Post by Boy-Next-Door CYRILL on Mar 1, 2007 20:55:21 GMT 7
It's hard to fall in love with a teacher... Yes, it's true... that's why, im in control... i dont wanna to be fall in fall with her. first, we started as friends until now... second, she's older than me i guess 5 years... but deep inside of me, age really doesn't matter! third, i am a student and she is a tecaher in the same school. forth, im not yet ready.... i don't know! fifth, i guess im not worthy for her! sixth, i don't want to be hurt... 
i know, i am just making an excuses not to fall with her. last night, i cannot sleep because of her... at 1am she texted me, nood daw sila ng daughter nya ng concert ng IMAGO. alam ko, while thinking of her, hinihintay ko talaga text nya. I of course, there's a smile on my face while reading her text.
anyway, she had already a kid. a husband? wala! YES!...
after, reading her text... i sat infront of my PC, and i opened her picture saved on my files... while looking at her face... there's a lot of emotions i felt. happy. sad. guilty. feared. in love. "out-love". bad trip. naiinis. kinikilig... while looking at her rin, there's a lot of few words, came into my mind... and isang phrase ang tumatak sa isipan ko... "SASABIHIN KO NA BA SA KANYA?"
that's the phrase which until now, 'di ko pa rin masagot! i don't know...
maybe, time nga lang talaga ang makakapagsabi!
