Let's get personal...

[Stephanie]

zenpyre5 said:

mystephanie said:

What a question ate steph..!! hehehe...

Wala pa akong pinagsabay na dalawang babae...I am not confident enough...hehhe...pro ala naman talaga akong balak na gawin yun kaci naniniwala ako sa karma...bebebbe
And no di ako babaero...

hehehehhe...!! ikaw ate steph...is there a guy sa past relationships mo na until now ala ka parin nakaka get-over?

well i only had 1 relationship and my ex is not the guy involved.... siguro prang ka-fling ko lng.. and yes i can say i'm not that over it yet... just a little nlng.

[_anne_]

hmmm....i smell something kakaiba...hahaha...cno ate steph?

[fergiepol]

waa.. ate step move on! haha! anadyan si kuya AL! wahhaha

[Zenpyre]

ahahha...tong c fergie oh...baka magka developan na tong cina AL at Ate STEPH...hehehhe

[fergiepol]

haha.. parang picture lng e noh! haha

[Deleted]

hala ate steph...ay joke! fergie talaga!

[Stephanie]

hahahaha.... ganito kasi yun... i have this very close guy friend na sa sobrang close namin eh medyo nahulog na loob ko sa kanya(konti lng naman). then parang nagpaparamdam din yun guy na to at to the point pa na iniisip na ng kabarkada nya na friends ko rin na kame na. hay.... until there was a time na na realize ko na talga na i'm falling for him kasi iba yun naramdaman ko nun sumasayaw siya at yun "flirt" na friend ko dati (heller can you imagine na alam na nga nun friend ko na girl na may feelings na ko sa guy at sinayaw pa nya ng medyo daring at intimate... di man lang nya naisip kung ano mararamdaman ko..di ba napaka insensitive nya. eh kung ako kasi un di ko gagawin yun noh.. kasi alam ko na baka ma hurt ko yun feelings ng friend ko. s*** tlga sya. pero di na kame friends ngayon.) back to my story. yun na nga tpos medyo umiwas na ko ng konti sa kanya kasi nga ayaw ko rin ma ruin friendship namin. tapos ayun... pinagsabi nlng nya na may gusto sya sa isang friend ko (di yun friend ko na flirt ha.) ibang girl.. pero mabait tong girl na to. ok lng naman sa akin kung magkagusto sya dun. point ko lng kasi prang pina asa nya ko. sinasabi nya sa mga friends nyang boys na may gusto sya sa akin at to the point na nga na kinausap na ko ng isa sa mga common friends namin na prang bini-bridge na nga sya sa akin.. kasi torpe daw tlga. hay... basta tapos na yun... ayoko na ikwento pa... kasi sa totoo lng magulo tlga.

[Stephanie]

but i'm over him naman... my ex is currently trying to win my heart back... and i'm still thinking about it until now...

saka friends na kami ulit nun guy na yun.... pero hindi na tulad ng friendship na meron kame noon... prang nagka lamat na. i thought kasi his really a friend.. at di nya magagawa sa akin yun.

but past is past.

[Stephanie]

lam nyo kung e-kkwento ko lahat lhat... hay kakapgod mag type. basta last year i can say was the worst year i had. as in totally... to the highest level.

[_anne_]

yah me too...2006 was my loneliest year!

[Deleted]

hmmm
me too. one of the worst years, methinks...and that year made my defining moment...made me more of an evil kid... and a stupid friend.

[Stephanie]

all i thought nga it's going to be my year... kasi i was born year of the dog.. eh yun sana year ko last year di ba? pero opposite ata. Last year, prang dumating ako sa point na parang nag-rebelde ako sa sarili ko. natuto akong uminom. to the point na talgang nagpakalasing tlga ako. and imagine na nagawa ko last time na nasa disco bar kame eh habang nasa dance floor ibang friends ko eh inubos ko ang drinks nilang lahat. San mig light nga lang pero nalasing talga ako kasi nga di ako uminom ng liquor at di rin ako sanay. Plus the fact na marami din akong inaway that time. As in it's totally not me.

[Stephanie]

But i'm changed. Back to my own self ako... but stronger (i guess). Pero those things last year made me realize a lot. Nalaman ko rin kung sino yun mga totoo kong kaibigan at mga totoong tao sa akin. I learned a lot from those trials.. siguro corny man kung marining pero totoo. Mistakes really plays a part for a person to learn more and realize things. I'm just trying to stay optimistic kahit kung minsan talgang na-dodown pa rin ako on some things.

[Stephanie]

Anne and NIz.... bkit nyo din nasabi na di magandang ang nakaraang taon? if it's ok lng.

[Deleted]

may nangyari naman. isang "friend" ko eh...she betrayed me.

[AL]

betrayal is the worst thing that would ever happen to a person especially if the one who did it is a friend. parang gusto mong magwala.

[Zenpyre]

wha? na intriga tuloy ako dun niz ha...!!

[Stephanie]

true yan al. syempre trusted mo tlga ang person na yun tapos ganun lng ginawa syo. yun din isa sa nangyari sa akin last year.

Niz pareho pala tayo ng pinagdaanan last year. super regret ko tlga yun babaeng yun... she just came to my life like that and ruined almost everything and also my relation with some other friends... considering ok talga ang relationship ko with them then suddenly nun dumating sya eh nagulo lang. hay.

[Deleted]

Ganito yun eh: bagong-lipat ako sa school nung babaeng yun. As in newbie ako dun. Tas eh tamang-tama di ako naka-uniform (kasi wala pa ako nun) then she started to pick on me na parang magkakilala kami! I mean, she kept on pointing out how I dress up, how I talk, how I do things...that went on for, I think, two months. Tas eventually naging frinds kami nun pero di ko sya tanggap. I was like, "hey, we're friends--she 'likes' me but I don't"...sumasakay lang ako sa mga gusto nya. Kaya ako ganun kasi kahity magkaibigan kami, I still had the grudge against her (dahil sa mga ginawa nya sakin nung first day ko sa school nila). It worsened nung nagka-bf ako (na ex ko na)...naging sila nun dahil inagaw nya.


"hey, s, you sound soo hurt.. all you have to do is to let him go, di naman sa nakikialam ako..im just concerned.. i've done that to niz and look what has happen to her..try to look at the positive side, he's not for you..sometimes we need to get hurt to learn lessons..i myself, regret with what i did, but then it's a choice not a mistake.."---that's what she wrote to a friend of mine. And then she has the audacity to tell everyone na ayaw nya ng backstabbers at mga plastic?!? darn her. One year na at may sama pa rin ako ng loob sa kanya.

[Zenpyre]

meron rin talagang mga tao na ganyan..di mo malalaman if genuine cla sayo.
But wag mo nalang yun intindihin Niz coz there is always a good reason why it happened to you. Plus naniniwala kaba sa Karma? Ako naniniwala kya i-sinasadyos ko nalang..

hahah...serious tuloy tayo oh..!!