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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 14, 2006 4:18:20 GMT 7
Ayun pO BBK.. HapPy naMan po aKho sa nagigiNg oUtcOme nGayon ng aTing hOuseHoLd cOunciL.. tHouGh.. hOnesTly.. paRang naKaFeel pO aKho nG sLigHt cHills aNd teNsiOns sA piNaka siNuPorTaHan na taMbaLan ng aLL sTar.. AcTuaLLy pHo.. aM haPpy fOr kasHen fOr sHe aLreaDy fOund sOmeoNe tHat sHe cAn reAlly caLL uPon.. uNg mamaHaLin aNd aT tHe saMe tiMe, i'M sAd fOr pAo..
NuNg nagkaChAt ngA pHo kaMi beFore ni PaO.. aBouT sA reCeNt sTat niLa ni kasHen, naBanGgit nYa sa kIn na sObRanG naGulaT dAw pHo sYa uPoN receiViNg tHe teXt meSsaGe.. nA sObRang guLat nYa pHo, nabiTawAn nYa yUng laPpy nYa aT naBasAg pHo uNg mOniTor.. i feeL bAd fOr pAo.. hE's liKe a brOtHer tO me na pHo kaSi.. wHat hE's iNto riGht nOw wHateVer iT iS.. i feLt iT tWo tiMes mOre.. sAme as wiTh hOw i feLt aNd hoW i seE kasHen.. li'L sis kHo na pHo sYa.. kaYa wHen sHe toLd mE abOuT hEr haVing a bF.. iSa laNg pHo siNabi kHo.. mUch beTtEr if pag-uSapAn niLa ni pAo.. aLam kHo naMan pHo na maiiNtIndiHan sYa ni pAo.. bUt oF coUrsE wHat hUrTs tHe moSt.. tHe feeLiNg wEnt tOo soOn..
fOr me.. oKay na diN na too sOon.. aT leAst waLa msHado eMotiOnaL baGgAge oN eitHer of tHem (pAo oR kAsH) cGurO naNgHinAyAng lAng pHo aKho oN hOw tHiNgs aRe gOnNa bE sAnA..
nakaTet kHo na diN pHo si Mica, kNinA.. maY sAkiT nGa sYa.. sBi kHo nGa sa knYa mucH beTter if sHe taKes a reSt.. i aLso rEad hEr coNfesSioNs.. i reaLly doN't haVe anyThiNg iN miNd paRa paTuLan wHateVer iT is tHat sHe sTated.. i'm nOt afTer beiNg caLled as tHe VH of tHe weeK.. iT dOesN't maTter tO me aT aLL.. i oFten teAse heR mAn pHo abOut hEr beiNg tHe VH of tHe wEek,, iT's becAuse, naTuTuwa laNg pHo aKho.. paNgiT din naMan cGurO kUng 2 tiMes iN a Row eh maGinG VH of tHe weEk aKho.. *lol* jOkeNess,, baSta ka-PISHNESS akHo dUn..
saBi nGa niLa "maKe lOve nOt wAr.." tSaKa i woN't reAct aGainsT it, kaSi pHo.. waLa nMan maSama sa cNabi kHo.. aLtHough nakakApaNgHinaYang pHo kSi sUmabaY si RemIng sA mGa paNgyaYaRi sa lOoB ng viRtUal hOuse..
naKateXt kHo diN pHo si Gee kNinA.. sAme aS wiTh kasHen.. si pAo naMan pHo, nAg PM (peRsoNaL mesSagE) akHo sa kNya.. i'M gLad tHat hE reSpOndeD.. mDami lAng pHo kaSi aNg eXams nYa nGayOn.. pLus i kNow pHo na nagKarOon sYa ng pRob reGisTerIng pHo fOr hiS neXt cLasSes.. wLa pHo sYa maKuHa nA suBjecTs..
si neiL pHo, misS kHo nA.. he'S baCk taKing uP caLLs uLit kaYa di na kMi msYado nagkAkacHat.. si cHarLes pHo.. fuNnY kaSi, he's tUrNiNg iNto a coMediAnNe nHa.. sBraNg naPapAtawa nYa pHo kMi ni Gee nG sObRa.. hAay..
tiLL heRe pHo mUna BBk..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 16, 2006 2:41:46 GMT 7
NagiMbaL nMan akHo sA hOusEhOld coUnciL hUh.. a tOtAL of 2 kuMukuTi-kuTiTap na eVicTion pOiNtS! ;D ;D ;D aNg saYa nMan! ;D waLa laNg.. i tHouGht wE cAn spEak uP tHeRe aNd giVe oUr oPiniOns oN tHe gaMe, eVen wHen nOt aSkeD.. paRang.. akaLa kHo laNg pHo kaSi wE cAn lEt oUr feeLiNgs oUt tHere.. peRo, oKay laNg pHo yUn.. aT lEaSt i'Ve saiD my piEcE sa taNdem na SIOPAO.. aYuN lAng.. aM gOnNa lEt iT sLidE fOr nOw.. aM bOtH haPpY fOr tHem.. kaY KasHen, foR sHe hAs bEen hOnesT wiTh mE aLL tHe tiMe.. iT's mUch beTTer tHat wAy.. gUeSs tHey reaLLy aRe nOt bOunD fOr eAch oThEr.. bUt if tHey aRe nMan.. nO maTTeR hOw lOng iT tAkEs, kUng taLagAng siLa, iT's tHe desTiNy tHat'll dO tHe maGic nA.. i beLievE tHat!
tHe nEw acTiviTy.. 12 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS.. cuTesy na diN sYa aT leAst we'LL be haVing sOme soRt oF cHrisTmas cOunTdOwn.. YAY!!! we'LL all feeL tHeN tHe sPiRiT of cHrisTmas.. aT leAst kaHit paPaaNo maKakAbAwi nA si BBK aNd kamIng mGa vHs sA mGa paNaHoNg nawaLa diN kAmi (bUt nOt aLL tHe tiMe naMan.. nA siNabaYan naMin aNg aBseNce ni BBK).. sOunDs liKe fUn nAmAn acTuaLLy.. iF we'Re goNna maKe tHe bEst oF iT.. siNce we sHouLd aLL giVe lOve oN cHrisTmAs dAy.. so akHo nakiKiTa kHo nA - daPat meMoraBle aNg acTiviTy tHis tiMe..
aYun.. waLa masyaDo oNLinE ngaYon.. mAy makiTa mAn akHo na uPdaTes, it's eiThEr fRom tHe couNcil oR conFesSion oR diAry.. di na mXadO sa YM.. buSynEss aNg laHat.. cHarLes wiTh scHool.. Gee, wiTh scHooL.. kAsHen wiTh scHoOL.. me sa wOrk.. micA sa scHooL aNd sHe gOt sicK.. nEiL sa wOrk.. paoLo eXam weEk aNd fiNals nYa.. *sigHs* okAy laNg, as lOng aS tHey're aLL oKay.. i'm haPpy..
aYun.. nKacHat kHo pHo pLa si pAo tHe oThEr dAy.. si KasHen nMan kNinA.. si gEe, jUz nOw.. kaRaraTing nYa lAng dAw pHo.. gRabEh kHo na siLaNg naMimIsz.. saNa pHo i cOuLd aLL rUn iNto tHem aNywHeRe onLiNe.. miSz kHo na pHo kaKiYan naMin ni Gee, kaShEn, miCa.. miSz kHo na kakuLiTan aNd bUngisnGis ni pAo aNd cHarLes.. i miSs my cRazy laTe cHaTs wiTh neiL.. abOve aLL tHose.. liFe aiN't kicKiNg..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 17, 2006 2:31:34 GMT 7
Ayun.. So eto na naman po ako ulet.. A bit radical and stuffs like that.. i was just busy reading the 6th household council.. Ayun nga po, like what Gee said.. nakakagulat din in a way na makakaGain ka pala ng eviction point there.. pero nothing biggie.. i just thought that, that might be open for everyone who wants to give their opinions and the likes..
Nakakatuwa po na makaChat si Kashen.. feels like tinamaan po ata talaga ni kupido.. nagsimbang gabi sya (when nga ba) last night? ayun po.. In love sya kay Paolo.. I felt din po na talagang naMiss nya yung usap and everything.. Likewise.. Parang di nga lang po makatugma ang oras ko ngayon.. How i wish i could also text everyone.. mica, neil, charles, gee, kashen, paolo like before.. di na din ako mashado makareply sa text ni mica.. for that i guess maiintindihan din naman po nila BBK why..
With regards naman po sa nabasa ko dun sa confession ni Neil.. i can't blame him if he feels that way.. wala po problema sa akin yun.. i know lahat po meron individual differences.. pwede po sya mag-update hangga't gusto niya, pwede din po na hindi.. it's all up to him.. i know din po na everytime may updates sya,, sinisikap nya na detailed ang lahat.. i guess with regards to his confession, it slightly shows na tumamlay na nga po ang Virtual House..
actually all of us who are left here can spice everything.. but still it depends if we really want it or not.. kung di nga lang po sana bumpy ang schedule ko ngayon i know - i could be of help here sa virtual house.. at least i could still say that.. i'm doing my best to still keep everyone posted of the whattabouts and whereabout of my darn life..
guess, yung iba po may find me and paolo kindda floating.. i know po BBK na makakabawi na si Pao for whatever absence that he had.. and for me.. i may be present updating stuffs but still i know makakabawi din po ako the next week to come.. but that doesn't mean i love this game the less.. I love this game everyday.. i value it.. and am not gonna throw it all away..
si sis gee naman po, i know last night or yesterday was the oblation run kaya po naLate sya.. buti na lang po and nag abot pa kami.. and from her words i know po tipsy sya *lolz* sana nga po kasama kami ni charles doon, kaya lang di kami parehas pwede..
sana po next update ko, no more melancholic and missing somebody else from inside the house.. parang wala lang.. para tuloy sauteed in a wrong sauce ang magiging labas naming mga Virtual Housemates, if ever.. i love each and everyone and i hope lahat ng active and inactive, eh magBounceback na virtually..
BBK, naMimiss na kita..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 18, 2006 2:20:21 GMT 7
nabasa ko po BBK na yung 12 Days of Christmas will be our last activity.. Ayun, mas lalo na po ako nalungkot coz we'll be counting our days left here sa Virtual House.. most likely & that's how i see it..
Nakakalungkot man po na kung kailan cguro malapit ng matapos ang ALL-STAR, tsaka pa po kami di magkatugma-tugma.. Kung kailan po magpaPasko tsaka pa ganito.. Pero, ganun po talaga.. Lahat naman po may katapusan eh.. It's just up to us VHs on how we're going to make it to the fullest.. Masaya din po ako na kahit paano ay nakilala ang nakaclose ko sila Gee, Mica, Charles, Kashen & Gee, kahit di kami magkakaseason.. At least, i proved myself na hindi lahat ng makikilala mo sa buhay mo eh yung tama sa'yo.. But here's nalaman ko po what friendship really is and how we're gonna treasure it the most..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 20, 2006 12:37:49 GMT 7
Heto na naman.. The TURNING POINT OF THE GAME.. In some ways I've been having troubles on who and who not to vote.. Well.. We were asked for CODENAMES - I guess for reason na, hindi malaman "who you voted and voted for you"... I've respected that rule BBK, eversince.. Kaya lang po, minsan nakakagulat lang na isang araw in the middle of tensions and blames sa work mo eh may marereceive kang message from a fellow VH.. Sa akin po okay lang yun.. It's not that biggie naman po.. I know naman na it hurts to be voted off.. I would feel the same din naman.. And I know that! I am not INSENSITIVE.. We're all but HUMANS here..
I just remember, Monday.. December 18.. I was like having these weird thoughts playing inside my head.. I really don't know what it was and where it came from.. Some weird thoughts.. That was I think around 7pm or 8pm... So I decided to text Charles, Gee, Kashen and Mica.. I was like "anu ng balita sa Virtuah House?" So from that message, wala pong reply.. So I was thinking, baka po wala pang results sa nominations or di pa narerelease yung nominations itself.. After several minutes.. I decided to text them again (Charles, Gee, Kashen & Mica) so there it is.. After a few minutes, Gee acknowledged my text.. So ako naman po, laking pasasalamat ko, kasi at least one of them managed to text me back.. We exchanged messages for a couple of times.. Hanggang sa kinailangan na naman ako sa event ko and i texted Gee po, na "I'd give her a call na lang" So ayun po..
I felt like crying.. Thinking na I got this message, saying "HI LIVEJOURNAL" - I never really thought po BBK na it would be such a biggie.. Yes po, I may have said some things from the ballot I made for the nominations.. I can't say that everybody or everyone inside this Virtual House may not or may commit a mistake.. I myself can't say I did not or I did! But I do believe BBK, that we all have minds here and decide for things.. I remember po before, someone would joke around "save mo ko" things like that.. Okay lang po sa akin.. I'd rather take it as an advantage kasi, may nagsasabi sa akin and lumalapit to tell me that.. Kahit pabiro man po, I know right inside my heart what I have to do..
Before po BBK, si Sis Gee.. kung umani lang po siguro sya ng madaming Evicting points sya ang lagi kong iseSave.. Kaya lang po hindi pa eh.. Pero darating din yun.. Si Paolo po, I'd say I saved him several times.. because I wanted him to stay.. Si Charles po, I thought last Monday when I called Gee, akala ko si Charles ang mavoVote out.. I was like.. "WHY CHARLES?!?!?!" Para po tuloy kung anu-ano ang naiisip ko.. Honestly... I would count our ENDLESS VOICE CHAT and LAUGHTERS one of the reason why I wanna break down and cry.. Kahit po kasi taga-ibang season si Charles.. I felt TRUTH.. HONESTY in him.. He's like a BROTHER to ME.. He's MORE THAN A FRIEND and when a person that I've considered a family is leaving.. IBA NA PO ANG NAGIGING IMPACT SA AKIN..
Just the same po as I checked the boards today.. Alam ko po na sira yung isang computer ko.. Nagmakaawa na ako sa kapatid ko maipahiram lang sa akin tong, antigong laptop para lang makita ko resluta ng Nominations natin.. Actually, I felt bad seeing that it was another close pal of mine ang natanggal.. Si Kashen po BBK.. We've shared a lot of things BBK.. I could say all in one time.. Nagkaroon na po kami ng misunderstandings before, pero naayos po namin lahat in just a period of time and not days.. If there's one I feel closest the first few weeks inside this Virtual House, it was Kashen po.. Sa akin naman po kasi BBK, nabuwag man po yung loveteam nila ni Pao, wala na po sa akin yun.. Maari pong, "it may be some issue" but the thing is.. everything that's happening here are just between the computer and the players playing behind every characters.. and it's US.. Virtual Housemates.. I've got no reason to vote Kashen out just because of lame LOVE ISSUE between her and Pao... I would never ever do that.. Akala ko po.. As time goes by.. From what I read sa mga Confessions ng fellow VHs ko, alam ko po, na at ease na po ang lahat sa isa't isa.. Hindi pa po pala.. Madami pa din po palang hang ups.. So many questions left unanswered.. Things better left unsaid..
I'm happy po, na last night, I texted or forwarded a message to Neil G... He replied po.. Natutuwa po ako, na for such a person like him.. nakita ko po sa kanya, na he does treat this game something... He gave this game a respect.. But then he never questioned the other VHs why they voted for him.. Si Neil po.. he's such a doll.. Sobrang naMiss ko po sya.. I swear.. Lalo na po ngayon na wala po akong YM sa computer na gamit ko.. Mamimiss ko ang lahat...
I hear din po from Gee that PAOLO will be doing some Broadway stuffs.. I'm happy for him po BBK.. Although, despite my busy and hectic time, I still managed to find time to text him.. Di na nga po sa Smart Roaming nya ako nagtetext.. Sa International # na nya.. No reply po, okay lang po,, busy po sya sa school plus nag Xmas Concert pa po sila.. I just wish him well.. I know naman po na from the start.. He has this potential for something na he really loves doing!
I got this message din po from Mica.. Just like what happened before.. I can't remember if that was the 2nd Nomination or what po, BBK.. Pero, I do understand her po.. it's just but natural to react.. Hindi ko lang po alam, na mag aassume pala kami dapat on who voted for us or not.. Or i guess, wrong timing din po when I received her message.. Dahil po, nagkaproblema po ako sa event ko.. Para lang naman po akong natigilan when I got her message.. So am a bit expecting na medyo ballistic na naman po ang magiging usapan.. Like before..
Basta po, I never changed a bit.. Yun lang po ang alam ko.. Miss ko na kayo, BBK..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 21, 2006 23:20:45 GMT 7
*sigh* Wow! BBk, do we really have to make stuffs & issues here like a blast? do we have to make it sensational? i just wanna know po.. kasi, i don't actually see issues here as "ordinary" or the "usual" stuffs.. for me po, parang each virtual housemate should broadcast everything "out in the public".. for me po kasi, there are things & issues that i would rather discuss with someone in private.. once it's over and done, then, THERE! we'll both speak up.. there are a few din po na medyo nakakasama na ng loob, most likely..
let's just say, some people were born sensitives.. some aren't.. some born to be straight forward and some aren't.. like in this game BBK.. i know we all have to be VOCAL, straight-forward, and be more of having a heart that can absorb everything.. i can be vocal in a way.. i can be straight-forward in some way.. i can also absorb things may it be positive or not.. but sometimes, you'll caught yourself standing in the middle of a crowd and just can't breathe and looking for some fellas that you know will be there for you.. honestly po, minsan, parang nakakadismaya na yung mga nababasa ko sa confession threads..
i myself don't want to make things and see things as a biggie.. i've never seen it that way.. NEVER!!! and will never be.. now, i guess i have to be more careful and take a few minutes to scan it over and over para lang malaman ko if i'm saying OFF things against my fellow VHs.. i know for a fact na, may masabi man po ako or mabitawang salita dito, i know those were all based on how i see the others play the game and how i observed stuffs here.. as much as possible i don't want to hurt someone or somebody.. THAT AIN'T ME..
i just wanna clear some things though.. i was like reading mica's latest confessions.. i guess, di na ako dapat pang magulat.. i never hated anyone here, bbk.. kahit minsan po, medyo off na or sometimes harsh okay lang po sa akin.. i'm not saying i'm hating or despising someone or somebody here.. ang akin lang po, i've said my side.. i've said my piece last night at my confessional.. THAT'S IT.. i just want to elaborate a few things:
* i do bombard a lot of people too via text.. i forward mushy quotes, green jokes, inpirational, trivias and surveys too.. yun pong pinagtataka ni mica na "wondering siya why suddenly wala na siyang narereceive na message from me, has something to do with with my "groups" sa phonebook.. i do admit that i do seldom forward text messages lately.. and i do hope po, na it won't be one of the grounds for each and everyone here to interrogate me and announce to the public na, parang "nakakapanibago"and "nakakapagtaka" for such.. i want to clear po bbk, na having a business like mine is never that easy actually.. di ko sinasabi na pinapabayaan ko na ang game.. i also read from mica's confession before the one i read tonight na "absent daw po ata ako and pao" - yeah! I MAY.. sa YM nga lang po.. but i do update everyone the BEST THAT I CAN.. as much as possible i'm making it a LOTTA SENSE din.. i don't want to talk nonsense stuff here.. i remember, season 2, when you (bbk) asked me about the business I'm doing.. that why not talk about my stuffs and how we do our business.. who are the persons i meet and how i deal with them.. that's exactly what i'm doing both at my Confessional and Diary thread.. di ko naman sinasabi na dapat may matutunan na maganda from me.. rather, the least that i can do is share my stuffs to everyone..
* second po.. about mica, stating na "she doesn't know how things started.. it might be some sort of misunderstanding from the council".. i can't quite remember a few stuffs from the prior Household Council we had.. ako po kasi, "kung tanungin ako, sasagot ako" that's it.. no "why's" or "what's" or whatever.. frankly, di ko din po alam kung ano yung tinutukoy niya sa Household Council.. if the issue regarding being the VH of the Week if being brought up here.. So be it.. okay lang naman po sa akin.. i know, and lahat po sinasabi na WE'RE ALL NOT AFTER THE TITLE as BIG WINNER here.. rather gaining friends.. that's merely the REASON why i'm here.. i just can't understand po her point why she'd brought up the VH of the Week issue over and over again.. I've become one.. She became one.. and now it's Gee.. SPORT lang po dapat sa game na ito.. ako naman po, as long as i comply with the rules, nagagawa ang activities sa Virtual House, masaya na ako.. i don't want to make things a BIG ISSUE here..
* about me being LIVEJOURNAL, as how she addressed me on her text.. fine lang po BBK.. malakas nga po siguro sya makiramdam.. but, here in this game, i believe every virtual housemate has every rights to do what we ought to do.. ayaw ko naman pong sabihin na, "sorry" coz i know what people would probably think anyways.. di po ako plastik and i don't want to become one.. yes bbk.. i know that mica & i are OK.. but, kung di man po ako nakapag reply sa text nya sa akin, doesn't mean na kailangan ng manibago ang isang tao sa akin.. i have a world of my own.. a world that i've been building for years.. and i don't want to just throw it away, "just like that" - as far as i can recall, the time that i received her text.. sobrang dami ng nangyayari sa event ko.. the fashion show just started and i have to act as the DIRECTOR.. cguro naman po, dapat pagtuunan ko din naman ng kahit ng konting pansin yun.. kung di ko man po sya naReplyan, it doesn't mean na, "dapat manibago na siya sa akin" .. IT'S NOT THAT.. ayaw ko na bigyan ng kulay yun.. especially, NOT IN HERE..
whatever it is, game related lang po yung gusto ko na iPost ko and iUpdate ko here..
* and one thing.. di ko po, maintindihan, why we have to explain things for voting someone.. kaya naman po siguro may reasons dun.. kung mica confronted gee about it, and the reason why mica texted me and addressed me as LIVEJOURNAL may be her way of confronting me, might as well call me by my name.. MATS, TING or how you wanna call me.. uhmm.. and yeah, i can call or text mica anytime.. here po bbk, i'm gonna lay down my cards now.. kung may ifoforward man po ako ng messages, lahat yun, nasa DRAFTS ko na, together with the names of the person am gonna send it.. laman po ng inbox ko 609 not to mention the sent items na 999 and the folders.. sasabog na po.. sobrang bagal na po ng cellphone ko and as much as possible di ko na po masyado binibitbit or hawak.. kung magforward man po ako, sneaky lang, kapag nabakante ng ilang minuto sa field or work, dukot sa bag, open my drafts and choose the message that i wanna send.. di ko po alam na parang big deal ang text..
buti na lang din po pala at nabanggit ko kay Gee na busy ako sa work and all, dahil kung hindi baka naMisinterpret na naman po ako why I wasn't replying and all.. *sighs*
am gonna cut that crap now.. one confession that actually shocked me was paolo's.. were he mentioned na may "kinaiinisan" po siya na VH.. i am actually clueless.. but it clearly stated there, na ka-close niya po yung VH na yun.. so, much better po to spill it out, so di po nakakapuzzle.. ang hirap lang po kasi, who he's pointing out.. is it me? gee? mica? charles? i am certainly & def clueless..
ayun po bbk.. i'm glad po na naRestore ko na ang pc kho.. ngayon po, medyo mas ok na.. yun nga lang po, i've lost a lot of stuffs.. meron na po ulit ako YM and now, di na MAGIGING ABSENT.. and never was I.. kasi, kahit gaano man ako kaBusy.. I do update my threads pa din.. and never will i get tired of doing it..
nakatext ko nga po si Neil nung isang umaga.. di pa ko natutulog nun.. wala pa ding tulog.. naMiss ko lang po sya.. si pao po, nandun po ako mostly before masira pc ko sa site nya.. nakakatuwa po sya.. pero, medyo na puzzle ako sa confession nya ngayon..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 23, 2006 15:12:34 GMT 7
Ayun po BBK.. am just sneaking just to update you po.. Ano ba yan BBK?!?! 6th NOMINATION na agad!!! nakakagulat.. but it's normal na po here.. i guess po.. maybe because konti na lang po kaming naiwan here sa virtual house.. i won't say pahirap na po ng pahirap yung nangyayari dito.. rather, i'd cherish every moment here.. coz di po namin alam lahat who's gonna leave next..
natutuwa po ako, dahil last night i got to talk to Gee.. nakakatuwa nga po coz nag AROUND THE WORLD kami.. katuwa naman po yung Earth Google na yan.. nahilo na nga po kami pareho, kakahanap ng house namin.. busy po sya sa paghanap ng Pasig, ako naman po, windang na sa paghanap sa Sta. Mesa..
si mica po, nakatext ko na po.. she's actually asking what's new here sa virtual house.. so since i just logged in,, di ko po nasagot ang tanong nya.. and the next thing i'll do is tell her na Nomination na ulit.. *sigh* till new year po pala si Mica here sa Manila.. nakakatuwa lang po!
si charles po, sayang po talaga coz we didn't catch up the other night.. all the while po, BBK,, alam ko i was online.. un po pala pagCheck ko ng YM ko, na DC na daw po pala ako.. shucks! kalungkot!
si neil po, wala naman po akong balita ngayon.. cguro po dahil for almost a week din po silang di nagkita ng angel niya.. eh bumawi po siya ng husto.. namiss ko lang po yung late night chats namin.. i juz so do hope na makachat ko na sya ulit..
yung kay pao naman po.. about dun sa kinaiinisan niya na virtual housemate.. i really have no idea who it was he was saying.. naFeel ko in a way na baka ako po iyon.. "ka-close" nya daw po kasi.. kaya lang po, his words are kindda hard to tell who he was saying or hard to measure.. parang wala lang pong balance.. i would rather read or hear it po straight from the horse's mouth.. kahit po kapag nasugatan ka, nilagyan mo ng band-aid,, alin ang mas okay kapag tatanggalin na yung band-aid.. yung tanggalin po ng biglaan or dahan-dahanin.. i'd say yung biglain na lang po, at least isang malakas na "ARAY" lang po..
although, i think whatever it is na kinainis niya.. sana naman po, kung between po sa aming dalawa yun, maayos naman po sana.. kung sa kanila po ni Gee, maayos din sana.. kung sa kanila po ni Charles, i know wala pong di naaayos ang pag uusap..
basta po, whatever happens.. mahal ko po lahat ng natitirang Virtual Housemates.. BBK, miss ko na po chats natin..
Advance MERRY CHRISTMAS po BBK!!!
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 25, 2006 7:00:17 GMT 7
Wow! Aga naman atang confession nito.. Wala lang pho BBK...
[glow=green,2,300]HAPPY CHRISTMAS, BBK[/glow]
Well, maddami po mashado ang nangyari ngayon sa Virtual House.. Mataray ang moments.. Christmas pa naman.. *sigh* Uhmmm.. Nakakatext ko na po si Mica, good thing, dna ako kaBusyhan ngayon.. Sana nga lang po magmaterialize yung EB na may exchange gifts namin.. Excited ako dun! YAY!!! Si Neil naman po.. I can't blame him po sa mga nasabi niya sa Confession nya.. Though half of me, feels bad.. Kasi, it's transparent na nawawalan sya ng gana sa game.. Regarding to his answer sa Household Council na "nilalangaw" medyo, nagulat ako, kasi, I'm one the few (na actually kami ni Gee una nag answer or reply) na nag post.. So most probably, hilarious itoh!!! Isa ako sa langaw na dumapo, BBK.. Pero, i respect whatever it is that he has stated.. It's his opinion and that how he sees the game..
Gee and Charles won the battle pala! Ang galing! Di man lang ako nakaparticipate! Shucks! *sigh* Pero nakakatuwa naman.. Si Paolo po.. wala lang.. naalala kho lang and napaisip ako, na ang JOLOGS kho pala para magreact dun sa confession nya.. Kaya lang po, nagkataon, CLOSE kasi kami, kaya naisip kho na pepwedeng ako yung tukoy nyo.. But that didn't made me love him less of the others as well.. I love all the ASVHs..
Till here po muna.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS pho!
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 28, 2006 4:23:54 GMT 7
So, the moment is finally coming to its END... Ang hirap lang isipin.. Na kung kailan malapit na matapos ang ALL STAR, eh ngayon pa nangyayari lahat ng connections with the other VHs inside.. BBK, to be completely honest.. Sobrang nakakalungkot po ang mga nangyayari right now.. There has been a lot to do for now.. And to think that we're only days through the finish line..
The other day.. Christmas here to be exact I called PAO... Natutuwa po ako hearing from him again. We talked a lot of stuffs po.. We sorta catch up with all the times that we almost spent "not talking" or "not conversing" lately.. Naging busy po siya sa studies niya and with his career @ Broadway.. May rehearsals nga po sila and everything.. Nasa party po si Pao when I called him which I am also at.. The only difference is we're miles apart.. But hearing his voice from the other end of the line made me a bit closer to him! I was like screaming and shouting his name!
I got a call from Mica din po the 25th.. And what I just recently realized was.. HINDI PALA NAMIN nabati ng MERRY CHRISTMAS ang isa't isa.. Waaaaaahhhhhhh.. Nakakaasar naman po yun.. Mega daldalan to the max po kami tapos wala man lang pong greetings.. I was having a confe with of course you, BBK and Gee po the other night din.. Parang ang sarap lang po ng feeling ng, bumabalik na ang ating bonding moments.. But the worst thing is.. Kung kailan patapos na po ang season at tsaka naman po nagkaganun..
I had a short chat with Neil din po.. Nafeel ko naman po na he's the next to leave. He has proved himself inside the Virtual House naman po.. And also, for some time I saw him being active here sa boards, that's enough na po and that made me think and wonder.. We may lost him now, but I know that the invisible thread that connects us will forever be treasured.. I heard his side of story and he has heard mine.. Even before po siya maEvict at least I am real glad that even for a while we still had our chat sessions..
Si Gee naman po, ang aking CONSTANT kaTELEBABAD.. GEEMATS buddy na nga po ang mabubuo namin.. Nakakatuwa po, coz all we did was reminisce.. A few good things that happened since nung na Forced Evict si Benj hanggang sa present po.. Sorang sakit po ng tiyan namin sa kakatawa - dahil sangkatutak na bloopers po pala ang nagyari sa amin.. Parang, it all came to mind na, SOME GOOD THINGS never really last... But I know those moments will forever be embarked in our hearts..
Si Charles po, sobrang naTouch po ako sa confession niya.. I say, up to my last stay here sa Virtual House.. I will always be a friend to him.. I don't care whatever the circumstances maybe.. Pero isa po si Charles sa mga nakapagpalakas ng loob ko and isa sa mga constant peeps who compliments me in everything that I do..
It's just sad, that it's now or rather we're all now approaching the our last days left inside the Virtual House.. *sighs*
Isa nga lang po ang sinabi ko kay Gee, the last time we talked.. Kung matuloy man po ang EB later, dapat po masundan pa po ang magiging EB ng All Star! Gusto ko nga po BBK, pati sana kayo makasama later.. *sighs* But I think I'm a bit wishing for the impossible and that's making me sad. Basta po, sana po fro the the GOODBYE ASVHs that I read from this board eh, hindi pa po yun ang GOODBYE forever sa amin.. Goodbye for this Season lang po.. I've missed you BBK for the utmost times and for the end credits here sa Virtual House, I say.. I will continue missing you and the activities and lahat po ng Virtual Housemates na nakilala ko and mas nakasama, nakausap and nakilala ko ng mas matagal.. Lahat po sila.. FRIENDS for KEEPS and I'm real glad that I got the chance to share my LIFE with you BBK, the CYBER world and the Virtual Housemates itself..
This isn't the end, rather IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING of SOMETHING WONDERFUL... BBK i know po, everyone inside the virtual house knows this song by Vitamin C, entitled FRIENDS FOREVER.. This song po, I dedicate to everyone, sa lahat po ng na evict and for all na natira sina.. CHARLES, GEE, MICA and PAOLO.. CURRENT MUSIC: Friends Forever by Vitamic C CURRENT MOOD: Sad (i want to cry)And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down These memories are playing like a film without sound And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love But it came too soon And there was me and you And then we got real cool Stay at home talking on the telephone with me We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come whatever We will still be Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs And we make the big money When we look back now Will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school? Still be trying to break every single rule Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man? Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan? I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la: Yeah, yeah, yeah La, la, la, la: We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end And suddenly it's like we're women and men Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round? Will these memories fade when I leave this town I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
[Repeat 1 (3x)]
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 29, 2006 22:51:39 GMT 7
Just when u thought okay na ang lahat.. hindi naman pala.. HINDI PA PALA.. nakakatuwa po BBK, kasi po the other night, hindi ako natulog para lang po sa GH EB with some of the VHs na of course nakilala ko sa Virtual House.. Nakakalungkot po, coz how I wish nandun po almost lahat.. un pong mga nasa ibang lugar like Neil G, sana po nakilala ko din sya personally.. Like Paolo na nasa America naman.. Sana po yesterday nandun din siya.. but unfortunately di po sapat kung anuman ang meron ko to send him here, sa Philippines.. How I wish din po na sana nakarating din si sis Kash.. I'm really looking forward meeting her.. But di po eh.. Okay na din po siguro, coz that was just the first time and hindi naman sa lahat ng FIRST TIME eh nakakarating ang marami.. I was actually planning of dining in sa MC DO and order MC CHICKEN and shempre picture-picture sana para inggitin si Pao.. ;D Kaya lang di na po namin nagawa nila Mica, Gee, Charles and Marge..
Nakakatawa po coz yesterday, umatake na ang cough and colds ko.. Masakit ang lungs ko.. I got this call from Marge po, ask niya kung tuloy po ba ang EB, kung what time and where kami magkikita-kita.. After her Mica called naman po.. I was calling Gee naman kaya lang po mega sa busy ang landline nila.. Buti na lang nagreply sya sa text ko and nasa school nga daw po sya.. I received Mica's text she sent me Charles's landline # so I called Charles po, ayun, mega chika kami for a while then ayun na.. We hung up and nagprepare na kami for our EB @ Promenade GH..
I also texted Jinelle and Benj.. Si Jinelle po, nag inarte pa.. Hehe! Gusto niya ang assembly sa Ortigas daw po! Natawa naman ako kasi ang GH, Ortigas pa din naman.. So in short, di sya makakasama.. Sayang naman for Gee and Mica.. Hahaha! I texted Benj, di naman po siya available (awww... sayang naman for me... wahaha! jokeness) coz nasa Batangas po sya! Hehe! Okay lang po. Kasi ang 5 VHs eh okay na coz masaya naman na.. = RIOT nga lang.. Di kami pwede magsama ng matagal ni Marge BBK.. coz MATS + MARGE = TOTAL CRAZENESS / LUNATICS attacked GREENHILLS!!! Hyper siya, hyper ako.. Parang kami po ang may ari ng GH.. Wahaha! Sayang nga lang po, dahil ang pic namin ni Marge nasa digi cam niya.. Nagkita po kami ni Marge sa extension ng Virramall.. I was inside Mphosis when I got her text, asking me where I am.. So ako naman, tumingin ako outside and I saw this girl na nakablue.. Nakatalikod nga lang sa akin.. But i have this feeling.. na si MARGE na nga po yun.. So i asked my cousin Bane to approach them (Marge & her Mom) inatake naman ng hiya ang pinsan ko.. So I replied on Marge's text sabi ko po "nasa likod mo" hahaha! Hilarious.. Eh, low batt na po pala siya, eh nakikita ko, paalis na, so mega labas po ako and sigaw ako ng Marge!!! Parang eksena sa teleserye,, parang long lost sister ang dating namin.. Sigawan kami, si Marge po, "ate MAtsssss!!!" with matching yakapan everloo pa po kami..
So ayun po, i decided to call Charles and ask him where he, Gee and Mica na nga ba.. Answer naman po agad ni Charles ang call ko, nasa may Starbucks na nga daw po sila.. So ayun! Punta na kami ni Marge dun, sa may Theater Mall, naBloopers pa kami ni Marge, dahil sa ENTRANCE kami lalabas, nagulat lang kami, dahil may kasabay kami, yun nga lang ang kasabay namin, papasok, kami naman papalabas! So mega turn our backs po kami, discovering may 2 girls pa pala sa likod namin na naWOW mali namin! Punk'd!!! Hahaha! So ayun na nga po, andun na nga kami sa may Starbucks, mega hanap kami kina Charles, Mica and Gee.. And finally nakakita na kami ng spot ni Marge and ayun nga nakita ko na si MICA and katabi pa si CHarles... The last I saw was Gee na nasa harap ni Charles, sigaw na ko ng sigaw. To think na 1 table lang ang pagitan namin.. Pero dehins nila kami dinig, so Marge and I decided na panoorin na lang ang tatlong busy sa kwentuhan.. Na medyo mukhang formal pa ang mga loko! ;D ;D ;D Hanggang sa sigaw ako ulit ng "GEE!!!!" Ayun na po BBK, di na malaman kung paanong approach ang aming gagawin! Beso beso po muna tapos ang daming mesa and upuan ayaw nila lahat magsi upo, hanggang sa nagdecide na nga kami na lumipat ng place.. Sa Promenade na nga po! And STARBUCKS ulit! Mega tawanan po muna kami, nakita nga daw po ni Mica and Gee si Jomar.. Sayang naman at di namin nakita ni Marge ang batang yun! Hahaha!
Oh well, hanggang sa nakakita na nga po kami ng vacant tables and sits.. So order na po kami.. Wala naman ako nadala na gifts kaya I decided na treat ko na lang ang Starbucks na yun.. Since I promised Marge before pa po, nung Season namin na treat ko sya ng Starbucks.. Nagbigay naman sa kin ng starbucks gift stub worth 100 si Charles so, it helped! YAY!!! Choco Frap and Mocha Frap kami, so lalo po kai naHyper...
Sangkatutak na Frap naman ata yan! Tapos nga po nakita pa po nila si Uma, nakapagpaPic pa with him, tapos ako - HINDI! hahaha! Sayang! Okay lang po! Di naman si Rico or Sam yun.. Ngangawa ako kung I lost a chance kay Rico and Sam! Wahaha! We wrote a pic message for Pao.. Eh katabi ko si Mica, kaya kami na nauna sa pagsulat ng Pic Message.. at nagpapicture na din kami! Pasensya na po, kung anuman ang hitsura ko that day, WALANG TULOG BEAUTY ang EMOTE ko.. Wala namang BEAUTY! Harhar!
Di pa po jan natapos yan! Tinawag na po namin ang mga nasa kabilang side and asked them na PICTURE TAKING na.. Para saan pa po kung sinama ko pinsan ko na si Bane, which plays as our PHOTOGRAPHER.. May dala pang bag, kung saan nandun ang tripod, backround, payong, cutter, etc.. Hahaha! So our first pic together! As in lahat kami! Hehehe!
Tapos next nga po, dahil malayo ang sits namin ni Gee, kaya ayun! Naatat kami na magpapic together! Kami ang laging MEGA TELEBABAD partners, tapos wala kaming pic together! It's so unfair! Kaya eto na nga po ang aming picture..
And worst, di namin alam ang emo namin ni Gee.. dapat Seductive ang emote, yun nga lang paEmote pa lang.. mega SHOT na pala ang pinsan ko.. Kaya ang kinalabasan! Wakaka! Ako, parang galit, si Gee naman! Sya oh! sabay bungisngis!
And some of our wacky pics.. Na parang magtutusukan ng tinidor and magsasaksakan! Funny nga kasi, halos lahat ata ng tao sa Starbucks na yan sa Promenade, nabighani sa ingay at kalokohan namin!
Si Gee po, naAdik yata sa pagEMO.. ayan na nga.. Umaariba na sa pag take ng pics niya and one of the many shots eh, napunta sa camera ko.. Hahaha!
Si Charles po na busy naman sa pakikinig sa mga girls.. Napansin namin ni Gee na serious.. We decided to take a stolen shot yun nga lang, naObvious po kami.. Kaya hindi stolen ang dating! More like, candid na naputol ng onti dahil si gee, nanginig sa pagtawa!
Ang WASHROOM drama! Akala ko noon, ako lang mahilig magPIC sa washroom.. Meron po palang mas malala pa sa akin! Hahaha!
ETO PA! Presenting.. The ALLSTAR BIG WINNER!!! rawrrrr... hahaha!
Ang mga BANYO QUEENS!!!
HETO PA!!!
Ang mga UNFAITHFUL EMO!!!
ang ORIGINAL! na ginagawan ko ng story dapat...
And last! Di po namin alam nila Mica and Marge yan.. Kami po ni Mica.. Talking about her love issues... Si Marge, nagwoworry na kung nasan ang Mommy niya.. At si Charles and Gee.. Haha! OBVIOUS.. CHARGEE.. paCharge (Charles & Marge) Charge pa... CHARGEE naman pala talaga!
And to give u all the evidence u want to prove that it's indeed CHARGEE!!! HERE!!!
There are a lot of things I wanna say.. But I really need to post this for now.. I am not feeling well po BBK.. Next EB, BBK, I hope kasama na po ko kayo..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 30, 2006 0:00:06 GMT 7
Some of my REALIZATIONS though.. I just wanna share it all po BBK...
** When you think it's not your day, it will end up the BEST DAY ever.. As far I can recall my Kuya's not so pleasant dream, medyo I took extra precautions yesterday especially EB nga po namin nina Charles, Gee, Marge and Mica.. So extra safety ang dinagdag ko for myself..
** When you think na awkward ang magiging first meeting mo with a close friend from the net, EXPECT the UNEXPECTED! Just what happen sa amin ni Marge.. I didn't expect na sisters kami via net eh kapag nagkita po pala kami sa personal, mga BAKLA po pala talaga kami! I swear!
** Kapag tahimik ang isang tao, it's not naiilang sya or what.. Maybe she has something that's running in her mind.. Si Mica po ang tinutukoy ko BBK.. Tahimik po kasi sya.. Pero, naisip ko po, na we had a lot of unfinished talks sa phone and I know what that thing is about.. Kaya nga po on our way back to her condo, napag-usapan namin yung love issues about her and kung sino man ang involve.. Di naman po ako naiilang yesterday, kahit na she voted for me sa last nomination (6th, i think). Kahit po sya ung unang nagVOTE for me.. Parang yesterday, balewala sa akin ang Virtual House Issue.. I'd rather be HAPPY SPENDING THAT DAY with THEM than talk about the stuffs we did sa GAME.. Okay ang real life! Nakakatuwa talaga! Di lang kami CHAT.. Talks sa phone.. BUT WE SEE EACH OTHER in PERSON and from that I know kung OKAY ba KAMING lahat sa isa't isa o hindi..
Nakakatuwa naman po ang GURLY STUFFS namin yesterday... it's PRICELESS.. First Eyeball ko po yun ever.. Hinding hindi ko pa naExperience ang makipag-EYEBALL and yesterday was my FIRST TIME..
Wala ng mas dadaig pa diba? Mabibili ba yan? Hindi! Mapapalitan ba ang moments na yan? HINDI din.. Kaya nga sinabi ko, PRICELESS.. I don't care much, kung nabasa ko nga na TREAT ko yan.. But seeing all of them in person, and making EB a very memorable experience for me, is WAY ENOUGH.. Ang saya! How I wish po, na that isn't the last time.. I know po, madadagdagan pa naman yan eh.. Or should I say, masusundan pa ang EB na yan..
** Kung sino yung meron kang pinakamagaan na loob, hindi sya kabaligtaran.. Medyo kabado po kasi ako, BBK coz akala ko, medyo magiging awkward nga po yung magiging pagkikita ang pagkilala namin nina Charles and Gee.. But it ended up the way and how we talk sa chats and coference sa YM.. Feeling ko nga po kulang ang isang araw para sa mga usapan naming tatlo.. Kasi we talk pero yung usapan po talaga namin and even including me sa Season 3 with all the REMINISCING and FUN STUFFS and BLOOPERS namin.. Kulang ang isang araw.. I'm sure mamimiss ko po silang lahat..
And now I wonder, paano nga po kaya kung kami ni Pao and nila JenJen ang magkikita BBK.. For sure po, it will TAKE US FOREVER to catch up with each other and talk.. Kasi po, kung kami nga ni Marge kahapon, first 10minutes pa lang po namin, parang ang dami na naming napag-usapan and I know kulang pa po yun..
Kina Gee and Charles naman po, di man po kami magkakaSeason, I FEEL SO BLESSED HAVING ME and INCLUDING ME sa Season nila.. And that made me feel so TREASURED.. Ang sarap po ng pakiramdam.. Di man po kasi kami matagal ng magkakakilala - I know right deep inside me, what i felt being with them and talking to them was REAL.. And that ENOUGH is the BEST for me..
Kay Mica naman po, I know po na tahimik siya yesterday.. But with all the stuffs that she shared to me was the BEST.. It was surreal! Kasi before po sa phone and texts lang namin napag-uusapan and yesterday was a BLAST! I dunno po.. Pero, kung medyo parang naiilang siya seeng me (my observation the first time sa may Starbucks TheaterMall) nung nagkausap naman na kami, parang, WOW! It was a priviledge knowing her.. I appreciate her Chx stories.. And I love CHX bf, LOVE.. Natuwa ako sa mga analizations niya and her kada sa mga SPONGECOLA songs.. I know po, there are a lot more chance na magkikita pa kami ni Mica, and I know magkakakwentuhan pa kami ng mas matagal..
The BANIO KWEENS moment.. Nagtataka lang ako, where was I and what I'm doing during the first pic here..
Above all these realizations.. I SAY now ALLSTAR Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game is UNFORGETTABLE.. Lahat po ng natira.. Sina Charles, Gee, Mica and Paolo.. I will never, ever forget them all! They're one of those too many VHs I say na I never regret meeting and that alone is enough for me to say that.. Kung may PAJEMAREMA ang season 2.. This I say na happy ako.. For I was given a chance to know them all.. Nakakalungkot man po na malapit na ang end ng season namin.. Pero, this has been A WALK TO REMEMBER.. Seeing the pics and all.. Remembering all our FIRSTS in this game, made me cry and wish na it won't end, and wala na lang katapusan.. I hope di kami magkalimutan.. I hope di dito magtatapos ang lahat.. I say THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING, BBK..
inx's: Ang mga message pics po namin.. here na din po..
***pics here are courtesy of Marge, BBK..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Dec 30, 2006 14:46:16 GMT 7
BBK, good day po.. Last 28 was one of the BESTest DAY in my entire life. Meeting some of my hand-picked virtual friends.. I was just a bit terrified fro the twists of this game..
I just totally hate SARCASM, BBK.. I totally respect the ideas and the opinions of other persons.. Lahat na ng salita pinakinggan ko.. Lahat ng tanong sinagot ko.. Lahat ng naguguluhan, pinaliliwanagan ko.. I was once an oridinary virtual housemate inside the virtual house..
Yeah, nawala si Charles whom I considered one of my trusted friends here sa game. I'm quite happy coz, eventhough he didn't win or made it through the finals, naging jury naman po siya. Same goes with Neil G.. He may not win or make it sa Finals or Big 4, I'm glad coz HE IS THE FIRST member of the JURY..
I once remembered that he said hate niya ang questions that you have given.. I have to admit, some of it were true.. Sarcastic masyado ang naging question niyo.. But I never really took it personal.. This is just a game.. But what shocked me right now was Neil's question po.. The fill in the blanks one..
This is just a simple vision of a virtual housemate who continues fighting for the game! I totally respect everyone.. Kayo po BBK.. Si Neil G., Si Charles and the others who will become a member of the Jury.. I just think that some of the questions were below the belt.. There's no problem answering it.. I'm not saying di ko sasagutan ang mga tanong.. It's just that, HINDI NGA NAGPAPAKAPLASTIK ang tao tapos answering those would most likely drive me doing some kapalastikan here..
Mas nalungkot.. na DISAPPOINT lang po ako sa mga tanong na binabato sa amin ngayon.. I'd say, I'LL ANSWER IT, but I dunno where it'll leave me.. I dunno who's gonna leave next.. I dunno if I deserve to stay.. If I stay, thanks! If not, THANKS STILL..
Kung pangarapin ko man na manalo sa virtual game na 'to, it's not for the money.. It's for the title itself.
** Mahirap lang pong gawin sa ngayon ang nakita ko sa council.. I do hope u totally understand my side BBK..
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Post by BBKuya Germs on Dec 31, 2006 12:44:55 GMT 7
You get 2 EP for commenting on the questions given by Neil G, an ex-VH.
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Jan 2, 2007 1:13:50 GMT 7
HAPPY NEW YEAR BBK!!!
Wishing you the best ever for this year po!!! More, more life and success!!!
BBK, ayun, nagulat lang po ako sa EP that I got.. But I'd rather keep my mouth shut and not talk about it! If I truly have to earn it, okay lang.. No problemmo! I respect what you have to say and what you have to do..
Ang bilis naman din po ng mga nagiging pangyayari ngayon dito sa Virtual House.. 4 na lang kami and I thought, hintayin na namin ang last day.. Yun po pala meron pang Final 3.. Nakakagulat lang po BBK.. Namiss ko ang makulit na si Paolo, kasi po masyado siya naging tahimik the last few days.. Tahimik, in a sense na wala ako naramdaman from him.. Hmmm.. Bakit kaya? Haha! Wala lang, baka po Holiday kasi sa Amerika, and wala siya ginawa kundi magShopping at umattend ng party.. Jokeness po! Si Mica naman po, paluwas pa lang ata ng Dagupan today.. Si Gee po, nakatext ko po and nakausap ko sa phone the other day.. Wish ko lang po, at least sana po magkausap ulit ang mga VHs now.. Kami pong mga BIG 4.. Nakakamiss po kasi yung EB namin..
Right now.. Yun lang po.. Nothing new.. Nothing special!
Yun po tuloy parang naFeel ko na ang tension here sa Virtual House.. Matatapos na kasi ang All Star Season, and nakakalungkot lang po.. Anyway, New Year.. New Life dapat!
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Jan 3, 2007 21:27:19 GMT 7
I've missed a lot of stuffs na pala here sa Virtual House.. Sa loob lang ng isang araw na pagkawala ko ang dami ko sobrang namiss.. Una na po yung Senti Moments nina Gee (the AllStar soon to be Big Winner) and Paolo (the Season 2 Big Winner).. Namiss ko po sobra.. Kasi it was just only yesterday when I was like trying to call Paolo for times.. I tried calling him po sa smart ko, nagring naman, pero voice mailbox ang nag answer..
Ayun, si Paolo no po pala ang evictee.. Sobrang naShock po ako, from the place where I was yesterday and earlier seeing it here made me sad talaga.. Sadder than everybody else here who also leave the house.. Mas okay lang po sana kung nagawa niya ang mga stuffs here, but shempre naging busy na din po sya masyado and that can't be avoided.. Iba ang oras ng mga Amerikano sa mga Filipino.. Time is precious for them po.. Masaya na din po ako kasi at least, wala na po akong ipag-aalala like before.. Na parang kailangan i-update siya and everything..
This game is finally coming to its end and I can't really assure everyone here of how I really wanted this to last.. Natuwa naman po ako kay Mica, coz naging textmates kami for like minutes na din.. Sayang nga lang po dahil on our way home na empty na ang aking battery.. Text ko lang po si Mica and asking how she is kasi nga po sobrang masakit ang buong katawan ko and ang ulo ko.. Last night naman po, I called Gee sa cellphone niya, nangamusta and pinakausap ko sa cousin ko na si Archie na nagpakilalang siya si F matapos sabihin ni Gee, na Gee ang pangalan niya.. Funny lang po..
I guess, my stay here inside the Virtual House is also coming to its end.. Sayang nga lang dahil dapat pala si Gee na pala ang Big Winner.. Nothing to regret naman po, if ever siya ang manalo, she deserves to win the game.. She knows a lot about the game and matalino pa siya.. On the otherhand, kung si Mica man po ang maDeclare na Big Winner, deserving din siya, coz she really tried her best to be in touch with all of us and that's all that matters po to me..
Kumbaga po, this Final more wiser na po ang lahat, lalo pa't 3 girls na pala kaming nakapasok.. For me, it's a great priviledge.. Being here and playing for the all-star, eh iba na.. Iba ibang uri ng tao from different seasons nakasama ko and they're all one of the BESTS on their respective seasons, so for me WINNER na din ako kahit di na ako ang maging Big Winner.. Although naFeel ko na parang masarap ata maging jury..
Oh well, I guess BBK, I should wish both Gee and Mica a luck here sa finals.. Sila na po talaga ang maglalaban sa title na yun..
Si Gee po, I'm so glad having the chance to get to know such a smart girl like her.. Matalino na, makulit pa, makikay pa.. Though minsan po, bigla na lang tumatahimik.. I know deep down inside masarap siya kasama.. Sa lahat po ng ASVHS na nakapagcooperate sa game na ito, si Gee po ang kaisa-isahang Virtual Housemate na nakaalam ng katotohanan about me and my family.. I'm so glad she listened somehow.. Wala na po akong mahihiling pa..
Si Mica naman po, she may find me the ATE ng VIRTUAL HOUSE, kahit na ako ang pinakaBaliw here.. Tingin man niya na parang ako si Racquel ng PBB.. I know naman na mas maganda ako kay Racquel.. Lamang pa ako ng paligo sa kanya..
I love these girls and nothing else should I ask for.. Mamimiss ko po ang game BBK.. Natuwa naman po ako and napanaginipan niyo pala ako..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Jan 5, 2007 2:21:17 GMT 7
Hi BBK!!! I gotta tell po, super sama talaga ng katawan ko ngayon.. I took 2 alaxan fr na ata since kanina pa.. It's not helping actually.. Para lang naman akong lalagnatin, pero "parang" lang naman po.. Para na po palang "MISS UNIVERSE" style ang dating ng BIG 3 ngayon.. Nakakatuwa and nakakaexcited in a way na din..
Pwede po bang 3 HOT GIRLS waiting to be crowned as the Miss HOTTEST or Miss BEAUTIFUL para sa AllStar PBBFG... Miss Universe or Miss Earth Philippines STYLE ang dating...
3 Hot and Gorgeous Women waiting for their title... Nakakatuwa po.. Kasi this time, it's going to be the "GIRL STYLE" for the Big Winner.. Naaalala ko po tuloy yung Season 2, na parang.. "who's it gonna be? Me or Paolo?" But of course, nanaig ang mga kalalakihan and Pao won the title.. Same and exact happened Season 3.. "Gee or Charles?" for the WIN! Well, si Charles naman po ang nanalo as the Big Winner..
Now naman po, it's the GIRLS time to SHINE.. Wala na pong makakadaig nun! Iba na talaga ang mga GIRL POWER eh!
Gee, the UP student, the smart girl the sexy and the Friendly Monalisa Goddess of Pasig - Runner-Up, Season 3 - the sweet, the friendly and the lad famous for unfaithful posing...
Mats, the busy businesswoman, the thoughtful daw (from Gee), the sweetest friend, friendly, and the Soul Sistah of Manila - Runner-Up, Season 2 - the pretty, the hyper queen and famous for Starbucks treat...
Mica, the Chx fanatic, the sweet, the Blogista Princess ng Dagupan - Season famous for MIKENI Loveteam.. The pillow-giver, the Kenneth lover, friend of a friend from Season 1...
A bit sad pa din coz Pao didn't make it.. Happy na din po coz kahit papaano I read some of his answers sa Household Council.. Natuwa din po kasi, for Pao, nangingibabaw pala ang beauty ko nung EB.. Ahehe.. Na-flatter naman po ako nun..
Here po sa Big3.. And how the Big Winner will be called is the most exciting of all.. Coz it doesn't lie on the BIG 3's hands but the JURIES.. For sure nakakatuwa na po ang last week namin here..
So till here po muna BBK..
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Jan 6, 2007 16:17:04 GMT 7
So, talaga na nga pong BEAUTY PAGEANT ang style ng All Star PBBFG ngayon? Hahaha! Nakakatuwa po.. Kasi naman po, who would have thought na 3 babae po pala ang mag-cocompete for the BIG WINNER slot.. This is going to be the BEST Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game. For 3 consecutive seasons, puro 3 BIG GUYS ang WINNER... There's Neil Tan Gana.. Followed by Paolo Miguel Mata and just recently, CHARLES MARK VILORIA..
All GUYS for the BIG WINNER.. Compared to the PBB that I've watched on the tube na puro GIRLS naman ang BIG WINNER, naiba naman here virtually.. It's just a fact na talagang iba na nga ang GIRL POWER ngayon... Hahaha! Pero, in fairness masaya po ang Season na ito... Wala man po masyadong issue before nung Season 2 (where I belong) and compared to this season na punung-puno ng controversies... Ibang iba naman po! Coz this ALL STAR SEASON is the MOST UNFORGETTABLE ONE...
Kung pwede nga lang po na wag na matapos ang All Star Season, why not? Iba po yung feeling kapag the rest of the VHs are close to your heart na...
True from what I read sa Confession ni Mica na, we may never had the smoothest sailing relationship as co-VHs during Day 001 or after the First Nomination - I can say that the EB brings us closer... I say po na life inside the Virtual House and the Real World is definitely not the same... Sa Virtual House, we tackle real life and virtual life.. Yung status ng game.. How we see our co-players.. There are a lot of factors actually... Pero once we start to heat up our conversation sa phone.. Naku po, BBK! Wala na pong makakaawat...
Like, Gee din po... Since Day 001 naging close naman po kami agad.. Although nagkaroon din po kami ng issues and misunderstandings... Di po namin pinapalampas na hindi namin yun maaayos... Hangga;t kaya, why not fix it... Di po ako nanghihinayang sa oras or the days we spent inside the Virtual House.. Kung meron man pong nakakapanghinayang.. It's the Friendship built... Like nito pong Christmas, if there's one person na talagang nakausap ko ang nagtyaga coz I spent Christmas alone... It's Gee and you BBK... Di ko man po nabanggit nung first conference natin ulit (that night) eh medyo naBrighten up naman po ako! Thanks for CHEERING ME UP, BBK! That meant a lot to me!
Since po nung Christmas na yan, mas naging ok pa po kami ni Gee.. Mega phone addicts po kami.. Natatawa pa nga po ako coz I can hear her and her dad talking.. Close sila, and I never was with my dad.. I even talked to her brother na din.. Accidentally lang naman po.. Coz, sabi po niya wait lang daw po at para sa kapatid nya nga raw po... So ako naman po "on hold" sa phone nun.. Deadma lang.. Maya-maya nagulat ako, kasi nagboses lalaki na yung kausap ko.. And it's his brother na pala.. Madami na po ang mga SPOOFS and BLOOPERS namin here sa house...
Padagdag po ng padagdag.. Like yesterday po, happy po ako coz I got the chance na makachat si Pao.. At least after him being the evictee nagkausap pa din kami.. And my favourite part was yun pong pangungulit namin ni Gee kay Paolo.. Katulad po ng mga kumakalat na text messages about a certain "EDERLYN" I used it po together with our names... GEElyn MICAlyn MARISTElyn PAOLO MIGUELyn
Wala lang po... I can say and I am proud to say that... THOSE WERE THE DAYS! And How I wish that it'll never end...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Jan 7, 2007 21:17:16 GMT 7
So... The end po is getting near... Redundant na po yung nakakalungkot, nakakaSad and all... So Gee and I decided to put up a blogspot for all the VHs who were once onvolved in Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game... Seasons 1, 2 and 3... Most especially the ALL-STAR Edition...
I always say that the end is just a beginning... So for a new and fresher start... We can still update one another... We may miss one another but there's no reason not to cross the bridge once in a while... Once we all cross that bridge, IT'S STILL "US" - the VIRTUAL HOUSEMATES of the Virtual House...
pbbfggraduates.blogspot.com/
The graduates... The evictees... All for one and One for all... Together with BBK all the VHs are united here... May nagka-away... Nagkaproblema... Di-nagkasundo... It doesn't matter... VHs from all seasons are ONE here...
Nakakatuwa lang po BBK... And I can't wait sa turning point na ito... Thanks much BBK for everything!FOR JUST A MOMENT We laughed Until we had to cry And we loved Right down to our last goodbye We were the best I think we'll ever be Just you and me For just a moment
We chased That dream we never found And sometimes We let one another down But the love we made Made everything alright We shone so bright For just a moment
Time goes on People touch and then they're gone And you and I Will never love again Like we did then
Someday, when we both reminisce We'll both say There wasn't too much we missed And through the tears We'll smile when we recall We had it all For just a moment
Time goes on People touch and then they're gone But you and I Will never really end We'll never love again Like we did then
We laughed until we had to cry And we loved right down to our last goodbye
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Jan 8, 2007 15:31:33 GMT 7
Hi BBK, malapit na nga po talaga ang pagtatapos... Kumbaga sa school malapit ng maganap ang Commencement Excercise or ang Graduation... Nakakakaba na masaya... Masaya kasi after a long, long time eh, All-Star Edition has come to it's end... End in a way na malapit na po matapos ang DAY 100... End, in a sense na, no more activities... No more group battles...
And I hope, tapos na din po ang mga ISSUES na pepwedeng pag-umpisahan ng di magandang samahan... I don't want to become emotional actually... But, truly and deep inside I know na there really are some "who didn't like me" for who I am (I guess), for being TRUE to everyone else... Di ko din po alam kung talagang napakarami ng mga unfinished issues ko here... Minsan, napapaisip na lang po tuloy ako na... "Ano kaya yung maaari kong nagawa for them not to like me...”
Basta po ako, everything that I have done... Lahat ng ipinakita kong UGALI... Kung anuman ang mga iyon... May it be GOOD or BAD... God knows, lahat ng iyon... TRUE TO ONE'S SELF... Ayaw ko sa plastik... At ayaw kong magpakaPlastik... Just before the Judgment Day, I just want to clarify things... Kung mayroon man akong nasaktan - I am deeply sorry for that BBK... Kung kayo din po in a way, nasaktan ko din, from the bottom of my heart - I say sorry... Kung mayroon man po akong napasaya... Kung sumaya or napatawa ko man sila, sana po maFeel nila yung feeling ko na “DOBLE ang NARARAMDAMAN kong happiness for them coz I cheered them up in a way...” In some points, kung may naapakan man po akong pagkatao, which I know wala naman po, my heartfelt sorry still...
Since Day 001 naman po, ang alam ko nga po, hindi pa nagstart ang Game... Natutuwa ako and I appreciate the efforts that Trish showed me... The one message that Gee sent me, all of those were appreciated... I know kahit di pa man nagstart ang All-Star, naFeel ko na po na sis Gee is a leader... Naaalala ko pu yung message niya sa akin...
Also got a few message from (Ate) Trish... na nakakaflatter naman po, eventhough di pa man nag start ang game eh talaga naman pong todo exert na ng effort for the All-Star... Naging busy lang po ako kaya iilan lamang po sa mga message sa akin ni (Ate) Trish ang nareplyan ko... Di man po ako ang nagRegister for myself and a co-VH from Season 2 pa po whish is Jen-Jen ang nagRegister sa akin, still...
my first and last reply to (Ate) Trish...
I am super thankful and grateful na nagJoin ako dito... Di ko nga lang po alam na magiging ganito ka-controversial ang All-Star... I was just trying to go back and reading all the Confessions I made for the past months... I read some from the other co-VHs din... Marami ang sobrang natawa ako... Meron ding certain confession from Paolo na sobrang na-Touch ako... Kaya thinking of all the things that happened... I don't think rather never considered na nakabangga ko si Pao... He's one of my closest ever here sa Virtual House... Nagkaroon man kami ng UPS and DOWNS, kasama yun sa friendship eh... Not an added spice, but definitely a part of FRIENDSHIP so to speak... I guesss, you can't call it friendship without misunderstandings... Same goes with Gee and me... Madami din kami naging misunderstandings here... One was regarding the direct address rule which was not really clear to me, that I even got to the extent of thinking that I'm so super stupid not to understand a simple rule... Silly, right? But that didn't end there... Nagkaroon din ng kung anu-ano pang bagay na nabahiran ng kulay which I think is too much that it greatly affect our friendship... But of course, kung sobrang babaw lang namin and immature not to think of reasons and stuffs - I guess wala na yung friendship na nabuo namin... I value that friendship and so I won't let rumors or gossip to destroy the bond that connects us... Katulad nga ng lagi kong sinasabi,,, All's well that ends well... Lahat naman nadadaan sa matinong usapan... Why make things complicated right... Minsan naman complicated na others would make it complex... And I don't want my life to be masalimuot here... Kaya nga andito ako... Kaya nga inenjoy ko ang pagStay here... To protect and save the FRIENDSHIP na pwedeng might be in danger and will cause to break...
Basta BBK, masaya po ako for whatever UPS and DOWNS ang napag-daanan ko... I never asked for sympathy from other people... I never called for help... Kapag nagkaroon ng problems or discussions, I sometimes found myself alone sa CONFERENCES and defending my comrades... And when I say comrade, I mean friends... Like the issue with the Forced Evictee, Benj... My first telebabad mate and the one who quitted the game, Jomar... Dun sa isang tao na unang conversation pa lang eh natuwa na dahil feeling niya marami akong alam, and that's Charles po BBK... For he reacted sa Pirated CD issue, I won't keep quiet po and I know ALL OF US ARE UNIQUE and we're not pirated here... We're all ORIGINAL in our own way and that's what made us DIFFERENT from EACH OTHER and that's how PINOY is... My long time buddy and and life long companion Paolo... And the recent and the friend I find in Gee... I've always been a fighter and I don't want to see a friend of mine in a situation na nasasaktan and all, ayaw ko po yung manahimik lang ako... I might as well be heard and let it all out... Ganun po ako eh...
For those na di pa din naniniwala sa whatever that I can do... Sa di pa din nakakakilala sa akin ng lubusan, di ko po sila masisisi... For those naman po na di ako “feel” - okay lang po sa akin... Coz, I can't let everybody or everyone to like me... Basta po, masaya po ako...
So for the nth time BBK... I wanna thank you for everything... The experiences... The lessons learned... Those are a few that I say I'm most proud of and never regretted that for once in life's journey I passed by and walked on...
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Post by ~^MaTs~^ on Jan 10, 2007 1:08:10 GMT 7
Ayun po! Di okay from the things that happened the other night! But, I'm alright na po ng konti ngayon... Masaya po ako na nagkaroon ako ulit ng chance to converse with u BBK, sa YM Conference last night...
Actually po, di ko alam kung ano ang magiging ending ng All-Star, though one thing is clear inside my mind right now... Yung PBBFG Graduates thingies po sana ay magmaterialize... Shempre po, masaya ako having the chance na makagawa ng blogsite... Wala lang po, pero honestly, di ko alam kung tama ang pinaggagagawa ko dun... Idea po ni Gee, pero pinag exertean ko na ng effort... Yun nga lang po, I'll ask for some help pa din sa mga marunong sana sa blogger... www.pbbfggraduates.blogspot.com/
Anyways, sinagad ko na po... Kung meron pong Blogspot for The GRADUATES, meron din po boards... pbbfggraduates.proboards80.com/ ayos na po yan... I'll ask some of the graduates from different seasons na lang po to help me out...
The other day I got the chance na maka-chat si Kenneth... Regarding the Picture Profile po ng bawat ASVHS sana po eh makapagsend sila sa account ni Kenneth para po magawa na niya...
Excited po ako, in a way na kabado, in a way na may kurot pa rin sa puso, because of some certain issues... For whatever issues that maybe, I guess... I'll just wait na lang po siguro for the FINAL DAY... Mas maganda po kasi kung everything's well...
Basta po BBK, mamiMiss kita... Pero shempre, we'll always be here for you pa din, everytime you'll be in need po with anything... Happy ako naging part ako ng ALL-STAR... Sa future BIG WINNER... I know all's deserving po, pero one winner lang talaga... Basta, wala pong limutan BBK... And BBK, thanks for waking me up kanina! *lol* 3 girls and 3 guys po ang sinabihan ko and sinendan ko nung post nyo sa Bulletin and I think 1 is already a member here sa Boards...
GOODLUCK po!!!
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