_ Mica's Exclusive Confession Room _

[Mica]

I wasn't able to go online yesterday and I am actually happy na tambak ang messages ngayon hehe Namiss ko rin yung katulad dati na kapag hindi ka makapag-ol ng isang araw pagcheck mo ang dami na agad posts.. Sana magtuloy-tuloy pa ito



Honestly, I was not expecting that she'll be booted out from the game. Gee and I were actually thinking na one of the boys ang matatanggal but then the Kashen ang natanggal due to violations (na karamihan na nagpatanggal din sa iba). I'm not really mad at her when she chose to vote me out.. hindi naman nakapasok like the first time eh hehe I just hope na she'd continue texting me because i love chatting with her when it comes to love stuff haha

I'm happy for the news relayed by Gee about Paolo. Gosh, I miss Paolo! Too bad hindi ko siya naaabutan online. I am happy with his achievements right now. Matagal ko nang alam na he loves performing and yes, he's a good singer! I wish him the best sa school, life and career!

I am actually sad when I read the latest confession of Ate Mats.

I am the type of person who would text everyone in my phonebook and bombared them with text messages no matter how sweet or annoying it is. I constantly text the remaining vhms and even the evicted once. Ate Mats and I are constant textmates eversince. I am actually wondering why suddenly wala na akong narereceive sa kanya. Hindi ko rin nareceive yung text nya asking what's happening na in the house. Eh di sana nagreply ako.

Ewan ko kung itong misunderstanding namin started with the council or what. Akala ko ok and clear ang lahat kasi nung magkatext kami that week, hindi namin napaguusapan yun and she said din naman sa past confessions niya na wala na yung issue about the vh of the week sa kanya because its not really a big deal and her reason for voting me off confused me nung nilabas ang results. I mean, i thought we were ok.. i thought wala na yun sa kanya kasi wala na yun for me after she stated her side.. If she thinks I'm acting weird lately, why not ask me if what's wrong or what? we used to talk about the issues we had. Yes, Ako yung nagtext ng "Hi LiveJournal" because I was hoping she will reply back. Si Gee yung kinonfront ko that night and ok na lahat sa akin because she explained her side and we moved on and talked about kikay stuff and pda like we used to. I was hoping Ate Mats will reply back but she never did. I constantly bombarded her globe phone with quotes and she used to reply back asap. I asked Gee what's wrong, she told me ate Mats is busy with her work and i do understand that. Nabigla lang talaga ako with what I read today. Ayokong lumaki itong gap na ito because honestly this one makes me feel sad and once again, confused. She can text or call me anytime. Hindi naman siguro kailangan na dito pa sa confession magkaliwanagan. Maybe I'll text her again tonight or maybe I'll call her up.. i dunno.. i just want this thing to be clear na. I am looking forward to meeting the other vhms na based sa Manila at ayoko na if ever magkita-kita kami awkward kami.

That's all for now .. I hope magkaroon ng closure itong issue na ito.. I still love Ate Mats siguro nagkataon lang na i am sick, she's busy naman kaya we are reacting this way the past few days.

I'm packing my stuff na coz I'll be in Manila again!

[Mica]

Sorry for not posting here in my confession thread the last time.. nalowbatt laptop na gamit ko..

Anywayz, Lemme greet you Merry Christmas and Advance Happy Birthday? hehehe

I got the chance to submit my forbidden questions the last time. Puro mga kalokohan ang tinanong ko kasi halos lahat regarding the game ang tanong... well about the vhms pa rin naman pero may konting touch of kikay haha

I read Paolo's confession. Well, that is his opinion. Paolo is a good friend of mine and yun ang important. Kung meron man akong taong ililigtas sa bangka na naroroon ang lahat ng vhms, siya ang ililigtas ko. I miss him din kasi halos matagal na yung last chat namin.. as in matagal na! I just hope na makapagusap kami soon...

Anyways, may plan po pala kami magkaroon ng Christmas Eb (yehey!) nacontact ko na po sina Mats, Gee, Kashen, Marge and Charles. So far po mukhang lahat makakapunta.. i did text na rin the exvhms i hope makapunta sila... ang tentative date for now is December 28 sa Greenhills. Sana matuloy dahil may gift giving

BBk, sana makapunta ka hehe sana rin makapunta sina Paolo at Neil G and the rest... siguro hindi ngayon pero kung yumaman na ako bibigyan ko sila ng ticket hahaha

[Mica]

Ngarag pic of mine before lumarga papuntang Maynila

Hellowsky BBK!

How was your Christmas? Sana nagenjoy ka

Anywayz, I got the chance to talk to Charles, Gee, Paolo and Mats on the phone yesterday. First time namin magusap ni Charles sa phone.. sa ym never kami nakapagusap na with mic kasi alam niyo naman sa aming probinsya nyahahaha We talked about college stuff and the EB... nabasa ko rin confession niya hehe sana hindi siya maligaw if ever hehe pero il try to call him up again tonight Si Gee nanood ata ng Zsa Zsa Zaturna... I wonder how Rustom played the role of Ada haha Sana hindi matuloy lakad niya sa 28 para makasama siya sa EB 1 hour din jkami nagusap ni Ate Mats kagabi about "DANIEL SMITH" hehe sasali ata kami sa organization na sumusuporta kay Daniel Smith hehe basta siya kausap ko sa love talaga napupunta.. masaya siyang kausap when it comes to dat subject eh

Tumawag din ako last night kay Paolo when he texted me and greeted me a merry xmas 2 min lang ata yung call kasi yung kapatid ko pinababa agad cp. Seloso eh haha nakachat ko din siya kanina... I miss him waaaahhhh. Katext ko din Neil G kahapon pero sandali lang. I told him na my uncle who lives in Cebu is inviting me to go to Cebu. Nasa wishlist ko din yun kaso hindi ako pwede umalis... hanggang Danggit lang muna haha

I actually have a feeling na one of the boys talaga ang matatanggal. I hope hindi yung naiiisip ko. I know na maraming negative reactions sa latest confession nya, but i would like him to know na hanga ako sayo i swear! Yan ang totoong vhm, nagpapakatotoo at may paninindigan. I salute you dis bro of mine... I Love him!!

Kausap ko rin sa phone kahapon si Ian. He told me na by next year punta na siya ulit ng korea. Sabi ko padalhan niya ako ng gwapong koreano I actually miss talking to him... i consider him one of my "kuya" here in vhm.. i mean in real life. hope to meet him soon! Si Jomar din katext ko... nasa Bicol siya right now and i admire his family dahil nag-outreach ata sila dun. Sana tuloy-tuloy na yan Ka chat ko din si Kenneth kanina. Sana umuwi siya ulit dito hehehe:)

Anyways, I'll get in touch sa mga makakasama bukas... after nito il buy gifts for them na din balak ko padalhan ng card yung mga hindi makakapunta

[Mica]

Ayan na nakalabas na ang results ng nomination... as expected, si Cebuanong Kuya Neil ko ang natanggal

Gosh, i can feel it! Talagang bumibilis na ang mga pangyayari! Malapit na nga talaga ang katapusan ng game na ito.

I am happy coz in a way i got the chance to bond with the hottest guy inside the house (now out). I am still looking for ward to future chats and sms exchange with him. Sana nga matuloy ako sa Cebu next year para naman mameet ko din siya.

Lima na lang kaming natitira at waahhh may nomination agad! Woah! (sandara in super noypi mode haha).

Meron pala tayong bagong poll... i mean, the only poll so far sa game. I have a few online friends na active ngayon sa net and i seldom use the internet na as in babad so il be having a hard time to campaign haha masaya din ito para parang PBB na totoo

Bukas na yung Grand Eyeball with the VHMS. Hindi pa talaga sigurado yung iba kasi hindi ko pa nakausap yung iba. Sana nga tuloy na tuloy na to kahit hindi pa ako nakakabili ng gifts Hay... I'm excited! Ready na ang aking Camera!! yohooo!!!

Yan po muna BBK for now.. Frozen Mica na ako dito sa lakas ng aircon waaahhh

[Mica]

(Beware of a super duper EMO RANDOM entry)

Finally after a number of attempts in the past months, natuloy na rin ang pinaka-aasam na Eyebol !

We had our Grand Eyeball yesterday here at Greenhills. Naka-attend sina Gee, Mats, Charles, Marge and even Jomar! (earlier kami ni Gee).

Honestly, gusto ko gumawa ng super duper mahabang entry about this one.. Gusto ko as in detailed kong mailalagay dito lahat ng kaganapan kahapon pero hindi ko yun magagawa kung nanginginig ako dito sa sobrang lamig. Paguwi ko na lang sa January 2 ako maguupdate na as in detailed

pero can i post my realizations yesterday?

** You can really find true friendship online. Distance is NOT really a hindrance in a relationship (friendship man o kung ano man yan) as long as you constantly communicate with each other and open sa lahat ng bagay, you guys can hit it off kahit first meeting pa lang.

** Taking pictures inside the Female Comfort Room can really be fun too especially if you're with individuals na game na game sa lahat. Ok lang maging lukaret sometimes

** Having a virtual friend accompany you and your bestfriend from Dagupan to stroll around the Greenhills tiangge (no, not JOLIBI) will make you feel happy. Having an online sister bond with your little brother and watch you as you rape your brother can be comforting. and having your kikay sissy chat with ur serious grandfather about UP Diliman stuff can make you smile

** Being with a future professor/historian/rockstar is awesome especially when he's singing spongecola songs and being accompanied by two leading ladies

** Having an intimate talk with someone you had a misunderstanding can really be a memorable one especially when she gives you advices about your lovelife, appreciates your pagiging ka-chxter and analyze what is the story behind every Spongecola song

** The one you constantly voted out (which led into FE) can be the craziest and the most hyper among the vhms

** Cousins of VHMS can be good photographers too

** The youngest among the group doesn't mean that he is the smallest. He is more better to hangout with in real life

** Sipping coffee with the housemates = RIOT hahaha

** You have this unexplainable feeling when you actually see a real PBB Housemate from the tv show when you are with the virtual housemates

** You can't really avoid missing the other housemates who can't make it

** Virtual Loveteams can be more "kakilig" when you see them together live and take a stolen shot while they are walking in the street.

** I can be a good tourguide of annapolis street telling the tourist where Nida Blanca was murdered, where the beauty queen jumped from the 27th floor and where the chop chop lady was chopped

** Pillows with porky something is cute

** Knowing that this game is gonna end soon makes me feel EMOTIONAL

[Mica]

One of the cutest pics nung EB! I Love it!

Pic courtesy of Ate Mats or Marge? hehe (nakaw kasi ng nakaw haha)

BBK Belated Happy New Year!!

I would like to say sorry kung hindi man ako nakapag-update o nagparamdam for the past 3-4 days. I had to look after my brother tapos wala rin internet shop na bukas noong 31st at January 1. Just arrived here in Dagupan from Manila

Anyway, Na-excite ako when I saw the pictures sa thread ni ate Mats!! I mean, woah!! I can't believe na nangyari nga yung EB at we did the crazy stuff together! Sana maulit yun... hopefully after the game? hehehe sana makarating din yung mga hindi nakapunta I'll be posting the pics from my camera bukas.. more banyo queen pics there hehehe

Alam niyo ba BBK, ako na ang president ng CHARGEE Fan Club! WEEEE

Si Ate Mats ang naginform sa akin na nakapasok pala ako sa Big 4. Nabigla rin ako when I saw the results. Parang kasama ko lang si Sir Charles nun tapos out na siya. I guess there's nothing to lose naman kasi part na siya ng jury.

Sina Gee at Mats din ang nagsabi sa akin about the questions sa council. Whe I finally got the chance read the questions myself, nawindang ako! Para talagang presscon ito hehe o di kaya Forbidden Questions ni DJ Mo Twister I hope nobody gets offended sa mga answers ko. I have no choice but to answer the questions.

To be honest BBk, I have a feeling na I'll be the next evictee. I have a feeling na ako na ang uupo sa final slot ng mga jury. Honestly din, mukhang mas gusto ko din umupo dun. Rare opportunity yung pwede kang umupo as one of the juries. This reminds me of SCQ council. Si Neil G si Boy Abunda (susunod! hehe Boy Abundat pala lol), Neil G is Direk Lauren (or should i say, sir? hehe) and ako na kaya yug uupo sa gitna? hay i can't wait!!

[Mica]

Hiya BBK! Eto na po yung pics naman na nakuha through my camera nung EB. sorry for the delay!



[L-R] Gee, Laila, Lecel (my bestfriend), Carlo(my brother) and Me at my Lolo's Condo Unit. Lecel had to talk to her mom thru the phone kaya napauwi muna kami. After ng picture taking na ito nagbonding naman si Lolo at si Gee



Two Camera Babes in one pic! hehehe Nasa Theater Mall na kami niyan with Charles



Gee and Myx Again! hehe



Hawak ng CHARGEE loveteam ang pillows na binigay ko Ang cute noh?



Si Wild Gee at si Poging Charles! Hanep!



CHARGEE-licious!



Ang dalawang bebot sa buhay ni Charles. CHARGEE vs. CHARGE. Saan kayo? Bumoto na!



Picture with Real PBB 4th Placer Uma Khouny! Katawa yung story behind this pic.. la lang nakakaamaze kasi hindi mo akalain na may totoong pbb hm din sa starbucks that time hehehe Naalala niya pa rin ako katuwa naman



TREAT NI ATE MATS! Eto ang dahilan kung bakit hindi siya nakakatulog hehe nasobrahan sa Kape



Ang Kulit ni Charles hehehe Wala kaming chemistry... the best pa rin talaga yung tambalan nila nina Gee o ni Marge



Ayan lumabas na talaga ang pagiging camera babe ni Gee! Ang pic na ito ay inaalay ko kay.. i mean kina... wah ang dami kasing kaloveteam hehehe



Ate Mats and Gee naman this time Sayang hindi nakarating yung ibang boylets hehehe



Group pics muna na medyo formal para sosyal



Buti hindi kami pinalayas sa Starbucks nung kinunan itong pic na ito. Ingay at ang gulo namin hehe pero at least masaya kami, diba?



Kami naman ni Ate Mats First pic taken sa loob ng CR. Basta niyaya ko na lang "Ate Mats pic tayo click!" hehehe



Kami naman ni hyper girl Marge



Sa sobrang dami ng kamera hindi na namin alam saan kami titingin hehehe



I LOVE THIS PIC! Sinulit talaga namin ang 10 pesos! yeah!!!



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Ayan na po ang mga pics Hay sobrang saya talagang magreminisce..

[Mica]

One week to go na lang at irereveal na kung sino ang Big Winner, 1st and 2nd Runner Up.

For sure, Female ang magiging Big Winner and I guess marami din ang naeexcite kasi one from each season pa ang labanan ... actually gusto ko maging jury sana, pero since nandito na ako, tuloy-tuloy na

BBK lam mo ba meron isang ex PBB Housemate ang nagvote for me dito during the poll? hehe check out this link

www.pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=281667&page=3

nagpromote din kasi ako dyan noon haha so ayun, binoto ako ni Chx Sayang lang sana nagpost din siya sa tagboard

Anywayz, My stay here inside the house is not really that easy. May mga times na gusto ko nang mag-giveup pero nandyan yung mga true friends ko to back me up... I really miss the PBBFG1 housemates lahat sila. Sana magkaroon din kami ng EB ulit sa Blue Onion hehehe

Whatever the results in this game will be, tatanggapin ko yun ng buong puso. I can't believe I actually survived haha Lahat naman kami dito deserving to bring home the bacon and wear that crown.. I can say na I am a winner kasi I was able to stand up sa bawat challenges na naranasan ko dito. I'm happy coz I found true friends here. I'm happy coz finally matatapos na ang game.. I'm happy kasi nalagpasan ang 100 days...

I am also thankful sa lahat ng naniwala sa kakayahan ko. Sa mga nagdoubt siguro I have to thank them din .. they made me stronger. Maraming pagkakataon na nasaktan ako sa mga nangyayari pero part yan talaga ng game. Sana lang maging happy ending ang lahat ng ito

BBK, Thanks for everything

[Mica]

Reminds me of the BREAKING ALL THE RULES video haha

Nabasa ko po latest confession nina Gee at Ate Mats.. I am happy dahil nakaabot ako ng ganito katagal sa game. Tama nga yung sabi nila na lagi akong delikado kapag nomination.. I'm lucky kasi kahit na ganun man ang kalagayan ko, nandito pa rin ako

Si Ate Maristel is the Ate of the group. Super thoughful yan and all-out sa pagbigay ng advice. Marami kaming hindi napagkaunawaan first nomination pa lang pero sa game lang iyon. Kapag gabi magkatext kami and I confide to her kapag may problema ako. I'm looking forward sa next meeting namin.. Sana nga out of town pa hehe

Si Gee naman lately lang kami naging close. Na-appreciate ko yung pagiging honest niya sa akin at kung paano siya nakitungo sa family ko and my bestfriend. She's the smart chick in the game.. and siya rin ang nashoshower ng many boys! yebah! hehe Sana labas kami ulit soon at gimik to death ever

In this game, Paolo is my most trusted friend. Marami na rin kaming pinagdaanan niyan. Kahapon ko pa sana gusto magpost ng message for him pero wala pang thread.. ngayon naman paalis na ako. BBK, wait mo message ko for him ha? I'll post it bukas.. may kalakip na surprise

Till here muna.. gtg

[Mica]

Hi BBK! Musta na po? Malapit na kaming umalis sa bahay ninyo.. Sana mamimiss niyo kami

Thanks po dahil naihabol ko yung Message ko for Paolo. Yung mga pic po na yun was taken mga May 2004 sa GMA Broadway when we watched Stage 1 Live for the 2nd time. Tita Dida is with us in the pic. Sorry po kung medyo blurry kinunan ko lang po through my camera.. may topak po kasi scanner dito sa office hehe

BBK marami pong nagtatanong sa akin about Season 5. Gusto nilang sumali pero hindi naman sila magkakakilala. If ever meron na naman akong manok Sa Season 2 sina Paolo at Remcyl. Sayang nung season 3 wala Meron din po nag-iinquire na common friend namin ni Ate Mats at Gee.. Si Ederlyn po.. kaso ayaw siyang payagan ng bf niya na si Arman Bet pa man din sana namin siya.

I'm currently browsing sa mga friendster accounts ng mga aspbbfg housemates.. magnanakaw ako ng pics haha may friend ako sabi niya crush niya yung isang guy dito.. won't tell you muna kung sino hehe pero astig among the boys here siya ang type!

Yan po muna for now bbk.. baka di me makapagol bukas.. mwah mwah

[Mica]

Hi BBK! Hindi ako nakapag-online kahapon kasi hindi ok ang pakiramdam ko.. actually hanggang ngayon pero kinakaya na lang

Posted this pic with Chx kasi naalala ko tanong ni Paolo This pic was sent by CHX sa Ktxt nya last December 31 2005 Sana next yr meron na din PBB housemate from pbbfg po noh? masaya yun ubusan na to ng lowd!!

Finally napost ko na yung mga sagot ko sa mga tanong ng mga jury.. ok din kasi may variety of questions. All I did is answered the questions truthfully sana walang magalit sa akin

3 days na lang ba kami dito? It hurts na maggudbye na kami sa game kasi naging part na rin ito ng daily routine namin.. sana after this meron pa rin mga chat conference pero this time more on personal stuff na

Sana mag-push through pa din yung sa T-Shirts. Yung isang club namin dito sa club meron silang merchandize medy0 magastos pero worth-it naman

BBK, may isang vhm na namimiss ko ngayon.. nasa Manila siya ngayon at katext ko kanina.. gusto ko siyang makita pero what can I do? Nandito ako sa napakalayong probinsya namin Sana Malapit lang ang Manila sa Dagupan..

I had glimpse of the blogsite na ginawa ni Ate Mats for the pbbfg graduates.. aww.. graduate na kami at least naturuan ninyo kami ng napakaraming bagay sa buhay.. salamat talaga bbk.

That's all for now BBK. Me Love You!

[Mica]

Hello BBK! Wow 2 days na lang madedeclare na kung sino ang big winner!

Before ako lumuwas ng Manila, nagpaprint ako ng copy ng ASPBBFG Photo na ginawa ni Kenneth. Nakita siya ng lolo ko and asked me kung sino yung mga naka-eyeball ko at na-recognize nya si Gee (siya lang naman nakita nya eh hehe). Kwinento ko din na matatapos na yung game at may next season. Meron daw po suggestion si lolo: GAY EDITION

Anywayz, I really want to go to Manila to meet up with another vhm! As in super gustong-gusto ko na siyang makita!! Sana malapitan lang talaga ang Dagupan to Manila.. Eh di sana makakanta ko na ang "Dreams in my reality.."

Speaking of dreams, sa sobrang sarap ng tulog ko kagabi, napanaginipan ko ang iba't ibang virtual housemates na nakasama daw sa iba't ibang reality based contests. Kenneth is one of the globbies daw of PDA Season 2 at nagpagawa pa daw talaga kami ng malaking banner for him Si Remcyl (Season 2) at ako naman daw ay nakapasok sa Philippine Idol and guess what.. naging guest judge daw si Paolo Miguel! Kashen became one of the Starstruck Finalists na namimigay daw si Ate Mats ng flyers at nag-online campaign pa for her.. Siya na rin daw ang bagong may hawak ng title na "Lovely Goddess" na pinangalan ni Pao for Jade :)Nakapasok din daw si Ian at Neil TG sa PBB and as expected, Ian became controversial because of i don't know nasa dream ko iniinterbyu daw siya ni Boy Abunda at Kris Aquino.

If ever man magkatotoo itong mga ito, I'd be so proud na nanggaling ako dito sa game na ito

I am enjoying to the highest level na lang. Hindi na ako magpapaapekto sa mga sagot sa council kasi patapos naman na eh. 2 days to go na lang so I am enjoying the remaining days kasi for sure magpapa-audition na kayo for the next season.. di niyo na kami priority hehehe I heard na meron daw kayong mga ininvite na kakilala ko.. nawiwindang tuloy ako kung sinong susuportahan ko Sana lang matutunan din nila lahat ng natutunan namin dito sa house. Mabuhay ka, BBK!