I was like " AKO YUN! AKO YUN!!!" So, I panicked for a little... I asked BBK what to do and how to do it?
So I started searching at ProBoards and Blogspot some quoted stuffs where I can post - coz literally I'm the next poster... So I was like, really looking for quote-unquote catchy or snatchy lines... When I already did... I was too hasty like I'm runnin' out of time... I did remarked BBK that I was the VH that Trisha quoted and that I'm about to post the Quote i just found... Unaware that I should send BBK a message that I was the one quoted and that I should inform BBK via sending him a message who I'm gonna quote next...
So, out of jitters... I quickly posted the person I was quoting... Then BBK, sent a message telling me that HE JUST WARNED ME, which on that point, I AM UNAWARE (again...)
I dunno, but I felt like I was twisted and all...
But at least I already did what I was supposed to do. And wasn't eliminated...
Also, thanks Trish for quoting me... Thanks for the time and very tawdry talk last night with Kashen, Neil-TG and BBK...
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Post by BBKuya Germs on Oct 8, 2006 22:08:17 GMT 7
You forgot to remark or explain what the quote (posted by the previous poster) was all about.
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Post by BBKuya Germs on Oct 8, 2006 23:49:36 GMT 7
:: Moved from Dirary ::---------- Had the beSt tiMe cOz, gOt tHe cHance tO cHat wiTh pAo, MarGe, GeE, KasHen & BBK... ---------- To my feLLow AVHs... ANN ~> Jomar voted you as MOST HOTTEST FEMALE ALLSTAR VH... Bookworm and puro studies yun... Guess, may taste sya... Hope I could get to know you soon... BENJ ~> The Med student from U.P. I was just won'drin' where you are... Too busy studying? *lol* anyway, hope you'll have some time and we could chat din... CHARLES ~> THE SEASON 3 BIG WINNER, am I right? Wow! You really are an item... Hope I could meet you and know for myself the BIG WINNER... GEE~> Don't worry... Last week mo naman na ata sa school eh... I know you'll finish your proJects just right on time... Ikaw pa! I'm just around sis... I'm gLad that we're friends nOw... IAN~> Where are you na ba? Ikaw naman kakaStart pa lang ng All Star, inOkray mo na agad ako... Anyway, don't worry yung cousin ko na tinutukoy mo na nonsense nasa Vegas na... I'm using that sim again and tell you, wala na dun ang # moh... to prevent myself and my other cousin from forwarding text to you... Anw, HOW ARE YOU NA? No more escapades? JOMAR~> Looks like very devoted ka sa studies ngayon, but despite eh, panay pa din ang updates moh! Grabeh ka! MULTI TASKER din ang genius na ito... Keep it up! KASHEN~> The prettiest sa ALLSTAR, aside from me... ahehehe... Joke... Kiddin' aside... We still have tomorrow and can't wait for more Kikay Talks... KENNETH~> The guy I voted as MOST HOTTEST ALL STAR VH... naks! sa board lang tau nagkakatugma eh... hope to hear from u soon... MARGE~> Ung sa 21 huh, keep me posted. Wanna be there din... Goodluck sa Cheerleading! kiotsukete! MICA~> ei, hope mag online ka ulit... pro still we're texting pdn, dba? haay... anyways, keep u posted pa din... i know u're a good person and hope maging friends tlaga tayo... NEIL-G~> Yung sa message relay, i'm really, really sorry, kung yun pa ang naQuote ko... Hope to know you... PAOLO~> The most controversial VH... hehehe! don't worry, piLitin ko mkapag oNline tomOrrow... stay safe & take caRe... ROMMEL~> datiNg Rowen ka huh? Pero Rommel's your real name, ayt? Anyways, musta ka na? TRISHA~> Kaasar ung coNfe knina... Busy ka, tas bigla nman ikaw nawawala... Napuputol tuloy ang boNding naTin... Anyways, hope to hear from u soOn... BBK~> sorRy po kUng laTely lagi nio ako nawaWarniNgan... hehehe! anyway, iL keep up next tiMe...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 9, 2006 19:53:57 GMT 7
ALL-Star PBBFG Banner ;D ;D
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 10, 2006 0:53:01 GMT 7
I'm just beginning to be a little confused with the game... Actually, I don't play na... I just consider this as one of my daily rOutines... Together with everything... Multi-tasking almost everytime... Glad that I'm done with the Friday the 13th thingy... Which I know that it's only "US" human has the capability to control everything in our lives. Plus the fact that GOD is just watching - up there... We are the ones who controls our actions and we are the ones who are responsible with it too... GOD up there is our guardian... Our guide... He will be our light during our times of Darkness... I got this call from Reliv Phils., & Bit Micro... Our client for almost three years now. They asked me to send them quotations, but because of being soooo attached with our conference sa YM with my fellow virtual housemate... I wasn't able to do the things I am supposed to do for our client... So to cut it short I FAILED becoz I was so PRE-OCCUPIED with my CONFERENCE with BBK, Gee, Marge & Pao... Before our conference, ANN~> Of course I met her na... And I'm a bit relieved with what's happening kc, slowly, nakikilala ko na mga fellow VHS... Feels like, it's easy to get along with Ann... I hope to hear from you... BENJ~> I got to meet Benj... He's not that mean nman pala... We both do listen to ROCK MUZIK... We're both ROCKSTAR: Supernova Fanatic... For that, that's a factor & I know he's not the typical guy that you'll know who he really is from the start... Slightly deep personality or really DEEP lang talaga... CHARLES~> I already added u sa messenger list ko and I do hope we could catch up... GEE~> The best YM CONFE ever... Grabeh! You as Gee Lacuata... Hahaha! Where's Jinelle by the way? Gone with the BACON!!! *lol* I 'm so happy, to have the chance and play here sa Al Star... And through this I was never wrong since our first chat na okei ka nga talaga... Keep it up... And hope to see you soon... IAN~> "Oh My Ged" Where are u na? It's been a long time and haven't heard from you since... JOMAR~> I do believe in your super powers! *lol* Super kaya mo yan! Stop being a pessimist and talking negative... I know you'll pass your first periodics... KASHEN~> Fantastic confe knina!!! I loved your being honest & all... I know naman that Pao is not in a hurry for a relationship... I heard that he wants u both as friends first coz I know you're still healing... In God's perfect time though... I hope everything will fall into places... KENNETH~> The Hottest Guy... I can't catch u online... And that keeps me won'drin why.... *lol* Anw, hope to hear from u very soon... Stay cool! MARGE~> Whatever happens we're still sis... Too bad you got eliminated sa Message Relay... But that's alright, coz it's just an activity... Not sa entire game... Goodluck sa Intramurals nio...! Looking forward sa 21... MICA~> Bad timing yung sa confe kanina... I'll tell u the stuffs later when u get online... I know you're a bit tipsy from Coke (as u said) kanina... But I know there are more and a lot of stuffs we can share with that will be real fun! NEIL-G ~> The most controversial VH... You're welcome... Although I was warned by BBK because of posting a comment on your confessional I know that - in some way, we can be friends... And hoping I could ran into you sometime... PAOLO~> Well, what can I say? I damn proud of you Bro.! I didn't see those things coming... Although not-so-good timing, at least not BUSTED, ayt? That's what matters now... Friends can be lovers you know... And I know that you're the type of guy that isn't hard to love... Such a sweet person... If they only know... Such a treasure u are... Be safe... FEVER... FEVAH... Get well Pao... ROMMEL~> The old Rowen and the genius (like Jomar)... Where are you kid? Hope to bump with you in here... TRISH~> Wow! What more? We're texting na... And still I hope to get to know you more... Looking forward sa Grand EB... I can't wait to see you all... BBK~> About what happened sa Conference kanina... Gee and I are really sorry... It wasn't intentional... I know and I mentioned it, that you can hear us... Peace...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 11, 2006 19:35:21 GMT 7
Last night I was busy browsin through some of my fellow AVHs... I invited Ann and Neil G. And I had this trouble adding Neil G, so I did send him a message and here are some transcripts from my exchanging messages with Mr. Neil G. "The Hot Seducer" @ Friendster...Uhrmmm... Today, despite the freaking heat and tension here at home... I did managed to have this short and still fun chat and confe with Mica, Trish and Ann...I tried PM'ing Benj and ask him how things were... I saw and read his recent posts but I can't catch him online sa YM... I just want to catch up lang sana... I read some of his posts kc and I just want to hear his side of story din... I'm not trying to be "YFC" (You're Feeling so-Close) here but still... I want to know what the hell is happening...Also texted Ian and unfortunately, he's still at work and accepting calls... Hope to hear from you Ian...ANN ~> My warmest & deepest sympathy and condolences to you & your family... Sorry to hear about your Lola... And it was nice to finally get to know you a bit... BENJ ~> Patience and STEADY lang din Dr... I know you are naman, basta inform me din naman... Nacucurious ako lagi eh...CHARLES ~> I'll add you din sa friendster ko huh... Goodluck sa studies...GEE~> di ka yata online ngayon... haay... anw, t'care and keep me posted (still...)JOMAR~> musta ang exams? hope you did well... study first kiddo... KASHEN ~> Nkakamiss naman ang confe natin sis... anw, hope to hear from u soon (+) ung mga kakikiLigan moments... i can't wait...KENNETH ~> Kahit anu yata talaga gawin ko, I can't catch u online... anw, see yah around Aaron look-a-like... ;DMARGE ~> Goodluck talaga sa Intramurals... Linawin mo din pala sa'kin when ka availabale... October 18 or 25... Kita2 tayo sa Timog dun sa Fashion Show ko sa Plaza Ibarra... I talked to Miss Alojado yesterday... Kita2 daw tayo... And I can't wait... Kahit wag na till the time of my Show, basta kahit konting catch-up chika and chow lang sa Quattro (right in front of Plaza Ibarra's) ;DMICA ~> Hope you already read the testie... Basta STEADY ka lang lagi... The right one will come along the least you expect it... NEIL G ~> It does feel great hearing from you kahit through Friendster lang... What matters is we connect... ;DPAOLO ~> Ayun we just texted kanina... Sorry talaga and you caught me on a bad day na naman... Wish you well bro... ;D MiszYah! ROMMEL ~> Where are you na? OH my! Why can't we bump into each other online... A lot of changes na huh...TRISH ~> Keep your cool sis... I'll keep on praying for your Lola to get well na... You take care sis! BBK ~> The PRODUCER... Where were you the whole day today? Namisz kita BBK... Hope to hear from you and the rest of the gang soon... ;D
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 12, 2006 21:48:56 GMT 7
What a day I should say!!! Why? Coz a lot of things happened today... Had these few nice chats and confe with Paolo, Kenneth, Jomar, Gee, Benj, Charles, Ann, Mica, Rowen & Marge...
If you'l l ask me how my day was? And how I've been... I'll give you a quick "NOD" and say "FANTASTIC"... I never thought that All Star would be this fun. I get so attached with each VH. At first I never came to mind that I'll be havin' such a great time my fellow virtual housemate. Some would say, they will never say "FRIEND" rather a person you'll talk with and have fun with. But I'm nearly glad that as day pass by I've been a friend to almost everyone in the house...
I'm real glad that the team-up I've endorsed to the public has been such a "CLICK". It was like "dang!" "snap" and there it is... Everything is freeflowing and I do hope everything will fall into places. I'm happy coz Paolo and Kashen has been friends all throughout since Paolo confessed everything. PBBFG has never been this fun...
Also I feel BAD coz my li'l sis MARGE from Season 2 had an encounter with the "BUDUL BUDOL GANG". Actually during my confe with Mica, Paolo and Kenneth - I think in some point I over read the word "budol-budol" which was quoted by Mica. And when I saw Marge's status message in YM, it was regarding her cellphone. Honestly, I thought Marge's cellphone was just confiscated by her Mom. But what happened was worst pala. I felt bad hearing her side of story. I just can't help myself giving and uttering words that will comfort her. Call it redundancy... But the worst scenario has happened. Some "budol budol gang" hypnotized Marge and got her cellphone which was only a month old. There I've said it. It happened na and no matter how much we or she wants her cellphone back she'll never have it back anymore na. For me, yes. Her cellphone may be expensive. Her sim card may have contained the most important people's or even celebrity's name & number. But her life is more important than anything else. She must be so - so sad losing her precious cellphone. But, I'm more happier coz Marge is still there. Flesh, Blood and Bones. That's what matters now. Her life. Half of me still say, I'm happy coz nothin bad happened to her. At least it was just her precious cellphone that she lost. Not Marge, or it's our lost... ANN ~> am so sorry if I can't help myself teasin' and making fun with your name and Jomar. Anyway, I just want you to know that Jomar voted you as The "Hottest Female Virtual Housemate" *lol* well, I know you are, so keep your hots, mama... ;D BENJ ~> Well, treat me as friend or somenody you just talked with and havin' fun with. I don't care. I know naman, that we're doing good. I like your music. I love your being honest. I love your being loud. I love your growling. That's what real ROCKSTAR is... Well, a piece of advice Doc Benj... KEEP ROCKING!!! And kapag sumikat na either of your Band, don't forget that I was once and will forever be your Rock Fan... Or maybe a future patient (just depends on what field on Med you'll be into in the future...) CHARLES ~> I got your number. Text text tayo bro. Hope we'll have more longer conversation next time. About the message relay, it was me who quoted you. I'm so sorry if you were eliminated sa Activity... Hindi naman sa game eh... Peace tayo Charles. I have nothin' against you... Tandaan mo yan... ;D GEE ~> Sis, I'm so sorry din sa naging "warning" natin. I don't care who ininiate sa conference. But the thang is we're all in there. I just felt bad, coz I thought we're all there to have fun - pure fun... I never thought that we'll be warned bcoz of those stuffs... Guess, we really have to be real cautious next time... T'care sis! ;D IAN ~> I don't know how I'm going to comment with your confession with BBK. But you know what. A lot of us have our "kakiyan" naman. There's nothing wrong with it. We're in one team, Ian. We're all playing. We're all players here... We're all aiming here... Aim high or aim low it doesn't matter... There's no such thing as "PASIKATAN"... But as so you know we're all having fun... We're all competing here. In here, we're "TEAM" yeah... But not that nagpapasiklaban ang mga tao. When you say "FUN" that's clean-fun... Nothing more, nothing less... Yun nga lang next time, name names ka na whoever you're saying sa confession, para di na mag isip mga tao... And by the way, hope we can talk sometime... I think I've been missing a lot of IAN na... ;D JOMAR ~> Hi kiddo!!! See, I told yah! See, I was never wrong..! Now bear in mind that there's nothing wrong seeing things on the worst scenario but also keep in mind that you have to keep in heart the words I always tell you... There's nothing wrong to be OPTIMISTIC most of the times... Stay positive... Coz I know that you'll pass your exam naman. I've always been honest and I know I may have been honest but never did I harm you, kid... Just be yourself, 'ayt? KASHEN ~> Hope you're well na. Drink lots and lots of water if have colds. Baka LOVEnat na yan sis... *lol* I just hope that I'll see you soon (online)... Love is in the air sis... ;D KENNETH ~> Finally! The guy I voted for "Hottest Male Virtual Housemate" was online for real. McKenneth, it has been great knowing you. I never thought that you'll share stuffs with me... Darn! I felt so blessed... ;D I love how you play the piano and played Rihanna's Unfaithful... Wish I could see more of your video... One of my favorite was your version of Let's Go... You really are such a nice guy & 'was never wrong... T'care for now! ;D MARGE ~> Don't worry... I'll buy you a SMART SIM sis... That how Achie gives importance to her little sis... Just keep your cool no matter what... Of course, accept it... Your mom may be real mad... Your mom may scold you... But that won't take long... In due time, everything will be alright and back to how things are, but I suggest drop the cellphone thingies... *lol* You know, reality bites... But you can never bite it back... MICA ~> Regarding your message, don't worry, I deleted your smart # na... HAKUNA MATATA... Alryt... Kulang lagi oras natin sa confe & chat but with your blog entryies, I am knowing you more na. And I know you're a good person inside & out... NEIL G ~> Thanks for dropping a message for me in return. It has always been a pleasure knowing a sweet and funny guy like you. Well, not to mention intriguing and controversial... Please give your YM id nman... i can't wait to hear from you, man! ;D By the way, I love how you call your girl "babe" PAOLO ~> 'am sorry earlier... May problema ata YM ko dito. Sorry if during our chat, umextra ang mga clients ko... Don't worry babawi ako sa'yo *tampo mode* kc bigla ka na lang nagpapaalam... Miss yah bro.! ;D ROWEN ~> It's good to know and a nice feeling that we're finally connecting now. Okei lang yun if you may not have contributed much sa activity. Okay lang... There are activites to come naman ata eh... Stay safe Rowen! TRISH ~> Whatever it is that's bothering you sis... I'm always here to listen... You know that... Try reading Neil G's entry, wag na ikaw magtampo... Hope you'll feel better soon... BBK ~> Regarding last night's confe with Benj and Neil... I'm not implying something. I have nothing against it BBK... For whatever things that I typed there it was addressed to you. I'm just telling you how Trisha feels. It's just that YM is having some technical probs., I guess... ;D
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 14, 2006 17:40:30 GMT 7
So I guess that's how Friday the 13th works... Some of us may have all the lucks... But not everyone have...
BENJ was forcible evicted by BBK.. And it's like "ring-a-bell" for me... Just when I thought he might be evicted coz of his reaction and comment on the activity "message relay" he might be and there - IT HAPPENED...
Trish texted me about stuffs and heard that her Lola passed away last night... Trish my deepest sympathy and condolences to you and your family...
Now I'm talking... I know BBK hasn't been influenced on how Jomar and some fellas may have did and revised the RULES OF THE HOUSE but I know that he may have done some things to make things possible just for once...
I myself, am willing to do a sacrifice... I can do a good deed to any of my virtual housemate - I know I can... To all of those who are not in the Philippines or those who are outside the greater Manila area, I can do somthing for you guys... I can send you stuffs that will make you feel good, at least... I love all of you... From all the Virtual Housemates from the Season 1 to 3 you are loved... Deep inside my heart you are loved...
BBK, I know my appeals were heard last night... As you've said, the gate of the virtual house is wide open, we can go and leave if we want too... Or stay and continue... I prefer to stay and do a sacrifice...
To all the virtual housemates who aren't here and didn't make it here... I know we'll meet again, we'll begin and continue our walk... I know... All you guys, when we're all inside a conference... "I KNOW I'M FREE (the true ME), I'm careless... I know we may have lost someone - but we'll still FLY HIGH and still it will bring tears to my eyes..."
* current music: BITIW - Spongecola*
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 14, 2006 18:10:01 GMT 7
FROM MICA'S BLOG EXCERPTS: Mica confesses: Actually medyo natatawa ako sa iba na masyadong apektado sa pagkawala ni Benj
PARAGRAPH 4: First, this is a game. Kasalanan ba namin kung nagkataong online kami at hindi sinunod nung iba sa inyo yung rules? Gusto ko sanang manahimik na lang pero naiirita ako sa inyo.
PARAGRAPH 5: Yep, you guys may be online palagi compared to us, but it doesnt mean na palaging yung batch ninyo ang mananalo. Game nga diba? it means everyone has the chance to be on that spot. Kung kayo kaya nanalo tapos nilagay ko doon "UNFAIR! BIASED etc." what will you guys feel kung alam niyo naman na hindi ganun yun?
PARAGRAPH 7: hindi naman sa pinagyayabang ko yung season namin, pero halos lahat kami doon matured sa aming pag-iisip. Kung talo, eh di talo! Kung panalo eh di astig! pero hindi kami masyadong umaapela kuno. |
I just want to clear thing up... This ain't a fight... Neither I'm calling one... Just from my own points of view... It's fine with me if you feel like you want to laugh on how things happened... On how some certain and concerned people has been much affected by BBK's sudden decision... If things happened the way I was expecting it to be, I think those sudden "carried away" moments when Benj was forcibly affected by BBK, I guess this won't happen... If we all waited for the Nomination and the Eviction, I guess, it would be more easier to accept...
In addition, when someone from the other Season appealed on the activity... BBK, clarifed things... Season 1 has already won na. Although there were rules, BBK already announced the winner he won't take it back anywore... We do accepted that fact... Some fellas may call us "LOSERS" or what... It doesn't matter. We may be "ONLINE" almost most of the time. But we're not after winning some activity. We're just showing camaraderie for our team. And to be more specific... You quoted me... And on the rule, "you can't quote the previous poster"... Well, then, from there... I know we already lose the activity... But we're not posers here or haters... We just want to be heard for that matter... Some of you may find it sarcastic, exaggerated... See it the way you want it... I won't protest neither badmouth behind your back... I'm just being MORE OF MYSELF here... Yeah, I do play in this game. No strategies or how you want to call it... I'm playing it the way I want to play it. Just Plain Game... No hanky pankies nor selfish motives... Just want to do this. I'm having a great fun, I'm slowly getting acqauinted to you all and by that... I'm glad I made it here...
Wala namang dapat mairita... Walang nakakairita... Well, I guess all of us wants to have something in the activity. Wants to stand up up for their team. There's no personal or hidden agenda here. I just want to make things clear...
Last but not the least... Yes, you guys form Season 1 can proudly say that you're all MATURED enough in this game. But can't we be immature sometimes. Cause we can't all be mature all at the same time. Or this game might be "sooo BORING"... Don't you like the color and spice we all add in here? You may call some of the peeps from the other Season not matured enough... Yeah, it might be... Yes, it's true... I myself do act immature sometimes... But those IMMATURE PERSONS you all are pointing, are the people I think mostly dealt with you and have the most close bonding with you all and I must say all of us...
-PEACE OUT GUYS- I have nothing against Mica or anyone else who's left in the Virtual House... I do hope we could all fix this matter in a more diplomatic & civilized way...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 15, 2006 21:33:28 GMT 7
Well... Woke up 4 pm... Stuffs I see, as in everything are a bit hazy... After having one ALLERGY PILL that took me to sleep this morning feels like I didn't get much sleep...
I received a text message from Mica... Asking, how things are at the site... I texted her back and told her about my comment on her recent post. I just want to clear things out... I just hope that it's "nothing personal". I reacted on her recent blog and that doesn't necessarily mean I want to cause a trouble or something... I just want everyone to have peace of mind. And won't take my reactions negatively... I just hope no pessismistic feed from other virtual housemates... I'm not making a scene - just like what I said... I'M JUST BEING HONEST ABOUT WHAT I FEEL... I know naman, na there are some other Virtual Housemates who may see my reactions and Gee likewise, the other way around... Just want you all to know same as,Neil G who also texted me that we're not hurt by WHAT and WHO Mica were pertaining on her blog... That was just my reaction... And also browsed through Neil G's confession thread and also read his entry... Now things are clear... You all heard my side of story na... And I know this isn't a start of GAP or FIGHT from different seasons...Also texted Ian... I asked him if he still go online... His reply was... "as much as i want to, i just cnt as of d moment. Am workng ryt n0w. I dnt wna quit but i jus cnt commit d way i comited d last tym. I ned ur considerati0n guys." <quote-unquote>
Anyway, I'm a bit glad din coz finally, I heard from the controversial Neil G. na... We talked about stuffs and everything... Sayang nga lang kc sandali lang...
I also had this little chat w/ Jomar and he shared with me this great quote from his classmate... "Always remember that God only makes happy endigns. If it is not happy then it is definitely not the end." Thanks! You're so young, yet feels like you know a lot of things... But still... Like what I always tell you... BE POSITIVE and Don't let small things become your hindrance towards something... It may be school stuffs or not but I know and I believe in due time people will learn to accept who you really are... Ignore all the negative things you hear from other peeps, it may distract you... What matters is - wala kang nasasagasaang ibang tao...Rommel, good to hear from you, kahit patext-text lang... Hope that we can have a talk na medyo lengthy naman...Trish, the most sensitive virtual housemate... Cheer up ka na... Wala problema... Not a single riser for a fight or gap... Not that life is short... Our life here sa All Star is short, and better to make the most of it than be judgmental... Cheer up na sis... And I'll pray for your Lola din she now rests in peace but still my prayers are with you & your family...Gee, where on earth are you na? I heard you were Y speaker daw... How true? Keep me posted sis...Pao, I don't know... Yung sinabi ko sa'yo kanina which Marge also told you last night. True yun. Kahit naman ako tampo na eh... Pero, don't worry I understand - love strikes but once so grab the opportunity na...Marge, I really want to be sa group niyo, kaya lang Ian can't make i online... Di bale, wala ka mang cellphone ngayon, I hope magkabangga pa din tayo dito sa YM... Don't worry I'm here lang...Kashen, wala lang... It was fun hearing from you last night... Although you have more time with with Pao... Funny lang, coz I was one of those who was the "teaser" sa team up nyo... I hope everything will turn out fine between u two...Charles, nakakatawa ka sobra tumawa... Funny lalo yung share ko sa inyo ni Gee yong sa youtube... yung toilet prank... Natatawa ako sa'yo sobra... Hope we could still spend more confee (conference & coffee)Ann, wala lang... buti online ka kanina... Kapos na naman sa time... Hassle nag brownout kanina eh... Till next...BBK, paramdam po kayo...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 16, 2006 19:59:13 GMT 7
FUNNY... FUNNY... VERY FUNNY... VERY FUNNY DAY Last night was kindda cool... Around 2am when I refreshed the page (proboards) and was shocked to see that there was a new activity pala. "KAPAAN" as how BBK entitled the 1st Group Battle... Imagine, I deciphered or decoded the poem in Braille Alphabet around 3am... I was like a bit worried though on how things will happen... On how the mechanics will be... Will it be okay lang kaya if I submit it first... But still - I know that it'll be a bit hard for our group, kasi I know mas konti na lang ngayon ang nag oonline till sun up... Unlike before...Anyway, Group 1, CONGRATS! I know throne niyo pa din talaga ang 1st sa mga Activities... 2nd Activity na yan... So, looking forward still seeing you ahead...Kakatuwa din naman kc, parang - WOW!!! Activity na bago!!! But it has been a bit hard conversing with BBK lately... And I wonder why... I dunno. I hope things will get a little easy now. Ang hirap kasi. I don't know how it just happened... Everything happened so sudden... I was just like, "WHOA!!! WHAT JUST HAPPENED IN HERE?" Well, BBK I know there really is this quote that says, "Some things are better left UNSAID or UNDONE..." I think that's how difficult this game is right now... Kaya nga ALL STAR di ba? Para mas challenging... I hope po we'll all CROSS THIS NARROW BRIDGE smoothly and prevent us all from all the ROUGH & DIZZY EDGES and get through the FINISH LINE without ANIMOSITY...I don't want my fellow ASVHs find surliness in me... That's perverse. Though, sometimes it's just a bit repugnant that this game is getting absurd coz of undiscussed issues and unexplainable stuffs. Ludicrous as I may see it... Coz there were some who just can't dig the REAL ME... Regarding the "Mock Nomination" yes, it is mockery... It's a dry run. And from my all interpretation, it means making fun of or panunuya,disregarding or pagpapawalang kabuluhaan... I just hope that All-Star will not become a mockery in the end...I say sometimes I maybe paradoxical on my statements at times but that does not mean that I am contradicting the game. I do follow the rules and so as my fellow virtual housemates but all of us have the FREEWILL here...Though, most of the times - I really felt gloomy inside on how things are happening. I don't want to see it morbid though. Because I don't want all of us here dawdling around... We all have things to do... Other responsibilities, I can say... Kaya nga, ako and so as few of my closest friends here inside the virtual house fibbles that this game will turn out right and impeccable.I myself has been defiant all my life but of course I still have weaknesses...To ANN, hi! I don't want to cought this out... Well regarding the mock nomination... I really don't want to explain this here... But since this is part of the game, well I know that this is a mock nomination... So dry run lang... So, I did vote for you instead... But no deeper meanings, girl... You know naman na siguro...CHARLES, well my kaGroupmate... Well, we all exerted effort here... At least we're all interacting and responding on the activities here... Let's all just make it more fun now... Besides, this game is so much fun with all US here... Steady bro!GEE, naWindang ka ba? *lolz* Well, things happen the least we expect it... Ok lang yun. At least nakaGIMIK ka nga di ba? *lolz* Ako nga, di pa nakakaGIMMICK... Masarap pa din gumimik, smoke, drink and dance the night away... *lolz* Sayang, I didn't get the chance to to see you out in tube last night at Y SPEAK... Chill Sis!IAN, well, well well... I understand how you see your work @ a Call Center... I've never been on that field yet. But like what my field din, same status lang tayo... Yun nga lang, I have this much time were I can do stuffs din all at the same time... Not to mention the BOSS... Who's so freaky and so unpredictable...JOMAR, the kiddo... Well, young as it may seem but really is profound in ways... But still, a deep but a good kid inside...KASHEN, I read your confession thread... Actually, I don't want to discuss it as much as possible. But the moment I saw my name on the SHOUTBOX yesterday - I just can't believe how on earth did my name get there. When I myself can't post a tag or comment there, coz it says "cookies deactivated"... But what troubled and distraught me was when I checked the blog site and found your name up there with your I.P. address... I was like... "I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT MY EYES ARE SEEING HERE! IS THIS TRUE? HOW COULD SHE? SUCH A LOVELY LASS WHO HAPPENS TO BE CLOSE TO ME IS DOING THIS TO ME!" I was like losing track of myself, and just said I'd rather be fughting and arguing with my family than pretending everything's ok. I was like, so atrocious thing to happen... But still, half of me is saying that can't be true... I've heard that people can change their I.P. addresses... Maybe something fishy is happening here. Somebody or someone may be ebullient or boiling up things here. I.P. addresses I guess is not enough proof to be based on how this things are happening... I know and I believe you won't do such thing that will cause or break the friendship and bonding we've had, sis... No worries girl... I'm still cool pa naman... And, I myself won't stoop down just to argue with whoever might be behind that... Cool lang tayo sis, you don't have to quit... No quitting sis... We're cool and let's not make that ISSUE destroy us... This is just a game (as everyone were saying) but let's all play it the way they want us to play it. Like what I said yesterday... *BITIW by Spongecola* yan ang sa'tin ngayon sis... Chillax lang tyo, Sis...KENNETH, you're banner was so arodable that my eyes were glued on the screen for minutes the first glimpse I saw it... You're such a genius Ken... No request from me but still, if I'll be making any... "Holy Mockaholy!" Holy Molly!" Chat na tayo ulit... Love your own "unfaithful" by rihanna... I was thinking how I'm going to have an MP3 of that so I can download and install it in my phone... Mabuhay ka Kenneth the King of the WebbieNet... ;DMARGE, sayang di ako nakasama sa All Girls Groupie... Wish ko lang kahit All Star na, bonded pa din tayo... But I know wala naman nagbago... Got your text nga pala last night... Good to know we'll still be in touch na ulit... I love you Sis...MICA & TRISH, well NOTHING PERSONAL on how Gee and I reacted huh..? Let's all put that stuff some place and turn the page... I don't know if I have to say sorry... Kaya lang sabi nga nila "you don't have to say sorry kapag unintentional ang nagawa or nasabi mo" I just want you all to know that I may have reacted on Mica's blog but that doesn't mean I'm building up a wall between our budding friendship... We're all planning for a GEB and ganito pa ang mangyayari... Baka maging awakward naman ang magiging pagkikita natin... Peace Out to you both Sissies...NEIL, thanks for the message this morning... I've seen that movie "FAT ALBERT" and what you sent is true... <quote-unquote> I truly agree Neil... Endings doesn't mean we all have to stop it simply means there are more better beginnings in our lives where we can always loo up on... You really are inspiring me... Thanks much...ROWEN, Groupmates din tayo... Funny noh?! I hope we'll all catch up soon... Wala pa ako masyado masasabi sa'yo, basta keep me posted "EVS (whatever)" happens... You know naman cguro how to reach me... I'm just a text away...PAOLO, really "tats (touched)" from your message... Like what I said... You don't have to say you're sorry Pao... We'll always understand you, especially ME... You've never been a different person to me... Of course I do love you too, I don't have to utter that over and over and I know you know that... It's just that sometimes, I just don't say it... I do mean it all the time... Whatever happens, you will never ever lose me... I'm just around Pao... You've been a brother, a friend to me... Kung pwede na nga lang pati lover *loz* just kiddin... You're important to me... Both you and Marge and I won't keep you out of sight... As long as we're all here we'll continue our journey - not just virtually but I do hope someday... We'll all have our chance someday... I love you!
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 17, 2006 23:13:52 GMT 7
Well...
Nice job Kenneth!!! First the All-Star Banner, that was EXCELLENT!!! ;D Then the Picture Profile that was so AWESOME... Whereas I chose the Profile #1 which really is "eye-catching" and not so typical stuff that any computer geek will be doing... You're being ARTISTIC was somehow revealed on your 3 choices were I can say was so eclectic, for you've given me hard time deciding from which is more conspicuous... Well, what can I say you really have that penchant when it comes to designing stuffs. The TEE Official Logo was so SIMPLE yet ELEGANT... It'll just depend on what color of tee we'll be using. It's so unique and not to mention the 20mins. you've spared for just a tee but still it looks like profesionnaly crafted... Just can't wait to see it with a finished product... TWO THUMBS UP for KENNETH... Well, let's call it A DAY & I'm offering a TOAST for a JOB WELL DONE... PERFECTO... Strikingly beautiful and impressive... Exceptionally fine... Impresinante... Bellissima!!! Le las querido!!! ;D Muchos Gracias Signor Kenneth!!!I was so glad seeing those materials here online... Cutie talaga!!! I saw all the different types of Kenneth... He was so versatile and really is looking forward seeing my name on the shirt!!!BBK... New rule na naman? Why naman po? Feels like, the rules are really blasting na... Padami ng padami BBK... You really are true fro what I read sa "Questions on the Activities" thread... What about my status here? Homepage ko na po yung blogsite natin... I myself really doesn't update myself sa blogsite, I still do wait for daily updates from my fellow ASVHs, kaya lang, I have this habit, na I really do check the blogsites pa din most of the times... Ang hirap naman po ata nun BBK... Like what Neil G. said from his Confession Thread... It's like driving on a highway were you are blindfolded and you can't see who your crossing paths with... Paano kung may mababangga na pala. Or it's me na - na naBangga na by speeding cars. Ang hirap naman po ata nun. I just can't see myself driving by myself on a highway and blindfolded... That's really hard... Driving alone, feels like I won't help myself get lost nowhere... Okay naman po yung proposition na dito namin update sarili namin sa board's confessional thread kaya lang it'll be more harder now... Some still do find it easy reading and seeing all the updates from the blogsite... What if tanggalin na lang po for the meantime yung shoutbox... Lahat ng gusto mag visit - might as well use our boards and dito na lang po nila post comments nila...Ann, ano ba yung nabasa ko... You're considering yourself quitting? Please, wag naman... We should all stand up for each other in this game... You know Spongecola's "BITIW" - yan ang THEMESONG ng ALL-STAR... Charles, thank you for everything... As in for everything... Never thought that this will come this far, you know our friendship... Also dun sa sinabi mo na sorry... You don't have to say you're sorry... I do understand you... Especially now... GROUPMATES na tayo...Gee, miss na kita girl... Sis, saw your exposure as Y Speaker... Naks naman... Just one click sa youtube and there you are...Ian, where ka na ba? Feels like, I've been missing a lot of stories from you na... Miss na kita...Jomar, hi there... No words left to say kasi Telephone ever tayo... Hay, basta - I'll try my best to be there sa Intrams nyo... But I'm not not promising...Kashen & Paulo, ;D :oDi pa kayo? Pero Mag EM-YU naman... So, I presume, Malapit ng Umamin... or S.O. Secret On... ;D wahaha! ;D Sis, ang cutie lang ng talk ko with my ex last night... Super concern pdn sya sa'kin... Katuwa lang... Paolo, di ka na nakagawa ng Homework dahil sa sobrang attachment nyo ni Kashen... Naks!!! PAG-IBIG...Marge, sis!!! Wow!!! Malapit na yung 25... I can't wait! The fifth Fashion Show will be later na (18th) kaya, I'm looking forward sa 25th... Miss yah girl... Don't worry sa mga messages ko, I'm slowly taking it all out na... ;DMica, so PROJECT: T'Shirt na... ;D Can't wait... Plus yung GEB pa... Looking forward seeing you din... I think, I wasn't mistaken, I owe you a date... Hanap na kita ng date... Okei.? ;DTrish, Hi... Super dami naman ng thanks!!! I'm so overwhelmed... You're right... We should all BURY THE HATCHET and set everything aside... Miss our talks...Neil G., Pinahirapan niyo ko ni Charles sa Never ENDING story, All-Star Edition... Ang hirap!!! Anyway, about your Babes, I'm so sorry to hear about those stuffs na, na miss mo sya, tapos parang too little time.Ang hirap nun... Yung gusto mo yakapin, di mo mayakap... Haayz... Soon, tha'll be over...Rowen, OHMYGED! Sa U.P. Diliman ka pala... That I don't know... I was unaware about that... Anyway, chat with you soon...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 19, 2006 3:48:29 GMT 7
Well, I guess I'll be posting a lot here later - after I give myself some rest... Basta, I'm glad to know that Gee's back on track and so as Trish... I hope Trish you're feeling better now... Neil, what na nga ba? Wala lang, I just suddenly thought of you... I guess the thing about your babe... 18 today and supposedly ang aking monthsary pero wala naman... At least kayo ng babes mo nagkita... M.U. or I guess we're "cool" na ng TAR ko... Okei naman na yung ganito... At least kayo ng babes mo, you have this much quality time... Sa akin, gone with the wind na ata lahat... And I think, SOMEONE JUST STOLE MY THUNDER... Paolo, I'm glad to hear "that" stuff from you... I miss our chats... I wonder why, Pao... We'll "YOU COULD BE IN LOVE..." Yan ka na ngayon... Goodluck sa inyo ni Kashen, I know you're getting there... Jomar, may constant caller and very panctual sa time thanks for all the time... It was my pleasure, and those conversations I guess was a "tawdry talk"... Marge, sorry if I got lost yesterday... I was rushing a lot of things from home... Office... And my events... Pero Marge, if our EB will push through this 25th, I'm hella sure, you'll enjoy... Lots of great and yummie guys... Adrian's one who was really handsome, hot, sexy & hunkie... *lolz* Kikay talk tayo for sure... Charles, I missed you the whole day today... Rowen, thanks for texting and asking me how I am... Hope you had a nice sleep yesterday afternoon. Mica, share tayo kay Kenneth huh... It ain't for real naman... REEL pa lang... Like what BBK said, livestream lang ito... So it's like watching ourselves from the boobtube and there's no reality... Crush ko lang naman si Kenneth... Hahaha!!! ;D Ann, haay dalawa pala ang globe # mo... Nalilito ako, parang nung nalito ka din sa akin the other day... Ian, I miss your cool and kinky updates about your dates na... BBK, the new rule... Well, wala naman... Wala naman na akong magagawa doon. Basta, BBK, feeling ko I've seen you before, kasi super familiar ang eye mo (parang eye drops huh...)... Anyway... I missed you all guys... Especially ang crushie ko na Computer Genius... Wag naman Geek, di maganda pakinggan... herher ;D ;D ;D
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 20, 2006 0:52:02 GMT 7
What will I say na ba? 'am happy to see and hear from BBK again, though he's been pretty strict lately... Okay lang kasi it's his decision naman and all , so no comment... That's it... BBK, okay na din... At least nagpaparamdam ka na lately...
Wala naman ako talaga masasabi kasi wala na masyado nakakapag online ngayon sa virtual housemate... Kung meron man, different ang mga time frames namin... LikePao, Kashen, Mica, Neil & Kenneth... More on, sa morning sila... How I wish, that my field sa business eh more on na lang sa tulugan kesa sa puyatan... Feels like, I've been losing out of track na kasi... I just do thank Gee, Charles & Jomar and sometimes si Marge being around kapag bigla ako nag oonline... *sighs*
Anyways, I do hope everything will be alright after everything that happened... Nakakalungkot na kasi... I've been terribly busy the past few days... Spent 48 hours up and never get to sleep... I was trying my best to be me here sa virtual house, but I think wala naman nakakapansin ng hard-work and effort ko... PAOLO, I know you'll get to read this... There has been a lot of fuss lately... You and me... Marge & you and all that stuffs... Pao, I wish, nothing will change (ever) though I know that some people do change a lot of times... I've seen and felt your "UPs" and "DOWN's" moment... I've seen it all even before sa Season 2... Kaya lang, di ba dapat mas ako yung SENSITIVE here... kasi, it's me who's been so busy and all... I was trying to attach myself to you all... Not a single sensitivity have you felt from me - I guess... If there has been - sinasabi ko naman sa'yo... Ikaw, I do hope if you have probs with me, please naman lemme know... I don't want being out of touch... Kanina you left me hanging somewhere... Gee and I was shocked when you left... Okei lang naman Pao... Kung sabihin mo, kung di magiging okay - okay lang din... Maiintindihan ko naman eh... Ako pa... Kasi, it feels like whatever it is na masabi ko or mai-type ko, you do always took it the other way around unlike what I interpret... I know you're sensitive and all... I know emotional ka din... I'm not trying to do this because of anything... I am not feeling well... I am having fun just to forget whatever it is that I feel... Been so happy seeing you, Charles & Gee online kanina. I don't what I've said... I know and as far as I can remember you said "Ate mats penge aso" ako naman *drama mode* na "naalala ako bigla ni pao..." So if you took it the hard way, "I'M SORRY" I may have caught you in the wrong mood and not too well din... I shouldn't have uttered those words... I've been trying my best to attach with you bro., kaya nga I'm doing this. Both for you ni Marge. Kaya lang, if you no longer see my existence okay lang din... It's been very sudden... As in lahat... I felt so lost na talaga... "KONTING MASABI KO OR I-TYPE KO NAGTATAMPO KA NA AGAD... NAKAKALUNGKOT NAMAN YANG GANYAN... BIGLA KA NA LNG NAWAWALA... DI KA NA NAGPAPAALAM... HAAYZZ... WAG NAMAN TAYO MATAMPUHIN... AKO, AM TRYING TO BE HAPPY NA NGA LANG SA GAME FOR YOU & MARGE... ACTUALLY 4 U DIN... PERO SNA NAMAN DI BA? WAG NAMAN GANYAN PAO..."
Wala na'ko maisip... Yun lang... Siguro nagiging emotional na lang ako... Or maybe because I'm not feeling well lang... Sorry kung nasabi ko itong mga ito... I didn't mean to say these all... I'm just saying this kasi this is REAL TRUE... "masama lang talaga loob ko..." I'm just being honest and true...
To the other virtual housemates, please wala na lang sana magrereact sa mga hindi concern or not involved sa issue ko... Whatever it is... Pao, If I've caused you too much or too many things, sorry but please and I hope you do understand what I'm stating... Guess, just missing the old and jolly Pao...
Other VHs, missing you guys... Can't wait sa EB...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Oct 21, 2006 2:29:01 GMT 7
The least I expect was some things left unsettled... I never thought that I would be reading a transcript that will really break my heart... Honestly, I never thought that with this situation, I will presume that the FRIENDSHIP has come to its end...
Frankly speaking... What happen, what I hear and what I felt inside the virtual house, once I do log out and put myself to sleep di ko na sya dala hanggang sa pagtulog ko... I'll just wait for another day and go online and check with my fellow virtual housemates and most of the times do, patch things up... Once I joke around, it's not to the extent of breaking someone's heart... Yup, it's true "Jokes are half meant" ... but never in my open mind I did take it personally and say things that might break the friendship... I just had this chat with Marge and she was like, "gusto q na magQuit" but of course my usual line... Wag... Feels like, it's me who's so irrational here, when all my life, since I started playing here, I WAS THE RATIONAL one... I'm not saying that there are some who's irrational but I just want to straight things up... This situation doesn't require distance between two persons who had issues, rather we should all cross the bridge and meet halfway and settle things.
I've read some hurtful words... Season 2 was way different from All Star... This never happened at all. Magkaroon man ng problems, we do always make it a point na maayos namin, whatever it is that we might caused someone... Good or bad... This maybe hard to believe, but Pao's words really made me cry... Wala ng online ngayon... I am now alone here... The only one who's up and just can no longer pretend that everything's alright. That everything's going well... It's not... I know...
I didn't say that there is someone inside the virtual house who is masama... Siguro, let's just all watch our words before saying it... We all don't know kasi if we're hurting someone na. I've been through a lot today. Pao, thanks so much sa lahat... I tried everything... I sent you a personal message here sa boards, you didn't reply... I sent you a message sa YM, wala din... I remember, you once said that during your chat with Gee... Now, it's me who's saying it naman... Nakakalungkot, noh? Ako, oo... Nalulungkot sa mga nagyayari... But with your status right now, I'm very much happy for you... I do... Just enjoy the moment while it lasts... Sabi mo, lalayo ka muna... I've onced crossed that distance Pao, and it was never that hard... Cguro, kapag na-down or you feel bad (somehow) kung dumating man yung point na yun and no one wants to listen or bear your sadness, I'm just here... A text away... Maybe we're far across the miles, but you know my digits... Just drop a line and you know, I'll run through you, just to ease your burden... This situation really makes me cry... Till then... Ciao...BBK, paramdam ka din po...Trish, you'll get over him someday...
To those, who were there for me yesterday afternoon (Gee, Marge & Jomar) thanks so much...Gee, thanks for cheerin' me up & not gettin' tired doing stuffs to make me smile...
Gotta go... Till next time or I guess later ulit...
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