Kironobu's Confessions (Ron)

[kiRONobu]

Hey!
Welcome to my confession thread.
This are my confessions...

[kiRONobu]

I've never written anything here yet... coz wala naman akong masabe. Wala ako mashado pa nakakachat but that's okay. Medyo wala akong time at opposite ang time namin. Well the last last week... tatlo ang forced evictee. Yun din naman kasi ang problema. Maraming busy, maraming ginagawa at walang time dito sa game na ito. About the last eviction... si Hector ang natanggal. I didn't relly get a chance to meet the guy. Medyo busy sya at busy ren ako. You know he's right... Nursing really takes a lot out of you. Mashadong hectic at maraming ginagawa. Pero enjoyable pa rin. I would have been really cool if I did get a chance to talk to that dude... he seems like a cool guy. At ahehe sino kaya ang nagsave sa akin. Salamat. May tanong rin ako kay BBK... saan napunta yung napanalunan namin sa activity na connection? And I would just like to tell bbk na I am in a different time zone. Unfair rin po naman na ibabase mo ang time ko sa time niyo. When the first eviction happened... hindi ako nakapagparticipate. Friday pa rin dito pero posted na agad and votes ng ibang VHs. Ang due date ay friday pero makakaabot pa ba rin ako? Eh nakita ko na lahat ang votes ng ibang VHs. If possible lang kay BBk na gawing friday ang due date pero saturday nya i post. Ahehheeheheheh

[kiRONobu]

This week medyo tahimik ako sa bahay. Lay low medyo ng kaunti... I havent talked to anyone at medyo busy ren kase. Nakakagulat at na forced evicted si Cyrill. I havent got to talk and know that guy yet. Wala na sya agad. Naka deliberate violation of rules daw sya. I noticed din na ang dami nyang ginagawang thread para sa diary or confession. Nainis siguro si BBK at finorce evict siya agad. Ngayun dito sa bahay, hinde ko sila maintindihan... hinde ren ako maka join sa mga usapan dahil wala akong masabe. Ayos naman lahat ng mga co-vhs ko pa rin ngayon... nag aalala lang ako dahil hinde ako makapagusap sa kanila at tanggalin na nila agad ako. Sana makausap ko pa sila at magtagal pa ako sa bahay.

[kiRONobu]

Yea, its been a while since Kim left. I read some of his post and stuff. He said that I stabbed him in the back. I know I was not suppose to "stab" people in their backs but what I did wasn't stabbing in someone's back. My first reason for voting him out is that he wasn't active anymore. Well most of the people here wanted to stay and is making an effort to be active. At that time he was the most inaactive. That was the main reason for it. Marami rin pala syang na offend like Anne and Ferg, but its none of my business to intrude to their arguments.
On the lighter side, theres this new guy Xyrus. When I found out he entered the house, I immediately thought na "Waw, may taga North America na rin and at least we have almost the same time at may makakausap ako kahit paano." I haven't seen him in the boards yet but who knows maybe he's busy. I read na mahiyain daw sya and we should approach him first. A while ago I added him and just a couple of minutes ago I messaged him. I think he's a cool guy. Gangster type? HAHA just kidding... Well I hope he feels welcome here and that he starts talking more on the board.

[kiRONobu]

I am currently on "warning" to not get forcedly evicted. I first thought "hmm okay", its just a game some one has to go. But I was shocked when I saw that Mik was forcedly evicted. Am I next to go? hopefully not. Maybe I will get voted out soon but who knows? Only time will tell. Sa sobrang busy ko wala ako mashadong nakakausap for this past weeks. Hinde ko na rin masyado alam kung ano nangyayare sa bahay. I still feel left out in this group. Pero that's alright. I know the reason to that is that I am busy and lazy. Well yea... school and work first before play diba? I have to do good in my life, its been crazy going through stuff from these past years. Marami ren akong iniisip and I kinda don't want anything to add up in my problems. Pero its not such a big deal. Anyway after a couple of weeks pag natapos na ako sa lahat maybe if given the chance I can be more active dito sa bahay. And maybe it could go on after we all get out of the house.

[kiRONobu]

Wow yea Niz got evicted. It was surprising that she got evicted. I calculated the vote results at sya nga ang natanggal sa tingin ko noong bago sya na officially declared na evicted. I talked to her before, a couple of nights before she got evicted. She said she was scared that she might get evicted and that she might be the next one. Sabe ko, Hinde... we can't tell who's going to be next. I know I was going to be next and Zen thought he was going to be next. Maraming nagkakamali ng tingin kung sino ang matatanggal. I guess some people are playing the game now. Enough with all the "safe" votes. Sooner or later =, you have to go against each other. I also said that it's just a game and don't get mad or get too emotional about it. Its not the real PBB anyway. But what ever happen happens. Wala ka nang magagawa. But it's all good. I know that I am playing the game and I am not gonna take things seriously. I'm too busy to think about a lot of stuff about the game.

[kiRONobu]

Man! now claws are coming out eh? well I have nothing against anybody here. I just don't know why they're all taking what I say out of context. Mahirap ren pala at minsan iba ang interpretation ng mga tao sa sinasabe mo. But its i'm fine with it. Whatever happen happens eh?

So I've been reading all the things that happened this week. Especially the confe between bbk and all my other co-VH's, Niz included. Man, yea I expected me to go as well but Niz was the one that got evicted. Why are they all mad at me? I mean I did make a deal with someone but that's just to try and save myself.

I totally have nothing against anybody here. I feel like this week the house is more alive than before. I guess my reason for my inactiveness is my work load here and maybe I got bored of pbbfg because of all the other "inactive" people. The only thing that made me stay here is all these people here now inside the house and also Niz. I actually was going to quit before but I didn't do it because I want to see how this thing goes. If I get evicted then I get evicted. I'm fine with whatever result I get.

Well before everybody eats me alive in the house I just want to say some things. For Niz, when she said "Nizzie Abdallah: si ron
Nizzie Abdallah: worried nga naman ako
Nizzie Abdallah: eh wala naman daw akong ginagawa" I even told you na bibigyan kita ng susunod na pinakamataas na SP, pero parang di mo nakita yung sinabe ko. Tapos when she said "nizzie abdallah: what he's thinking is that he's playing the game well. he rarely goes online and i think that's just being plain lame." I didnt not think at all that I am playing the game well. I just said I am playing the game. I know na di ako mashado OL coz I dont have much time. I even said na dahil mas importante ang school. And all I can ask is why are you mad at me? Kay Ferg, when he said "Fergie Paul: waaaa
Fergie Paul: may galit ako senyo zen?! sabi ni roN?
Fergie Paul: hindi totoo yan..san naman nahalungkat yan ni ron
Fergie Paul: hindi lng bingyan ng sp may galit na..wow"
I didnt mean na galit na mad... I guess I just used the wrong word. And when you said "may topak ako at sana masagasaan" What did I do to you na hi-no-hope mo na masagasaan ako? I just wanted to ask those question and I am not trying to be mean to all you guys.

Well I don't know what else to write anmore because i got so much stuff to say. Ayoko naman i defend ang sarile ko because ayoko ma-apektohan ng drama sa bahay. I guess that's all for now. If you want to talk to me just write to me and leave me a message. Sorry sa mga na-offend but i was just trying to show the atmosphere in the house. Kayo na rin nagsabe na boring ang house. And I just thought na sobrang safe tayong lahat. I didnt know that all the things I am saying is gonna be taken so seriously. Muka lang akong seryoso BUT like I always say to everyone na DI AKO SERYOSO MADALAS, I just look serious.

[kiRONobu]

OMG... Nakakagulat talaga...

Well I didn't really expect for fergie to go out of the house. I really though I was next to go. Lo and behold, when I opened a browser and went to pbbfg boards. I was so shocked to find out that he was evicted. I told myself... oh man here we go again. I am sure that another batch of "you dont deserve to stay" is going at me. I am going to be bombarded with disappointing comments again. To be honest I don't really care if I get into the big four or even win. I just want to play a game. And like I said before It's just a game and I don't take anything here personal unless it goes over the line. I know this can be stressful at time and nakakabaliw ren like the real game pero less but it doesn't have to affect you na your hoping na something bad will happen to your opponent. Anyway... we'll see what happens. Just to let people know... I am not mad at anyone... peace tayo lahat. If you are mad at me... I guess there's nothing I can change about that... not like I will deal with you again after this... sige po salamat.

[kiRONobu]

About Zen's eviction... I also didn't expect him to go. I thought it was going to be tie between Zen and I. Then some one will break the tie (ie. the person who was last evicted). I also didn't expect that Stephanie's vote will not count since she was already in the final four. But when looking at it... her past vote also didn't count. Well as for Zen, that guys is a good guy, a really good housemate and a competitor. Sayang nga lang at di sya nakasali sa big four. I think malake ren and chance nyang manalo kung nakasale sya. I hope for the best here in the house. Good luck to all of us.

[kiRONobu]

Well its the Big four! I made it...? I'll admit, its amazing that I lasted this long. I didn't expect to last until the final four. I was sure that when we started to have that small argument... I know I was done. Imagine me... againt the odds. This is the result of it and I'm okay with it. I know people still thinks I don't deserve it but that's okay, people are entitled to their own opinion. No hard feelings. Sa akin no hard feelings... I just don't know for the others. I think peace naman kame lahat. I'm glad I met these people in the house and I think I'll continue on talking to them in the future. I had fun talking to them and joking around with stuff. Na entertain din ako while I was here and nakameet ng bagong kaibigan. Its been great and I had a good time. Ingat and good luck to all.