**:: Gee's LUSHUZ Divulgence ::**

[**::Gee::**]

Hi BBK... Hay, grabe, nagulat naman po ako... 4th Nomination starts today... and then may battle na... Yay!

Parang ang wierd kasi, magkasabay sila... and Malabong maging basis ang recent battle sa nomination... Am I right? Hehe... And for that, mahirap mamili! Waaah!

Nga pala, I've just read the latest confession of Kuya Neil-G... And It made me sad... Ayaw ko talaga ng mga farewell messages na galing sa isang VH na hindi pa naman sure kung siya nga yung aalis... Hehe... Just Like what an ex co-asvh did sa season namin.. Para kasing, I can't imagine what would happen sa game w/o him and isa pa, nakakasad lang talaga yung mga ganoong messages... Haha...

Hmmm... Anyway, sa mga nangyari this week, as I've written above, it's very hard to decide kung kanino mo ibibigay yung mga points, even yung saving points... I hope okay yung maging decision namin and sana, wala nang issue... Napansin ko lang kasi, everytime na may umaalis, parang laging may mali and worse, parang nagkakalamat yung friendship na nabuo... Parang hindi masyadong naa-achieve yung main goal ng aspbbfg (To build friendship with virtual strangers...). Naks! Haha.. I do hope na mali ako... Hehe... Hay, sana naman wala nang magreact sa statement na yan ah! Hahahaha... OA nah! hehe...

So, ayun lang muna po bbk... Ang aga ng confession ko noh? hehe...

Ayun,,, BYENESS! Mwaaah!

[**::Gee::**]

Okay BBK, before anything else, I just want you to know na mawawalan ako ng internet access for 3-5 days because of a reason na hindi ko ma-gets... Haha! Well, I'll try my best to keep updated (anong ginagawa ng COMLAB ng ILIS? hehe...) and para maipagpatuloy yung battle namin ni Charles...

Speaking of the Battle, sana eh magkaroon ng time may ol na representative for each group para makapag-play kami ng maayos and mas ma-enjoy namin yung game kasi sa totoo lang, masaya naman siya. "Mindbuggling" nga, sabi ni Rommel... Hahaha... Basta, if ever na gusto nilang sadyain iyon, sana ma-notify nila ako...

Anyway, about the recent activity naman, the REACTION thingy, actually, I love reading their reactions. Sana magkaroon nito lagi everytime na magkakaroon na ng nomination. Why? Because for that, aware kami sa mga nagiging views ng co-asvh namin about sa certain quotes na binibitiwan namin and also about sa certain issues (kung meron man)...

About the rule naman about addressing a co-vh sa confession, nagtataka lang po ako kung bakit parang hindi masyadong naiintindihan ng iba yung about doon... Wala lang, hehe... Nabasa ko kasi sa council na nakakalusot daw ako. Eh everytime na gumagawa ako ng confession, I'm always checking my pronouns... Haha!

Diba, that rule means bawal kaming mag bigay ng direct message sa co-vh namin sa confession thread kasi nga sa thread na iyon, ang kinakausap namin ay kayo at ang awkward nga naman kung may message kami sa iba. So kahit magsulat pa ako nang sandamakmak na pangalan ng co-vh ko dito sa thread na ito, kung wala naman akong message sa kanila ay hindi ako mabibigyan ng evicting points. Am I right BBK? hehehe... Tagalog na yan ah, sana okay na sa kanila... Hehehe...

Kaya nga natawa ako nung last violation ko kasi, sobrang dinouble check ko yung phrases ko and then, di ko na-check yung statements kung saan ako nagkaroon ng penalty. Haha...

So there,,, about the nomination naman, honestly, nahihirapan na akong magisip. I have this one na sa +4 ko pero biglang nagbago yung isip ko pati narin sa isasave ko. Well, marami pa namang mangyayari w/n a day so, basta, I hope I'll make a good decision...

Ayun! yun na lang muna... Thanx BBK!

[BBKuya Germs]

You received 2 evicting points for visiting the game's blog

[**::Gee::**]

Hi BBK, Well, first of all, I would like you to know na hindi na terminated yung broadband namin! Buti naman! Hahaha... Nakakainis talaga ang globe... Hindi mo maintindihan. Well...

So, the REACT_ASVH activity just wrapped up and, natuwa naman ako sa mga views ng aking mga co-asvh. As in, may views pala sila (haha!). Peace guyz!

Pero ito lang ah, I'm waiting for my co-asvhs answer doon sa question ko sa council thread. Haha!

For the battle naman, naku po! Ang laki ng kasalanan ko kay team mate! Minsan na nga lang kami magjojoin force.. Waaah! Masyado akong naging slow sa pag isip ng strategy and yet, I do feel na parang palpak siya. Well, di ko masyadong na-gets yung goal ng game... Ang slow ko talaga! Nakakainis! Hehehe... Well, sana mapatawad ako ni Charles! Waaaaaaaah! *Sigh...

Uhm, whatelse. Ay! I have penalty points na naman! Ang daldal ko kasi! Hehehe... Pasensiya na po BBK, tao lang!

So, soon, the nomination results will be revealed. I'm excited!

Yun lang muna BBK! Mwaaaahnesss!

[**::Gee::**]

Hi BBK! So there, the results are up. Whatelse? The Battle is over... Well those are not the main reasons why I'm writing this confession...

I don't know if this will cause me an EP pero BBK, I want you to hear my voice...

First, about the council... Sa totoo lang po, nalulungkot na ako and at the same time naiinis. Ang hirap talaga if computer lang ang communication, it's very hard to predict kung ano man yung tunay na saloobin ng isang asvh about a certain statement. Madalas namimiss-interpret. I think I've said it to you before diba? About my previous statement sa council, my intention there is to check if I've violated that certain rule again, kaya ko pinapapost doon sa mga nagsabi na nakalusot ako pero I've read a not so good reaction. Nangyari na... Okay na. Pero, nalungkot talaga ako...

Then, I've read your chat session w/ an ex-asvh... Dito ako nashock. I never thought that I'll be accused of such words. And I have an idea about the person behind that. I just can't believe it... Of all people.... Plastic daw ako... Kinukuha ko daw ang loob ng mga tao sa Vhouse... Strategy ko daw iyon to win this game... How I wish that the one who said this is an exact opposite of the traits in that statement... Ayaw ko nang palakihin.. Kung iyon ang tingin sa akin, wala akong magagawa... Nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi ko alam kung ano ang basis ng nagsabi noon. Pero, honestly, nakakahiya man sabihin but na-apektuhan ako eh...

You know what, I think hindi na maganda yung naidudulot sa akin ng game. Actually, I'm so happy kasi nakikita ko yung improvement ng game, like the activities and the participation of my co-asvh. Kaya lang, naiirita na talaga ako for some reasons. I never experienced this on our season eh. Aw, ayan, I missed certain peeps tuloy. I miss having intellectual chats with them. Hayyy... Going back, maybe I should understand na lang, may mga ganyan talagang pangyayari...

Sana, maintindihan nila kung bakit ganito yung kinalabasan ng confession ko....

[BBKuya Germs]

2 evicting points points for making a comment on a post in visitors area

[**::Gee::**]

I know po, hindi ko lang kayang itago... I'm sorry!

[BBKuya Germs]

Warning for deliberately violating the house rules

Kung wala ka nang confession, dont reply

[**::Gee::**]

Well well well, what can I say? The 4th Council is steaming hot! Nakakagulat... Hindi rin pala maganda yung dapat eh, bigyan ng reaksyon lahat. Kasi, someone's being hurt, intentionally or not. Ewan, is this the twist I was wishing? Hehehe... Hindi naman eh... Well, wala pa namang twist. Haha, ano ba yan, ang gulo ko... Anyway, ganyan talaga... hayyyy....

So, honestly, natatakot na ako. Hehe... Ako na yata ang penalty queen this season. Or Dulas Queen, sabi nga ni Ate Mats. Hay, I'll be more careful next time...

Whatelse? Nagkausap na kami ni Ate Mats, and we're okay na. Actually, nagtataka nga ako kung bakit kami naging hindi okay. Hehehe... You know that, every after our chat sessions, okay naman... Pero kapag may new confessions kami or kapag may respond kami sa council, parang ang dating is may hidwaan wherein we just both state our sides, pero dahil feeling ko ay nagagatungan, umiinit yung bawat bato namin sa isa't-isa. Well, sana after that certain conversation, hindi na maulit yung mga ganoong bagay. Naks! Hehehe... Kami pa! Hehehe...

So, here na lang po... Baka madulas ulit ako. Hahaha!

Byesh BBk!

[**::Gee::**]

Hi BBK! Well, mukhang malakas ang effect satin ni Reming ah... Hehe... One day ka naming hindi naramdaman... Aw! Ayun, nakakamiss ka naman...

So, for the recent Battle muna... Actually, type ko siya... Hehe... Astig naman, scrabble! Ayun, malas naman, bumagyo pa... Baka hindi na naman namin ma-enjoy ito... Sayang!

Hmmm... last night, I was able to tour the virtual house... And napunta ako sa storage room... Hay, binasa ko yung mga chats and conferences noong first week ng game... Ang hyper pala namin... Hehe... Yung formations of loveteams... haha! And yung first chat ko w/ my co-asvhs... Nakakamiss naman! Nakakamiss yung complete pa kami... hayyyy.....

And ayun, inisip ko, kahit anong buhay ang gawin ko sa mga threads, eh seven na lang pala kami... Nakakasad naman... Hindi na pala pwedeng maibalik yung mga araw na iyon... How I wish pwede pa... huhuhuhu....

Pero, ayun, I'm so happy at nagkaroon ulit tayo ng conference with Ate Mats... Namiss ko yung kakulitan niyo hehe... Pansin ko kasi, after ng first FE, hindi na gaanong naulit yun.. hehehe...

Kaunti na lang pala ang aming mga nalalabing sandali sa pagstay namin sa inyong vhouse (tama ba ang construction ko? hehe). Gasgas na pero we should make the most out of it... I regret the times when I seldom visit here... Kaya ayun, activeactivan sa mga threads.... Basta, I want you to know na even ganoon, I still value this game...

Ayun,,, till here na lang po muna... Mwaaaahhh!

[**::Gee::**]

Well,,, honestly, I'm worrying about you BBK... 3 days nang walang update yung site... May kinalaman ba si Durian about that? I hope you are okay... waaaah!

Anyway, nakakasad naman at tumahimik na naman itong house... as in TAHIMIK na talaga... hehe... hay,,, miss ko na mga co-asvhs ko... Parang lahat kasi na-apektuhan ni Durian... As of now, madalas kong makausap si Pao, Ate Mats and Hugs... Yung iba sobrang miss ko na...

Sayang din yung game... It can be very fun... Pero dahil hesitant kaming lahat ituloy yung game w/o your signal, ayun, nag-hang siya... hehehe... Sayang talaga...

Hayyyy... *sadness,,, Sana tomorrow may updates na....

[**::Gee::**]

Whoah! It's been ages since my last post and, uhm, well,,, there are no sufficient updates... I thought super late na ako... Oh well...

BBK, I would like to apologize for not participating enough doon sa 6th battle... I've read your post about commanding us to continue the game and there's a day when I've supposed to copy the board and edit it but I've been interrupted by my brother... And after that, I've been sooo busy that even my personal blog is so not updated... I know that somehow, the recent battle's flow depends on our first move, and I failed to do the editing thingy...

Anyway, I'm happy that you're safe. Honestly, I've been worrying about you because as far as I remember, you live in the southern part of this country and I've feared that Typhoon Durian had affected your region... Haha, ask Ate Mats for that if you're not believing..

However, I'm still sad because I miss my co-asvhs and also, the reverberation of this house. BBK, I wish that we can still catch up in terms of amusing and exigent activities, good relationships with each other and longer moment here in your house. I'm seriously requesting for extentions, like I hope that you can give us extra days ( counting from the day that the silence in this house had been unintentionally formed) because I certainly don't want this game to be ended just like THAT. Before the start of this All Star PBBFG, we were yearning for a great season, greater than the best season out of the 3 that you've produced. And I believe that there are still time for us to get back to normal or even advanced to that standard situation. I remember once that you've said that only the ASVHs can bring back the life of this house, and again, I'm saying this: WE NEED MOTIVATIONS...

Anyhow, I want you to know that I'm not blaming you neither commanding you to do something immediately. Haha! I know that you're suffering from an effect of a paralyzed region due to that typhoon... Take your time... Hehe.. What I'm implying to those statements above is that, there are only few days left for us to stay in your house and there are lots of wasted time because of some unexpected situations... I don't want this All Star Season to be given such awful labels like LAME etc. Please, I hope hindi ka pa nawawalan ng gana... Please give us more days... I think we'll get fired up again if we shall receive an info that your internet connection goes back to normal or in short, if we shall know that you are back...

Waaaaaaaaah! I miss this game a heeeepzzzz!


Mwaaah!

[BBKuya Germs]

I am a bit disappointed about the Battle. Nobody gets a reward or a chance to use immunity.

[**::Gee::**]

Wow! I'm so glad that BBK is back! And happy to read such responses from my co-asvhs... Nice!

I'm also happy for my sis kashen, the last time that we've talked about her lovelife, it seems that she's so sad, pero not anymore. I know she's happy right now..

At the same time, I'm sad for someone. I hope he's okay... aw! Life oh life!

I'm also a bit of disappointed the moment I've read that the 5th nominations has started. It's like, oh well... What should be our bases upon nominating a certain housemate? It's somehow hard on our part. Pero in some ways, I know that we should have done our obligation ( to finish the previous battle)... Aw! Again, I'm sorry BBK...

Anyway, another thing that made me glad this day was, I was able to chat with 3 of my co-asvhs this day. Ate Mats, Mica and Kashen. I'm glad they're doing great! I hope to hear from others soon.. That's it! Byesh!

[**::Gee::**]

Wow naman BBK! Good thing may activity nah! Hehe.. I miss doing such stuffs! And the recent activity is so cute... Ano kayang gifts ang pwedeng maibigay sa kanila? Hmmmm...

Well, until now, I can't think of any co-asvhs to vote... It's very difficult! Hay,,, mababawasan nga pala kami... I actually don't have any idea kung sino ang iboboto ko and kung sino yung matatanggal... Magiging six na lang pala... Sadness!

Uhm, nagulat naman ako sa mga nagkaroon ng evicting points doon sa council thread... Like, may ganoong rule po pala doon sa thread... hehe

What else??? I miss Paolo na, matagal ko na siyang di nakakausap... Waaaaah! And Kuya Neil na din, nakikita ko siyang OL but parang busy kasi siya... hehe... And the other remaining VHs din... Miss ko nah! I miss having chat and VOICE conferences na rin. Sana sa next confession ko, wala na akong ma-miss!

Ayun, till here na lang muna... mwaaah!

[**::Gee::**]

I dunno, but I so feel sad right after the results of the 5th nomination have been released...

First I've heard a not so good reaction from the one that I've voted out... As usual, initial reactions... Kaya ayon, I just let her burst her feelings, I can't blame her naman kasi I think I'll feel that way din if ever that will happen to me... Pero nagulat parin ako kasi she's the first person to confront me about voting her out... I dunno, it was just unusual... I hope she's not mad at me nah...

Then, I'm currently worrying about a close friend of mine... I knew it! A lot shall vote him out... I don't know, I am just not prepared for my stay here without him... Gosh BBK, I'm so sad! After reading that recent nomination, I've immediately grab a pen and paper to compute our netpoints... And it seems that, he will be the one who'll leave this house... I hope I was wrong... I hope there are still points that I haven't included...

Well BBK, I know that you have the power to add or ommit rules here but I hope that the next time you'll gonna do that, please give us warnings first... I said this before, it's very shocking to see my co-asvhs to grab some evicting points because of an immediate rule... I know, you rule but I think it's not fair for our part... If I'm mistaken, If you've said that rule before, then I'm sorry! I just don't remember reading such rule...

There... hayyyyy...

[**::Gee::**]

Well, ang tagal naman ng results. Haha! Inabangan ko siya last night, and you said na wag na akong matulog... Hehe... Hay, may aalis na naman... aw!

Sa wakas, after ten long years, nagka-usap na ulit kami ni Paolo Miguel.. And I'm so happy for him! You know what BBK, broadway star na siya! Ang galing! I'm so proud of him!

Ayon, you still haven't heard my reaction about the LAST ACTIVITY right? I must say na it kinda disappointed me... Honestly, I felt na kaya mo siya gagawin is because wala ka ng maisip na activity... Pero noong sinabi mong TWIST siya, I'm really expecting na twist nga siya... Well, I don't know what are your plans but I hope, kung ano man ang mangyayari, sana hindi nasayang time namin sa game na ito... Kahit papaano, I still believe that this ALLSTAR season shall be succesful... Sana!

Well, magiging anim na lang... Infairness, the future result of this game is very transparent. Well, ewan ko na lang, may twist pa kasi eh... So there, goodluck na lang sa aming mga matitira BBK.

[**::Gee::**]

OMG! It's Kashen! I'm so shocked! Grabe! Grabe talaga...

I thought it'll be Charles... Diba, I've said na I've computed for our netpoints? Eventually, I only computed the points bagged by Kuya Neil and Charles kasi sila lang yung madaming EP that's why akala ko talaga, si Charles ang mawawala... I even told that to Ate Mats and we're so upset... It also made me sad... Naka-mindset na sa akin na siya ang mawawala...

Pero, Kashen's NP is higher by 1 point... I actually don't know if I'll be happy or sad... No! I'm still sad... Ofcourse I want the two of them to remain... They are one of my closest buds here... Pero hindi pwede... Someone must leave...

This must be the second time that an ASVH has sent out because of penalty points ( the first one is Ate Anne). This can be a lesson to the remaining ASVHs.

So, we're only six now... 2 representatives per season... I just don't know what's in store for us BBK, considering that the 12 Gifts of Christmas is our last activity. We don't know your plans ( ofcourse)...

What shall I do? I hope I should enjoy my remaining days here in your house...

Speaking of the previous activity, thanx for picking my RUSH work. Hehe, I was surprised din... Thanx talaga BBK...

There, so we only have 20+ days na lang pala sa house mo. Can we have extentions? Like can you just add the blank 13 days ? Haha! I'm sorry,,, I just can't believe that this game will come to an end din...

So there, bye BBK.. Mwahness!

[**::Gee::**]

I'm so happy the moment I've read na may groupings for the battle... Malamang, it means that may upcoming battle... Also, doon din sa Forbidden questions... I thought wala na talaga kaming gagawin... Good thing!

For the FORBIDDEN QUESTIONS, I think this can spice up our week. Para kasing council din yan eh, the difference I think is, we can ask some questions that is not game-related... I hope walang mangyaring banggaan here ( sana lang talaga...hehe.). Sa nabasa ko kasing questions a while ago, parang hindi lahat ay maganda sagutan... haha! Well, it actually depends naman kung paano i-take ng isang vh yun eh... I hope, walang gaanong maaapektuhan sa ibang questions... Forbidden kasi, it should be straight and frank so I shouldn't expect a light question... Iyon ang rule eh... Haha... I'm actually ready to receive more quessies, and ready na din akong MAGULAT muli dahil sa mga FORBIDDEN QUESTIONS ( like ng ibang questions ni Ate Mats... Haha!)... hehe

Hmmm, yesterday, I've read Pao's confession and he said na, meron daw siyang kinaiinisan... Honestly, I was like " I think it's me!". I don't know why, maybe kasi parang matamlay yung mga chat sessions namin... And then, I've also heard the same reaction from Ate Mats and Charles... They were also bothered by his confession...

Uhm, not to dizz Pao, but I think the effect of that act to some is not good. He even managed to give a clue kung sino man iyon... Maybe, sinabi lang niya yung opinion or feeling niya, ok lang naman iyon. Hehe... For our part lang kasi, mahirap po kasi yung feeling na, you're worrying kung may masama ka bang nagawa or what, even though alam mo na wala ka talagang ginagawang masama, iba parin ang perception ng iba. Maraming na-apektuhan hindi dahil guilty sila ( kami) kundi dahil CLOSE namin si Pao. Like me, they've also reviewed their recent confessions and reflected kung ano man ang mga bagay na hindi ka-naisnais... Knowing na close namin siya, siyempre, gusto naming maging open kami sa isa't-isa... Iyon lang po about doon, and sana, walang hindi magandang maidulot ang confession kong ito sa inyo bagkus, maging maayos na ang mga bagay-bagay na ukol dito ( naks! tagalog! haha!)... I'm just stating my outlook... Hehe...

So there, nakakalungkot parin pong isipin na 20 days na lang ang natitira... Pero xempre, we should enjoy our remaining days here... So ayun lang... Again, excited na ako sa mga questions ko... hahaha!

[**::Gee::**]

Hmmm... Well, kakatapos ko lang sagutan yung questions sa council and Living Room... Haha! Ang dami!!!! Wahehehe...

First sa forbidden questions, una, natuwa ako sa mga tanong sa akin ( lalo na sa quessies ni Mica na puro Kakikayan). Ang hirap pong sagutan noon ah! hehe... It's like, Oh My, do I ned to choose only 1? hahaha.... Infairness, I really enjoyed answering her questions...

And sa questions din nina Ate Mats and Charles ( na naungkat pa ang issue namin last season)... Anyway, it only means na, hindi sila naniwala sa final words ko last season (or baka hindi lang nila nabasa?).... hay, na-sad naman ako noon... hehehe...

Ayon, sana magbigay din ng questions sina Kuya Neil and Paolo... Hehe...

Natuwa din ako upon reading their answers sa mga questions... Haha... Ang saya naman nitong activity na ito... Good Job BBK!

Anyway, I miss Paolo miguel na. I haven't heard any from him lately... Maybe he's busy... Nakakamiss naman siya... hehe...

Kay Ate Mats naman, actually, inaabangan ko siya ngayon... Hehe... Nga pala, last night, naka-chat ko siya and ang SOSYAL namin... haha... Nag around the world lang naman kami courtesy of GOOGLE EARTH... Hahaha... I know someone might laught at us... Hay naku, natatawa rin ako sa sarili ko... Feeling ko ang ignorante ko... hehe...

Kay Charles naman, the last thing I've heard about him is, nagpunta siya sa Cubao kasi may reunion ata (tama ba pagkakarinig ko? hehe... ang labo kasi ng speaker namin...)... Sana maabutan ko ulit siya... Nakita ko, nag-BUZZ siya eh (offline message ).. Ayon, miss ko na siya ulit...

Kay Kuya Neil naman and Mica, textmates ko sila (minsan) pero madalang lang akong magreply... Sana hindi sila nababanas sa akin about that...


There, just like Ate Mats, nagulat din ako at 6th Nomination na pala... Grabe! Ang bilis ah... Hay, I guess I'll cast my vote tommorow...

Ayun, that's all for now BBK