Kironobu's Diary (Ron)

[kiRONobu]

Hello!
This is the diary of Kironobu.
You think you know, but you have no idea!
;D

[kiRONobu]

Hey! so here's where were at... me... busy... sleepy... and really tired. My eyes have their own bags... saan ba nila nabili yun? On sale yata... buy one get one free. School, work and more work keeps me busy in my everyday life. Minsan labas dito... labas duon... speaking of going out. Yesterday was my very first time on ice. I've never skated in my life. First time skating and its at Nathan Phillip square. Like an icing in a very good cake. Luckily there was not as much people... I fell four times and landed in my behind... ahehe can i use that word for that? It was hard but practice makes perfect. Before the night eneded I was finally gliding on my own. It was fun and I can't wait to get back on the ice. Too bad walang picture ahehe.

School's okay... still trying to get through it while working a part time job. I'm still not on the ball and a bit struggling to keep up. I guess I just need to be more organized. All the courses is harded now... even psychology. Clinical is okay and really tiring but its worth it. Its scary at times pero okay lang yun. Good thing this week and next week is just lab and the weeks after that will be non stop clinical. Hope my clinical instructor doesn't grill me again with questions. Need to study medications and stuff... dang... don't want anyone dying on me. So I guess I better start studying harder. ;D

[kiRONobu]

Ha! I havent been here in a while. Well... I'm a bit busy and tired as usual. I can't avoid sleeping on the bus or in my classes. So... update in my life eh? well I am in pain right now. I think I have sprained my ankle but its not swelling up yet... so baka di iyon sprain. I went skating again and fell so bad and landed really weird. Ahehe enough about my night outs... wala naman kwenta iyon...

So next week we'll be going back to the hospital after two weeks of lab. I'll have a change of patient because "Mrs. X" is an easy patient for me to have. I will be getting "Mr. Y" who is more challenging because he digs in his incontinent pads and is a bit uncooperative. However he doens't have anything unlike Mrs. X who has gastronomy tube.

We also had our test for pharmacology, nursing theory, psychology, and Anatomy and Physiology. It went okay... lets just leave it at that. More and more stuff are piling up in my to do list so I am going to be busy this week. Hope everything goes well...

[kiRONobu]

Waw... It's reading week! and I am still busy... Homeworks and I still got a lot of stuff to catch up on. Ang tamad ko kasi. Sabe nila ngayun ay napaaga ang reading week... a.k.a. Spring break. Well totoo naman, its only february and its already spring break? Wala pa nga spring and there is still LOTS of snow on the ground. I don't really care though because I really need a break. Ano ba ang plano ko ngayung break? Niagara? Baka magpunta ako sa kaklase ko dun at magstay sa kanila. Or maybe I should just stay here at home and get some much needed rest. Bahala na... Muka rin naman kasing malabo magpunta duon at magstay sa bahay ng iba. Dito na lang siguro ako at matulog, gumawa ng homework at pumasok sa trabaho. Well kahit anong mangyare ayus lang sa akin... pero one thing na sigurado ako ay na matutulog ako ng marame.

[kiRONobu]

Reading week was over last week and I am swamped with work. Ang dami kong ginagawa at due na lahat sila agad soon. Working at the hospital is so stressing... sumasait na rin ang katawan ko paguwi ko. Add mo pa ang puyat sa lahat lahat ngbagay... para na akong patay na buhay ahehehe pero ayos lang kaya ko pa ren. Sobrang hectic at busy talaga ang schedule ko. Ewan ko ba kung paano ko pa naisisiksik ang pag lakwatsa at pagsali dito sa PBBFG. Siguro dahil medyo tamad ako sa homework at mabilisan ko lang na ginagawa. Next week may mga test na ako at kailangan ko na mag-aral... marami pa rin akong gagawin... cge ciao!

[kiRONobu]

Well here I am again... I'm back and is gonna complain about my school, specially clinicals. Now I know how stressfull it is even though I only get a patient a day but still help my other group mates with theirs. Kaya pala ang lounge sa hospital na nakikita ko sa TV shows like Grey's Anatomy ay sobrang useful. For next weeks I will be getting two patients in order for me to see how I can balance and organize my time. Nako kaya ko kaya? Its gonna be more hectic than ever. Well its just my first year nursing thats why I feel like 2 patient is too much. Masasanay rin ako siguro. And yea giving medications is hard too... well its because whenever we give medications... my instructor usually question us about the medication we are giving and its hard. I can't understand her question fully. But all in all... injections..g tube meds... regular meds is alright. Bukas balik ulit na opsital, marami pa akong gagawin so I'll continue this later...

[kiRONobu]

Gaah! Finally its another friday... I can get enough sleep again and also some rest. I don't get enough sleep anymore and I dont know where the time is going. I mean I am lazy as ****(well I cant say the word or else I'll get a violation). But anyway, I am happy that another week of clinicals is over. Then there is like five more weeks to go and suffer. All i can do I guess is tough it up and pass the course. I am seriously having so much trouble with it... basta... I don't really feel like talking much about it. On the lighter side, there's not much new stuff happening with me. My job is going to be ending soon because hockey season is going to be over by the end of this month. That means I have to look for a summer job. Im happy not working for a couple of months because I really have to focus on school even though I am lazy and I specially have to focus on clinicals. Anyway thats it for now...

[kiRONobu]

Oh man... I am swamped... now I am just being lazy and went here. I got so mcuh stuff to do and I dont know where to begin. Clinicals is my main problem if you guys don't know that yet... hirap talaga. Next week I'll be busier than ever, 3 test and a project. I don't know if I got time left. Time flies by so fast pero minsan if you want it to fly by fast, ayaw naman. Basta I will pray and just hope for the best. Sana maipasa ko talaga ito or else.

Yesterday, I turned on the TV and saw the news. I was shocked on what I saw and it was the hostage taking on a bus in Manila. Waw... childern between 5 and 6 years old. Kawawa naman sila and nakakatakot ang nakalalagyan nilang situwasyon. Filipino's really do know how to make some noise, and a very loud one at that. Ngayung panahon na ito sa hirap ng buhay siguro ganoon na ka-drastic ang kailangan mong gawen para marinig ka. The hostage taker guy had good intension... I do understand what he wanted, but he could have thought of something that is not way "degrading" ,not only to him but to fiipinos. Ewan ko ba, siguro iniisip nya na kung mabalita ito s buong mundo... the president will really listen to him... and I dunno, maybe it worked!?!

[kiRONobu]

Hey paano ba yan... last thursday and friday at maayos ang clinical ko at last. Masaya naman ang turn out at di ako mashado na stresses out! I got home and slept without much worries... pero maramepa rin akong dapat alalahanin at asikasuhin. Ngayung linggo ay tests ko sa Psych, theory, at clinicals. Sunod sunod at may assignments pang dag dag. Natatakot na talaga ako. Ngayun nga di pa ako nagrereview. Kailangan ko nang simulan and focus on my work.

Wala na ren pala akong work... trabaho... job... kase hinto na ulit because its summer time. Wala nang yelo. Wala nang skating. Wala nang hockey. Babalik na ulit ang trabaho ko sa winter. Sa simula ng pasukan... ano kaya ang gagawin ko ngayung summer? Uuwe sa pinas? Ahehehe siguro pero hinde pa ako sure. Bahala na. Oh sige magsisimba pa kame at tatapusin ko pa itng mga homeworks ko.

[kiRONobu]

Another week... another clinical shifts. Nakakapagod... Parang puro complain na lang ako tungkol sa clinicals ko. So... to change things up a bit. I wont mention anything from my clinicals. Except that there's two weeks left and I am excited. Summer's gonna be so much fun! Three weeks left and my school's gonna be done. Salamat naman din because... man! I am tired. I hope na maipasa ko naman lahat, but I think I'll do fine.

Not much stuff has happened in my life. Just being so busy with school and stuff. My life is not as interesting as I want it to be. As soon as I finish school... I think we are going to be moving to Calgary or if not maybe I'll move to the USA or go back to Australia or better yet... sa Pilipinas. Miss ko na talaga Pilipinas. But I got nothing to go back there now. I can think of many stuff why I should go back but after thinking about it more... its just full of nonsense. Basta ewan... sige yun muna...

[kiRONobu]

Well! what a great week! So much to say but I cant remember them all. Nakakapagod itong linggong ito. every spare time I get this week laging tulog ang ginawa ko. Lagi akong inaantok sa sobrang pagod. Well that's alright... ilang linggo na lang at tapos na ang school, bakasyon na, at mababawasan na ang pagod at stress. I can finally rest and focus on the stuff I have to do. And maybe get a PSW job this summer. Clinicals is still okay, stressful but I'm doing better now. Tomorrow I have to go to a baptism and I can finally see all of them friends together. I havent seen them all together since after they all went to college and university. Oh and yea before I go... I got a haircut earlier and it's fine but i'm not to fond of it... hirap pala ng long hair at di ako sanay. Ok... bye!

[kiRONobu]

Man I finished most of my exams and here comes summer. I hope that my summer is a good summer for once. Makahanap ako sana ng work and syempre makapag lakwatsa ren ng maayos. I'm for the best. I still have one exam this thursday and I'm scared shit by it. If I don't pass it I will have to take it in the summer and be behind. I really hope I can pass it. I pray to god that I will. Please...

Well and yea guess what, next week I will be seeing Rex Navarette live. I am so excited and I hope nothing ruins it. I am nervous too because of a little something. Well I really hope everything goes well for me and I hope I can pull another one. I better be studying now and focus of my exam that is coming up. I will talk to you all later! peace!

[kiRONobu]

Tomorrow is my last exam day and I am nervous. I am trying to study but I have a lot on my mimd. I have to look for a summer job and other things. I should probably focus on my studying now because its my last one and I don't want to fail it! I really hope I do good in it. Oh and before I forgot... my clinicals was done like a week and a half ago. It was fun and it was a great experience. I know I complained about it so much but I wouldn't trade that experience for anything... well maybe for a car, a house and a million dollar... make that two. My summer so far is boring and stressfull because I still have an exam to worry about and also my results. I am praying to god that I will pass all of it and be able to attend next year. I don't want to ruin my summer by failing... that would suck so much. Anyway I better be going and study. Later!