diaries of Anne

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[glow=red,2,300]Here comes my private life...[/glow]

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gosh!...i applied for a part time job...well, just got curioused?...grrr!...i had a quiz knina and i think i failed!...whew~!...thanks pala kay ate steph for telling me na we have an activity na here...this is really not a good day!...im stressed!...there is no extraordinary happening today, but im hoping there would be...im bored...hahaha...dont have anything to say...il update this tomorrow...ciao!

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hmm...here i go again...what happened yesterday?...ah...im awake at 4:30! imagine?!...it's my very first time to wake up that early and that is because i need to go to the gym to do my workout <in the name of beauty>...hahaha...then i finished at around 7...i went home to take a bath, and it's really cold! arrghh!...i have a class at 930 kc eh...but of course i was tired!...my body hurts...i have several quizzes yesterday and that is the reason of why my head aches!...after my 11 straight hour classes w/o breaks except for lunch...i finally got to go home...straight to the computer to check my friendster and the PBBFG...then it's time for me to sleep...what a boring life...=)

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it's the start of the day and now is my only chance to update my diary...i have no time kc on other days eh...same old routine...go to the gym, go home to take a bath and check my messages then go to school...i really wish my cycle will change...=)

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oh my gosh! it's been a long time since i updated my diary...but there is not much to say...i had a fever last two days and i felt really bad that i havn't attended some of my important classes...awww!...i missed a lot!...i also didn't go to the gym for the past 3 days...i miss my strict instructor....hahaha...but i guess it's a blessing in disguise because i lose weight...im 116 lbs. na!...yipee!...i have so many things to do this week...i have so many deadlines and commitments to attend...i really hope i could cope up...oh well, really busy...till next time!...ciao!

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il just summarize my activities this week...you already know my daily routine...monday is kinda ordinary day for me...i will go to the gym at seven then at nine i would go home, take a bath, then check my messages...then i will go to the school to attend my accounting class...argghh!...it's really tiring!...last tuesday is a heavy day...i have so many quizzes and take note, my class is from 9:30 am to 8 pm...full load!...those subjects pa naman are my majors and my hardest subjects...this wednesday is kinda fun...we did not have our regular class in public administration because we had a tour in the lower house, it's really nice there...going ang seeing those luxurious stuff there will give people an impression that the philippines is not in a very bad situation...because everything is in luxury...very unfair!...going back to my activities...our prof is a politician so he knew several people in the congress...we had an employee in there to guide and tour us around...i did wait for my crush, cong. zubiri, but sadly he's not around...hahahaha...<sorry he's taken>...hahaha...my classmates are really naughty, they keep on teasing me about so called "bokbok", he's the employee, bokbok kc he's name is gerald and i look like kim chui daw...do i?...they think daw na he had a crush on me...awww... that's really bad because he have a wife already...im not a home crasher...hehehe...we really had fun that day...we bonded a lot!...they are fun to be with...then after the congressional tour we had a mall tour....hahaha...kidding!...i mean we went to the mall to shop!...my favorite part!...hahaha...i was really broke when i got home...xmpre im only human, and shopping is my weakness...hahaha...then i overslept last thursday because im really tired the other day...i woke up mga 1 na, and the bad part is...my friends are here and i was surprised because i did not even brushed my teeth...eeewww... but ok lng kc we used to have sleep overs...then at 5:30 i attended my class...we did not had a regular class nanaman because we attended a party...hahaha...it was a very nice day...il update you na lng after...ciao!

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here i go again, trying to tell a story about myself in the past few days...hehehe...last week i was really worried and disturbed...but i dont know why?...isn't it weird?...i guess it's just the effect of fatigue...hahaha...im really stressed lately from school, which is also our exam week...to my obligations...haiz...what a tiring life...i remember when i was in la salle, i was really laid back...how i wish i had that life back?!...oh well...im growing old and i guess it's time for me to face my own maturity...i need to focus and have a responsible way of living...before i was into parties, gimiks and everything for me is purely fun and leisure...and i realized that that doesn't work now...i need to be more serious about my activities...enough of my life seriousness thoughts...hahaha...oh it's the most talked and awaited day of the lovers, and unluckily it is my most hated day of the year, everything is just not normal...everyone tends to be very sweet and they keep on greeting people...but what is the use of this day actually?...being sweet is not only for valentine but we can also show our sweetness in any day of the year...oh well, i guess im not used to valentines day, i just look forward to the flowers i will receive...hahaha...i never had a real valentine but im open...im looking forward to cupid's gift...aaarrrgghhh! i im disturbed! is it obvious?...i can't even understand my own thoughts...they are scattered!...ok, till here...ciao!

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this is really a week for me...things which are very unexpected are happening lately...let's start my story in valentines day...i felt that it was an ordinary day which is not supposed to be special...i was not hoping for some sort of surprises, but it turned out that i was really blessed because my friends had their own shares of laughter with me...i guess i realized that valentines day is not only for lovers but for people who love each other whatever realtionship they may have...the thursday is a normal day and partially friday...there is not much to say...but im shocked when my ex boyfriend showed up last saturday in my school, and i must admit that he really is a hunk!...hahaha...sorry for the description...he even grew more handsome than before...it really strucked me when i first glanced at him...i didn't realized that it was him...we didn't saw each other since last 2 years and i hadn't heard any news about him...then imagine how surprised or shocked can i get when he popped out in my classroom door...i almost fainted...ours is not a normal relationship, it's more of an open ending whirlwind romance...we hadn't have a formal break-up...i just started ignoring him because i heard nasty rumors about him...it was a long distance relationship and we're both immature in a sense...i was 17 and he was 21 at that time...but despite that we managed to keep the relationship even for a few months...it was more of we enjoy each other's company than we love each other...do u get my point?...those type of realationship may not last like what happened to us...but last saturday he showed up...what does he want?...my friends thought that he wanted a second chance and i do to...<cross-fingers>...we have a communication now ...he left last sunday but he will be coming back this week...i hope he court me again...last monday was also very mysterious...i was from other schools marketing our school...then when i got back to my school, everyone was teasing me, i wondered why? then a bouquet of flowers pla was delivered from anonymous sender...it was surprising but at the same time very flattering...until now i haven't found out who was the anonymous sender is...could it be my ex?...but it is not possible because he was away and he is not that type of guy who gives flowers...well, i guess i might find out sooner or later...il just have to wait...till here...ciao!

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what a week?! omg~! i have this professor in taxation na sobrang hate ko! arrrgghh~!...she is really very rude on us...she keeps on saying things which lowers our self-esteem...as if nmn she is a very good teacher but she's not!...gggrrr!!!...enough about her...continuation of my story last week...my ex and i fought about a petty issue last monday! he is so insensitive!...i don't think we can last a day without arguing on certain issues...he's very egoistic...but despite all that quarrels we always end up talking and we are sweet again...parang bata, away bati...but im really fond of him ksi he can make me giggle everytime na he's sweet to me...whew!<blush>...it's summer and im very excited on going to the beach!...i love swimming a lot!...kya nga i always go to the gym this past few months para ready na for summer outfit!...i wish my 2 piece will fit me perfectly!...hai have nothing to say, really!...im just telling things that has no direct relevance just to make my diary longer...hehehe...till here...ciao!

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yesterday was my friend's birthday and the celebration was awesome! graveh, at first kala ko it would not be that fun...siyempre as a good friend eh kailangan kong pumasok for her khit i hate the subject! p.e.! aaarrrggghhh!!!!,....sasayaw lang kmi ulit dun...xmpre im a sweet friend, i want everything to be perfect!...hirap kaya nun...buong barkada ngplano, nung morning ngkita kmi ni lovely, my other friend para iprepare ang surprise! gosh! hirap kya nun...i feel tired nung morning! bumili kmi ng cake, nghanap ng gift, pati flowers and everthing!...arrrggghhhh!...tpos mga after lunch sobrang ayaw ko ng tumuloy ksi i feel weak tpos may p.e. practicum pa kmi...then pagdating sa skul ngstart na yung surprise, then ok na kasi nkita ko nmn sa expression ng face ng friend ko na sobra siyang happy so im happy na rin khit pagod...pero sad to say may pe pa, sumayaw ako khit hnd nkauniform...kakahiya kasi kapansinpansin kasi ako lang ang hnd nakauniform plus hnd ako mrunong mgdance at hnd ko alm yung steps...but i need to so sumayaw nga ako...after the practicum natuwa na rin ako ksi sbi nung mga clasm8s ko ang cute ko daw sumayaw, para daw akong barbie!!! aaayyy!!!...ok na din khit nakakahiya...then after p.e. diretso kmi sa haus ni klarence, 1 of our kabarkada, inuman na daw! ok dun ksi malapit sa beach so sobrang saya ksi pumunta muna kmi ng beach tpos picture picture then konting inom...ang saya sa beach!...i mean 1st time ksi kming ngkasamasama ng kumpleto...parang bumalik ang lhat...then we need to go back sa haus na ni klarence kc its getting late...tpos dun na ngresume ang session...nginuman kmi until mga 12...after ng inuman, ngkalabasan na ng mga inner feelings...graveh, nilapitan ako ni klarence, tpos kung ano ano na sinabi nia, ksi parang bumalik lhat yung dati, meron ksi kming somethng dati tpos bglang naputol...i really dont know kung ano ngyari?...then thinking about it ngayon parang im beginning ulit to fall for him!....aaarrrggghhhh!!!!.....aaayyyyy....ewan! ang gulo ko...sa last confession ko eh other guy ang kinukwento ko ngayon im talking about feelings on other guy nmn...but i really am confused right now!...let me think first...till my next post! ciao!

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ive been thinking lately bout sa love life ko eh parang ang gulo nga...iv been through a lot of things already so i should know what to do by now but honestly i dont! hmmm...bkit ganun, lagi na lang love ang problem ng tao? i guess its just the most complicated thing! it produces extreme joy and pain...bout my last diary...we are really getting close! and maybe i will have a boyfriend before the summer ends <cross-fingers!>...my school life is a trash! im bored with my course! it's really hard i swear! i dont feel that accountancy is really for me...i feel lost! im not happy with it...but running from it would again create a more complicated problem...maybe because i also dont know what i want...is this normal? ggrrr!!! im confused!...dont know what to say...this is the worst part of my life! i felt totally lost!...till here...ciao!

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whew! exam is finally over! at least the major ones! arrgghh! i still have 2 subjects to finish but my hardest subject which is accounting is already done1 what a relief! what i hope now is to me to pass! i wish! i was really busy this past few days because of our finals and gosh it's really hard! imagine we had our exam on one subject the whole day and what do you expect it's accounting! from 10 to 7 straight with only 1 hour lunch break from 12-1! but at least im done and it felt like im free! i dont know what to do on this summer vacation! i still have no plans yet...wish there is no vacation! i dont want to rest... i have nothing to do...empty! aaarrgghhh! till here! ciao!

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this day is for my last exam and also the hardest! quantitative techniques! i've always been good at math when i was in my elementary and high school days plus the early part of my college days, and i knew that but when i had those math subjects with this professor i begin to doubt my abilities because in my own standards i wasn't performing very well already! she was a genius! she knows how to twist everything...those simple problems for me before are the hardest one now...how did she do that?...i guess this is one way of god to tell me to be humble...i guess what i lack in is humility!...when i start failing in exams then that is also my start of exerting my effort in studying math subjects...haiz...the exam's result in accounting will be out on monday and i also wish that it would bring nice results...im afraid to fail...im that type of person who is not used to failures...i always do my best on everything and i become depressed whenever i fail...aarrrggghhh! im really selfish! till here, i dont want to add more on my fears...ciao!

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ok i had this conversation w/ my ex bf and he's in australia na pala...i guess when you were involved w/ someone before even break up would not be the end and it was just set aside...aarrgghhh! do i make sense? i guess not? maybe im just super astonished that after a long time we had a conversation in a very unexpected manner! yeah sure i miss him a lot! guess, he'll always be a part of my life...our relationship will still be the same no matter what plus the fact that our break up was a mutual desicion and it was a peaceful agreement and we both think that it's the best for both of us, i guess? ok enough! im done w/ my drama...ciao!

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so ok, yesterday i was feeling very spiritually refreshed...hmm...how could i explain this... i had my confession and i feel cleansed...this is a normal tradition in the family that we have our confession every new year and holy week...it is really too much for other people but i grew up in a family which is very close to the church...my parents are also very active in the church, they even are officers in some of the organization or our church...oh well... my friends always tease me about it and they thought i was being very religious daw but i think im not, im just fullyt aware of my faith although im not perfe ct but im trying my best to be a good christian...this holy week, i would just do my sacrifices which is what i promised to god...till here...ciao!

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im bored these past few days....i dont know what to do...i just keep myself busy by watching videos on youtube...i am really sick and tired of this summer break....i wish classes would resume as soon as possible plus i also have not enrol yet because i dont know what subject will i take...grrr!...i know i am very irresponsible but that is me...i hope i will have a productive activity this summer...i stopped going to the gym because im really lazy and also my body hurts, a lot! plus i also dont have the patience to exhaust myself in making my body sweat...ok fine! im just good at the start...i hope again i could eventually change this attitude...hmmm...dont know what to say na...i guess this reach 100 words already...till here! ciao!

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Thanks God, I'm done with the qualifying exam! Whew! That was really hard! I am really desperate in passing that exam because I can't proceed to the next accounting course if I wasn't able to pass it. These past few days were busy days for me because I need to do a lot of things right now. There are several works that are due this week. Oh well, I guess it is a part of a student's life to be this busy once in a while. My summer class started last Monday and I'm really excited when I first attended that class because it's my first time to cross-enroll. I want to meet new people and I also want to make new friends. Since I was only a cross-enrollee, I have this urge that I need to study harder and excel to prove myself in this new environment. Besides, I don't want to embarass myself and my school. My story will end here because i have nothing to say. Ciao!

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ggrrrr!!! this month is the most hectic month! i need to finish all my requirements...this is going to be a busy month again!...im really getting fat, i dont even have the luxury of time going to the gym! aaarrrggghhh!!! i wish i have enough time...my life cycle is very unusual...i dont know what to do first...this is a miracle na ngkakaron pa ko ng time na gumawa ng diary here...summer is almost over but i didn't even had a single vacation! kaasar! i don't deserve this...all my friends are enjoying the summer while here i am focused on some other boring stuff! oh well, this is the price i must pay for being so laid-back at my studies...i need to rush things out so that i could graduate in time!