**:: Gee's LUSHUZ Divulgence ::**

[**::Gee::**]

Hi there BBK, first of all, I want to greet you. MERRY XMAS! 'Ope you had fun this day...

So there, the results of the sixth nomination are up...And here I go again. I'm actually worrying again about the same person... Some voted for him... I wish he'll remain here...

Anyway, I can't believe someone voted for Ate Mats... Hehe... And I can't beleive that her ballot was invalidated... hay, it seems that, there are lots of unexpected stuffs this nomination... Hehe... But one thing is expected: based on the results, a guy shall be the next evictee...

Well, end of the game is getting near... We only have 17 days left... I don't know what shall happen to my Virtual life after this... Anyway, I've gained a lot of friends through this, so, what more can I wish for?

So there, again, Merry Xmas BBK!

[**::Gee::**]

Hi there BBK! Mustah naman? Well, wala parin ulit results ng eviction... haha... Anyway...

I've read Charles's latest confession and man, It was very touching... That was the sweetest words that I've read from a virtual friend... Virtual friend lang ba? Well, I guess wala ng ganoong limitation... Charles is really a good friend and I just want him to know na, I'm also always at his side no matter what...

So there, what else? Anyway, I'm also excited sa upcoming EB namin sa Dec. 28, although may commitment din ako that day ( hindi DATE tulad ng sinabi ko kay charles... haha!) , I'll do everything para makapunta doon... I guess that moment is once in a life time, na available halos lahat ( ang exag yata... hehe)... Ayon, excited na ako sa gift ni mica... sana lalaki! hahaha (kapal ko talaga! haha)...

Well, the game is getting exciting... Although wala pang ( and halata na rin kasi kung sino yung next evictee)... Para kasing every week, back to zero ang lahat... Hay,,, mamimiss ko ang game na ito pag natapos na!

Until here na lang po... Byesh!

[**::Gee::**]

Hey! I can’t believe that you are again giving colors to a certain phrase on my recent diary post. Why is that?

Ate Mats is the witness on how excited I am on the upcoming EB. We even have plans on where should we meet up and such stuffs like, we’ll buy MCCHICKEN, have a picture with that and show it Pao and many more. I am so excited to see and have intimate conversations with Charles in person. I am very excited to have a bonding with the other girls. If you’re thinking about contradicting those ideas with that simple phrase as a basis, oh well, it was such an unnecessary act. Nanahimik ako at ayoko nang mainis.

And who said that I won’t go tomorrow? Hahaha… Don’t get me wrong, I’m not mad… Para kasing you are jumping into conclusions na agad… Hehe.. I just don’t want to disappoint my fellow vhs that I’ll be going to meet tomorrow… Haha…

Well, looking at the brighter side, I think I should be happy kasi napapansin o pinapansin mo talaga ako at ang mga sinasabi… uyyyyyyy, kinikilig naman ako nyan. Haha…

There, ayan na lang muna for now…

Bye!!! Mwaaah!

[**::Gee::**]

Hi there BBK! Sorry po kung bigla akong umalis sa conference last night... Feeling ko kasi, nagloloko yung ym ko... Saka wala po akong nababasang respond... Anyway...

Ayun, natuloy yung EB namin... Ano, hindi pala ako makakapunta ah? hahaha... Well, I don't know if I should put the details here, maybe sa diary ko na lang... I'll put some reflections here...

Let's start with Mica. Nagulat ako sa kanya kasi ang tangkad pala niya talaga... Nanliit tuloy ako bigla. Hehe...I can say that she's a very sweet girl in person.... Lalo na sa brother niya na nirerape niya everyday... Joke! Sarap nyang kabatak sa shopping. Haha... And galante pa, biruin mo, akala ko ako lang ang walang gift sa amin, un pala, siya lang ang may gift... Hehe... Nakakahiya naman sa kanya...

Kay Charles naman, expected ko, malaki siya. Pero hindi naman pla gaanong kalakihan. Oh well, He said sa previous confession na serious type of person daw siya... Seryosohin niya ang mukha niya... Haha... Ang kalog kaya nito.. Sobrang nakakatawa kahit mga simpleng banat niya...

For Marge naman, well I expect na sobrang sweet and feminine girl ang kikay na ito... Ang HYPER pala! Haha... At si Ate Mats daw ang hyper according to her... Well, nagsisisi kami at pinag-kape pa namin ang girl na ito! Hahahah... Mas nadagdagan...

Si Ate Mats naman, kung ano yung looks niya sa pictures, ganoong ganoon siya in person... Siguro sanay na ako kasi CONSTANT telebabaders nga kami as of now dvah? Haha... Basta, galante din to. Sinagot ba naman niya yung Starbucks namin eh... Hehe... Buti na lang dinala niya si Brisbane ( cousin niya)... Kahit papaano, hindi ako ang pinakamaliit... hahaha!

So there, I really had fun last night BBK.... Halos every minute, picture picture, tawa, picture picture... Heheh... Masaya talaga... Sana maraming nakasama... Sana nandoon din kayo BBK...

I've realized na super pwede palang maging real life friends ang mga virtual friends... Parang ang tagal na naming magkakakilala... basta, gusto kong malaman nila na I'm always here if ever they'll be needing my help... Grabe, as in super nag-enjoy talaga ako... Malas ko, di ko nadala yung cam ko ( nagpalit kasi ako ng bag... haha)...

There, sana sa next EB, mas maraming sumama at sana, nandoon na kayo BBK...

At sana din, ma-upload na nila yung mga litrato namin... Sana bilisan nila... Hahaha..
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EDIT:
Kakabasa ko lang po ng confession ni Mica, and Honestly, medyo naluha ako... Ang sarap naman magreminisce... Hay... Sana maulit muli!

Nga pla, may stolen shot pla ang CHARGE... hehe... Excited na akong makita

Un lang! Again, sana bilisan nila ang pag-upload at excited na akong makita ang pic namin with UMA na wala daw paki-alam si Charles... ( na buti pa daw kung SAM MILBY un...haha!)... hahahaha....

[**::Gee::**]

You just don't know how sad I am right now after reading the results of the previous nomination.... Charles, my co-season is the evictee... Sa totoo lang gusto ko siyang makita ngayon, at gusto ko siyang batukan ng medyo malakas (hehe)...
Hay,,, nawala siguro sa isip niya yung rules... Sayang! Sayang talaga...

Anyway, I don't know, maybe it's meant naman... Oh well, I'm still sad... I'm not used eh... Mas okay siguro yung feeling if mas maaga na lang siyang natanggal, para hindi ganito ka-sad... Hay, ang selfish ko noh? Senxa na po BBK, I'm so sad lang talaga...

So there, eventhough wala na siya sa Vhouse, I still continue this... Nakakalungkot lang talaga... Yun pa naman yung last na napagusapan namin before kami magkahiwalay sa MRT. And yes, nagkatotoo nga... Bakit ganoon? Sadya ba akong pinalulungkot ng tadhana? Hay, naluluha talaga ako...

Wala naman akong galit sa mga bumoto sa kanya... Pero nalulungkot lang talaga ako BBK... And then, I don't know what's next in store for us...

Hay, eventhough he's not here na sa vhouse, the remaining vhs are my goodfriends naman... Hay, that's life! Ganito talaga, lahat naman kami mawawala sa house mo eh. Una-una lang yan!

And then may nomination pa pala... The next nomination is the most difficult! Ayan na siguro! Hayyy...

Going back, I think I shouldn't be sad anymore, because I've gain a true friend sa kanyang katauhan...

Ayun! Good luck sa aming natitira....

[**::Gee::**]

The updates of my co-asvhs are so touchy! Seeing those pics from Ate Mats’s thread makes me smile and reminisce… I really love their company BBK. And it makes me feel sad right now knowing that this game is getting near to its end.

I was talking to Ate Mats yesterday, and we were both lonely. We felt the same way. We were talking on how our lives will be after this virtual game. This game has been part of my everyday life and the idea that we’ll be leaving this, again, makes me feel sad. I’m really thankful that I had this chance to know all of them. They are all wonderful.

Anyway, I just read Ate Mats’s confession and I’ve seen that she got 2 EP. I am just wondering, she got EP because she commented on an ex-vh’s question right? You know what, I just don’t get it. I really can’t get it!

We can not comment on an ex vh’s question and yet, we can answer their questions. How weird! I found that weird BBK! That is still game related right? On my own understanding, they are still part of this game for they have the right to decide on who will be the ULTIMATE winner is. And then we can’t comment on what they have to do inside? So why we should consider answering their question then? What’s the difference BBK?

Well, just to make things clear, I am currently commenting on the RULE that makes me wonder and NOT about the juries…

So there, I hope to hear from you BBK. I’m really perplexed.

[**::Gee::**]

Hi there BBK! I've been busy last night so I never had a chance to tell you some confessions.

First, about the BIG 3, I'm happy that I've gone this far. We deserve it. But I am still sad because Paolo didn't make it. Oh well, I believe he's okay with his position now. I actually thought that he was doing a "suicide thing" and that thought made me realize how forgetful i am for I forgot that he said that he won't quit. Pao truly has a word of honor.

So there, this season is a "GIRL-POWER SEASON"... Ate Mats, the very thoughtful kikay, Mica, the very sweet kikay and Gee, the very SEXY Kikay (Charing! haha)... I hope someone shall suggest a nick for me. haha!

Knowing that there will be juries and the decision shall be on their hands. This is very challenging and exciting...

So there, I guess I have to charge my body battery so that I can be able to a lot enough time for this tomorrow. Bye!

[**::Gee::**]

Ayan! Sa wakas nakapagconfess na ulit ako! Sorry for that BBK... hehe...

So there, what should I say? 4 days na lang! Waaaaaah! Patapos na pala talaga ito! Infairness, parang mas mabagal ang mga natitirang araw... Bakit kaya?

Ayun, mamimiss ko talaga ito! Lalo na kayo, BBK! hahaha...

Maraming GOOD and NOT-SO-GOOD memories akong naexperience here, and I don't regret it.... Masaya talaga ako at nakilala ko ang aking mga co-asvhs... I beleive, nakahanap ako ng mga tunay na kaibigan sa kanilang katauhan...

Nakachat ko kanina ang aking co BIG (tama ba yung term? haha!)... Meyo nagdadrama na naman ako... hehehe... Paranoid lang kasi! Check niyo na lang po sa Diary entry ko yung reason...

Si Mica, constant textmate ko... hehehe.. Medyo marami na rin kaming napag-uusapan na hindi gamerelated... May seryoso, may kalokohan... haha...

Si Ate Mats naman, constant telebabadmate ko... Ang jologs namin, dahil alam namin ang That's Entertainment ( Tuesday Group rules! Haha!)... There, masarap siyang kausap...

Sana after ng game, hindi pa tapos ang lahat... Lagi sana nilang tandaan na I'm always here for them... Rindi na siguro sila sa phrase na iyon pero totoo iyon... Napamahal na sila sa akin ng sobra! As in, may space dito sa heart ko na sila lang ang makakapuno, at hindi iyon mapupuno pag wala sila... Kasama narin kayo doon BBK.

Sana BBK, pansinin niyo parin ako ah, kahit may ibang season nah... And sana, ako parin ang loveteam niyo.. lolz! Hahaha..

Nga pala, maybe I'll post my answers tomorrow... Nasave ko siya sa usb ko pero nagloloko kasi pc namin...

Ayun, take care po! Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

[**::Gee::**]

Hi BBK! Hay naku! Sana po ay ipost niyo parin ang aking FINAL STATEMENT. Akala ko po pumayag kayo na ngayon ako magpopost... hay...

Pasenxa na po talaga at super-drained na ang brain cells ko last night. Gusto ko talagang ipasa ontime, pero puro Indeing system ang nasa isip ko... Waaaah! Ayan, nakakahiya tuloy. sana po ipost niyo pa rin yung final statement ko! Pls...


So there... Natuwa naman ako at natupad ang aking pangarap na magkaroon ang mga PBBFG graduates ng blog... hehe... Dapat aggawa na ako eh, naging busy lang. nahiya naman ako kay Ate Mats, siya pa ang nag-abala... Anyway, masaya iyon BBK. kasi, somehow, parang hindi parin nawawala ang PBBFG sa amin, although hindi na siya katulad ng dati. pero, grabe! Naisip ko lang, parang ang hirap magmonitor ng ganoon kadami. haha! Well, sana may isangmoderator per season, para astig! Yeahbah!

Hay, sa totoo lang, ayaw ko pang magdrama! haha... 2 days na lang eh... Kailangan kong magpakaligaya (lalo na't ka-chat ko ang dating loveteam ko aknina... bwahahah!)... uyyyyyy, selosness na naman kayo noh? hahah!

Anyway, 4 na pala ang nakaboto. So 2 na lang? Waaaah! nakaka-kaba naman ito. Para kaming nasa American idol at bibigyan ng komento nina Randy, Paula and SIMON ( pero tagdalawa sila... hehe...). Sino kaya ang maga-ala Simon sa kanila? haha! So there, doon ako excited. The putcome is kinda trasparent narin kasi... Hayyy...

So, ayun lang muna! May dalawang araw pa at may dalawang confession pa akong gagawin. Yeahbah!

Nga pala, again, nakikiusap po ako... Sana po ay maipost ang final statement ko.

[**::Gee::**]

BBK, I already PMed my final statement to you...yesterday pa po iyon... Hayyyyy... Huhuhuhu...

Anyways, day 99 nah! Yebah! Hahaha.... One day na lang at malalaman na natin ang resulta ng huling nominasyon...

At malalaman na natin ang future Big Winner... As early as now, I'm already congratulating her... naks!

Ayun! 1 day na nga lang kami here, marami pang mga hindi kanais-nais na bagay ang aking nababalitaan. Hayyyyy BUHAY!

Nga pala, I'm so happy about that "pbbfggraduate" thing... Sobrang nakakahiya kay Ate Mats... I should be doing that eh, pero dahil bigla akong natambakan ng mga school-related stuffs na tasks, there... I can't find a great chance para umpisahan iyon. Good thing na lang talaga at nasabi ko kay Ate Mats... Na nagdagdag pa ng proboards! Waaaah! Grabe!

Excited na ako sa mga profile pics ( kahit di pa ako nag susubmit... Niahahaha!)... basta... basta...basta...

Grabe.... Kahit nasa-ad na ako now, ayaw ko talagang magdrama... Sana lang talaga, kahit wala na itong game, yung friendship na nabuo namin because of this ay magpatuloy... I'll miss my journey here with them. I'll miss all of them... And ofcourse, I'll miss you, BBK! Mwaaaaaaaaaah!

Ayan ha, kaunting drama lang yan... hehehehe...

There..... Bukas ulit.... Sa huling confession ko, well, ano kayang sasabihin ko? hmmmm...

[**::Gee::**]

Last Day! ;D

Yeahbah!

Hayyyy.... .... mixed emotions naman...

I can't believe I'm now typing my last confession here in allstarpbbfg.... So what am I going to confess?

Para kasing nasabi ko na lahat....

Pero BBK, I just want to you know na kulang pa talaga yung word na THANK YOU para malaman niyo how thankful I am for choosing me to be a part of your game...

Maybe there were times na nainis ako sa inyo. And I think meron times din na nainis kayo sa akin... Well, wala naman ng case iyon for me.... I just realized na, the quote " everything happens for a reason" is also applicable here in the game. Why? I'll give you some reasons...

* First, hindi niyo tinanggap si Jin... Magkakaroon na pala kasi ako ng bagong love team... bwhaha (selfishness!)..

*Serious mode na... Hmmm... Noong hindi ako nakasama sa PBBFG Deal or No Deal... Well, I was disappointed. Pero na-realize ko na it paved way for Rommel. Nagkaroon siya ng chance to compete and to prove na he's a worthy vh

*Noong 2 yung na-evict ( kenneth and Ian). Naging wake-up call siya sa mga hindi gaanong active.

*Noong nagkaroon kami ng misunderstanding ni Ate Mats... If you're on that phase, siyempre masakit. Pero I've realized na, it makes our friendship stronger. Lahat naman nakukuha sa magandang usapan...

*Noong natanggal si Charles sa Top 5. I've realized, na if ever he'll stay there pa, the nomination will be very tough for us.

* And xempre, the very fact that I AM HERE... I've learned a lot from myself since season 3... If you remember my introduction, I said I am not friendly. Yes, it's true. A lot say that I'm snob, masungit and mataray... Pero I'm not like that virtually eh. So there... I've learned how to mingle with different kinds of people. Mahirap din maki-adapt ng culture ah... I am friends with an obnoxious blogger, with a jolly king of chocolates, with a very sweet business woman, with a very cheerful broadway star, with a very kikay anime lover, with a very intelligent working ate, with a very cool keyboardist, with a very elite and hottie dancer, and with a very trustworthy soon-to-be super guro. I had a chance to bond with a cutie computer geek, brainy PISAY stud, super astiging isko, a super seducer, a caring entrepeneur and a thoughtful blogista princess and a lot lot lot more... I just don't know how should I label my self... Pero being with them "virtually" is a test on how should my personality shall dapt with those set of wonderful characters.

There... sort of reflections lang po.... Sana po papansinin niyo parin ako if OL me ah, kahit may iba ka ng babies... I hope napag-isipan niyo na yung offer kong maging SEXY-tary nio...haha..

There... i thing this is my last GOODBYE for this thread... My last INGAT... and my last MWAAAAAAAH....

This thread might be closing, pero hindi ang doors ko para sa inyo, para sa game at para sa lahat ng part at naging part nito...

I love you!!!!!!!!!


You'll be in my heart... Alwayzzzz....

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaahugggggggggz!