The Blogista Princess Speaks: Mica's Diary

[Mica]

I am still sick haha Nakalaklak na ako ng ilang galon ng tubig at dalandan juice pero hindi pa rin nawawala ang aking ubo't sipon

Dapat kasama ako sa Christmas Outreach Program ng lahat ng orgs sa school but I opted not to go. Why? Because I just don't feel like going. Dati sabik na sabik ako pagdating sa school activities pero recently parang nawawalan ako ng gana. Eto ba ay may kinalaman sa naging "gap" ko sa ibang USG members? I dunno..

I was browsing in my Multiply account yesterday and scanned the albums with their faces in it. I really miss them.. I really do! There are times na gusto ko silang lapitan pero parang naiilang ako. Siguro dahil meron nang mga bagong taong tumatambay doon ngayon. Napansin ko din ang isang change sa isang tao na ikinalungkot ko. Dati he never failed to inform me sa mga important details sa org pero ngayon parang he doesn;t even care about us anymore. Sana naman hindi ganon. I want to talk to them pero hindi ko alam paano i-initiate.

Honestly, I am disappointed when i found out what happened in the "meeting" a month ago. Pinili ko nung una na hindi magpaapekto pero nasaktan ako sa binigay sa akin na info ng isang friend and it did really break my heart.

I guess one month is enough to heal the pain in our hearts.. I want to reconcile not because It's Christmas time, pero more on I want to save the FRIENDSHIP we had (and i hope we still "have" that one) dahil I spent the whole first semester with you guys and 85% of it was worthwhile. If you will read my ********* related entries, makikita ko how much i treasured every moment we spent together: The Campain, the Concerts, The Rooftop, The Beach, The Office Moments, Mochachinno, Kropek, Japanese Food, Muyot, BEER (hehe joke mama hindi ako uminom weee), the sleepover - GOD I MISS THESE MOMENTS! No matter how I try to not think about every single member, wala eh bumabalik pa rin. I treated some of you as my own brothers and sisters - i know you also did. I hope it's not yet late to have a talk sometime.

[Mica]

Paspasan ang aking ginagawang pag-update ngayon dahil magsasara na ang computer shop haha

Kahapon nasa house lang ako the whole day.. text text lang tapos kain lang ng kain.. lafang ng lafang haha

I am happy for Yeng being the Grand Winner of PDA.. Sayang dahil hindi nakasama si Panky sa top3 pero anong mgagawa natin text votes ang mananaig hehe

Meron na din akong bet sa Starstruck 4. Si Jewel M. of Bulacan. KC Lookalike kasi hehe

I spent the whole afternoon playing with my brother and reading some notes. Pinanood ko din ang Myx Mo and oh my, I want to learn more on how to play the guitar! Astig haha

This morning medyo badtrip pero i won't post it here na lang.. Pumunta din ako sa Dentist for the adjustment and took my exams sa Current Trends... kopyahan galore kami haha buti na lang

bukas 4 exam. wish me luck!

[Mica]

I have been too lazy the past few days... oh well haha

Went online last night pero madalian lang. Walang internet connection sa cyber access tapos sa netlay naman maagang magsara grrr..

Kaya umuwi na lang ako and heard a bad news.. yung isang Tito ko namatay sa US tapos yung kapatid ng nabyuda nasa ICU naman ngayon.. won't post the details kasi kilalang personality yun isa pang kapatid kaya hindi na nila itutuloy yung yearly Christmas Party nila na gaganapin sana sa 21.

TV Galore lang din ako last night. Nanood ako ng Deal or No Deal, MSKM, SS4 and my Favorite Bakekang! hehe Medyo hindi pa rin ako impress sa acting ni Lovi Poe as Krystal. Bilib ako kina Yasmien at Nadine. diba si Cogie ang magiging ka-loveteam ni Lovi? Sana ligawan na lang ng character ni Cogie dun si Mommy Bakekz haha ( i love the Sunshine-cogie tandem nung Kung Mawawala ka hehe)

Anywayz, nagexam ako kanina sa software design. Kopyahan as usual haha pero hindi ako nagpahalata.

May exam dapat kami ngayon sa statistics pero nobody's texting me. sana wala muna. Kakatamad eh..

Bagal n g Multiply, Pex at LJ!!

Talked to my mom for 2 hours kagabi and yes, napuyat ako at ang sakit ng tenga ko pati ulo ko. May Radiation? hehe

yan muna.. random random

[Mica]

Just arrived from Binalonan, Pangasinan to visit my relatives (Tomeldan- my mom's side) before Christmas. I don't usually do this but then I just missed them

Anyway, went there with Carlo and ate Virgie. Grabe nasa van pa lang kami dami ko na nagastos dahil ang takaw ni Carlo haha Mabait naman siya during the trip maybe because nakatapat sa kanya yung aircon at may nilalaklak na coke

I am a bit surprised when i saw my cousins -they all gained weight! Feeling ko ako lang naligaw because according to them, i look thinner and they advised me to sleep early at night. "Matulog na maaga... hindi matulog ng umaga!"

As expected, masarap ang lunch namin. I really can't blame them if they can't control their diet sarap kasi nila magluto! We ate alot kaya hindi ko maalala kung ano ang mga ulam na yun

I took a short nap nung hapon because I slept at 3AM and woke up at 6AM. I asked permission if i can use the computer but sadly, there's a connection problem.. badtrip haha

We ate a lot again by dinner and my lolo erning was pleased that carlo and i went there. Carlo had fun playing with the sand at inubos ang paninda ni Tito Boy

I had a short chat with each of them: Lannelle About Gabgab and how we were years ago, Ate Eyan about the Nursing Exam and my dad, Ate Anna about relationships and family issues and more. My mom talked to each of them 1 hour kaya drained ang aking battery.

I want to share the pics right now pero hindi ko pa na-transfer. sayang.

[Mica]

I am here ngayon sa Christmas Reunion ng mga Rodriguez sa Makati. Kakatapos ko lang to eat dinner and honestly, bitin ang aking kinain hahaü

Anyway, we arrived here in Manila yesterday at 8am. Umidlip lang ako sandali then Carlo and I wrapped some gifts. Mas magaling pa ang kapatid kong magbalot! Pumunta naman ako ng SM MEGAMALL para sa premiere night ng Super Noypi.

Sobrang aga ko ata pumunta 5:30pm andun na kami ni MC tapos mga 10pm nagumpisa! 1000x ko ata narinig ng paulit-ulit ung themesong na nilikha ng guitarista ng taon na si Mong Alcaraz! Sayang kala ko nandun din cya.. Idol ko un eh Hay graBe ang tagal! As expected, ang daming pumunta mga Parkers, Kramies, topaks, jen and john fans at cyempre mga ever ingay na Katrinians! maganda ung movie kaso tagal nilang dumating! May twist sa movie na super katuwa.

Sumaglit kami ni carlo sa pool kanina. I super duper love my SUPER CARLO!

[Mica]

Yesterday nasa reunion na naman ako ng mga Rodriguez (pero family na lang talaga namin). Masaya naman sitya dami kong regalo haha and got some studio and racing pics of my cousin Ysa Potenciano, the Princess of Racing (her official site coming out soon!). Meron lang akong ikinabadtrip kahapon pero hindi ko na sasabihin dito.. baka makita pa ng mga kapamilya ko at ako ang lumabas na Lavinia hehehe

Anywayz, pumunta kami sa bahay na pinagawa ng Tito Raymond ko sa Hillborough (tama ba spelling? whatever haha) grabe ang gaganda ng house dun! How i wish ako din balang araw makapundar ng sarili kong bahay na ganun kaganda... syempre gusto ko sariling kayod hehe

Went sa Promenade Mall to accompany my lola to watch a movie. Guess what? Super Noypi na naman nyahahaha Hindi na ako nagsawa noh? Kesa naman pelikula ni Lapid hehe peace! Wala lang... gusto sana namin either "Karma" o "Mano Po 5" pero hindi daw nakarating dito yung prints.. kinorner ni mother lily? wkeke di pede yan lugi negosyo!

Mamaya baka i-treat ko kapatid ko sa Jollibee... Good boy naman sya recently. Bibili rin ako ng gift ko for Chx Alcala dahil Chxmas partee namin bukas sa Gerry's Grill sa Glorietta. Sana kasama si papa Rico Barrera pero busy ata sa Gapo ngayon.. Sayang huhu pero mas excited ako sa 28 hehehe love it love it!

[Mica]

This pic was taken sa Chxmas Partee namin last year sa Promenade Mall

I am here in Netopia ayala MRT station. Kanina pa ako hanap ng hanap ng Internet Shop kaso puro down sa mga una kong pinuntahan Buti na lang successful na dito hehe

Why am I here? Chxmas Partee namin kanina sa Gilingan G3. Originally sa Gerry's Grill pero sa hindi malamang kadahilanan ay napadpad kami sa gilingan

For the first time, I rode MRT to Ayala Station by myself (bravo!). Walk lang ng walk hanggang mapagod papunta sa gilingan. Mas nauna pang nakarating si Chx Alcala sa akin together with tita long (writer sa the buzz magazine) and the guy of Chx's life, si LOVE THADANI Shy ako at first sa kanya pero ang kulit pala niya! As usual, may photo op sila nun tapos yung iba may dalang album with SamChx pics.. inasar ko si love na "SAM CHX AKO!" and he was like "I love Sam too!" hehehehe Kalog siya and a bit shy kapag hindi pa kayo masyadong nagbond. He is being loved by the reporters as well.

Syempre, todo lafang ang lola Mica ninyo kaso ako pa rin daw ang title holder ng "sexiest chter". tinawagan ko din yung ibang chxters na didn't make it (nasa visayas sila wekeke) yung isa naman si sheyna mas piniling magbabysit. wah sana nasa mood akong gumala ngayon.

Dami namin napagusapan but i won't post it here

I can't wait for Chx's Indie movie with Luis Alandy entitled "ALABOK". Supposed to be shown na yun nung November, pero may eksena si Luis na hindi pa nakunan dahil pilayot ata siya ngayon. Baka February na siya ipalabas. Chx is again set to do another indie film

Maganda gift natanggap ko.. may personal touch ni Rico Barrera wehehehe


Yan lang muna makwento ko sa ngayon... brrrrr im freezing

[Mica]

Meron na akong naitype kanina when i am about to send it biglang naghang!!! grrr...

Nwei, today is January2, 2007 which means 20th Wedding Anniversary na ng Mama at Papa ko! (which also means I'm turning 20 this year! boo haha). I know the two individuals love each other... pero please lang wala munang sunduan na magaganap ha? kawawa kaming magkapatid!!!

Since I am feeling a bit lazy na to update, eto na lang:

December 29 - went online for a while then went back home. Ate Virgie Left para bumalik sa Star. Barbara , Pangasinan and spent her New Year with her family

December 30 - Carlo and I went to Jollibee, due to impatience, nagwala ang kapatid ko sa Jollibee. Paano ang tagal nung spagetti niya. Sigaw siya ng sigaw sa counter. Sa sobrang gusto siyang pakalmahin, nakataggap siya ng maraming freebies sa manager (yehey!)

December 31. Holiday na ba? haha Ordinary Day lang ito for me. Kain lang ako ng kain, watch lang ng tv, text ng text ng text ng text ng text tsaka telebabad with mama. I pity her coz she was working nung christmas tapos nagtrabaho ulit for new year. I guess ma sok na yun para hindi niya kami masyadong mamiss... mag-isa pa niya sa house nun coz all of her housemates went to ireland and scotland ata.

Kami ni Carlo nagpaiwan. pumunta sina lolo at lola kina lolo victor. kami ni carlo naa condo lang watch lang ng tv tsaka lumamon ng spagetti. ginamitan ng 3 klase ng sauce at lumaklak ng 3 klase ng juice (no coke for carlo, please!). Nagpicture taking kami magkapatid..



Nakatulog si Carlo ng 10pm. He's not feeling well. Masama din pakiramdam ni Lolo kaya natulog na siya..



In short, ako lang at si Ate Leny ang gising para salubungin ang year of the oink oink. I ate spagetti at kinuhanan ang mga fireworks. Swerte ka kapag sa condo hindi na kailangan ng paputok kasi sightings na agad haha Talagang sinunod ko ang kampanya ng DOH Secretary Dr. Francisco Duque III hehehe

January 1 morning diretso promenade to watch Greta's movie na walang kwenta ang episode niya. Mas interesting episode ni Angelica. I am a bit disappointed with the movie..

Ngayon, I'm back here in Dagupan. Dos.. Tres.. Kwatro... Pasukan na! I'm about to face some people and some stuff in school. Good year kaya ito for me? Sana nga.

Please.Help.Me.

[Mica]

** I'll post some of my rantings muna dito coz down ata ang LJ**



January 3 pa lang ngayon pero feeling ko marami akong haharaping mga challenges ngayong Year of the Pig.

I am not happy with Livejournal. Hindi ko ma-open! Marami akong gustong ilagay sa blog ko pero mukhang maghihintay pa ako ng 48 years para mabuksan lang yung page.

I had a dream this morning about a friend of mine na I had a little misunderstanding with. In my dream, I was with some of my friends drinking mocha when he came up to me and smiled. After a few seconds, he asked me to go with him and have a little walk around the place. I followed him then we started reminiscing about the past - our first meeting, our first serious chat and a lot lot more. I apologized for whatever I have done in the past and he did say sorry too. We then shook hands and hugged each other.

Will that ever happen this year? I don't know.. I hope so.

My brother is sick again.. and so is my grand father. I found out something today that really made me cry. All I am praying for is safety and good health to my family and friends.

After the revelation today, I can't help but think about our future. Some people are advising me to just "chill out" and "have fun". How can I possibly do that? It's good to risk daw when it comes to love. Masarap nga siguro yung feeling kapag mutual talaga kayo. Paano kung hindi? Ok lang daw uminom at mag good time.. paano kung nalulong ako dito?

Yes I admit, I grew up i a disciplined home. I grew up na pinapanood ang bawat kilos ko. ayokong magkamali lalo na pagdating sa Life and Love matters.

Some people are telling me na nagmamadali daw akong tumanda. You knwo why? Wala akong choice! Patay na ang tatay ko, nasa abroad ang nanay ko, autistic ang kapatid ko, nakatira lang kami sa bahay ng lolo't lola ko, scholar lang ako, wala kaming negosyo, wala kaming sariling bahay, wala akong computer, wala akong boyfriend, wala akong ibang masasandalan kundi ang sarili ko! Madrama na ako kung yun ang gusto ninyong marinig, pero pasan ko talaga lahat! Ako ang "absorber" ng lahat ng sama ng loob ng mga mas nakakatanda sa akin. Konting pagkakamali ako na agad ang masama.

I am also not happy with my academic performance sa school. Bukas marami akong exam na itatake dahil tinakasan ko ito last year. Wala pa akong natututunan talaga. Sa org naman namin medyo nagkakalabuan dahil sa sari-saring dahilan.

Headache at more stress ba ang nagaabang sa akin ngayong taon?

abangan.

[Mica]

I am worried sa mga family members ko. halos lahat sila may sakit especially my brother and my lolo. Kagabi ubo ng ubo si Carlo halos lumubog na mata niya. Nung ako nagkasakit at ubo ng ubo halos gusto ko nang mag-giveup tapos ngayon nakikita ko kapatid ko nagsusuffer mas malala pa..

Buti na lang at pwede na ang LiveJournal at Multiply dito. Nakapag-pex na rin ako to greet Katrina Halili a Happy Birthday (siya po si -chiqui- dun). Sa Livejournal madami pa lang nagcomment sa mga entries ko pati din sa multiply. Hay sobrang saya ko nang ma-open ang LJ hehehe

Buti na lang wala pang klase. Tamad ang lahat pero gagawin ko na rin siguro documentation namin for the Ecssa basketball team. Hindi kasi ako sumama sa outreach dati kaya kami ni Ray ang gagawa ng mga paper works.. mas ok nga yun eh haha

Updated my multiply with tons of pics : Binalonan Trip, Rodriguez Reunion, Chxmas Partee, and the Grand EB!

Yan po muna for now BBK

[Mica]

Taken early last year.. sick din siya that time

Woke up late this morning coz I slept at around 3:30AM. Why? Due to my brother's cough. Naaawa na ako sa kapatid ko kasi ang lalim na ng mata niya.. He was playing with my hair this morning at tinago ang Smart phone ko.. SMART KID!!!



I am invited sa isang party this afternoon pero I'm not sure kung pupunta ako. My Friend, Kathleen Fabia and her twin sis Kathy will be celebrating their 18th Birthday today sa home sweet home nila. Kathleen is a dear friend of mine.. I consider her as one of my trusted little sissy sa USG pero something is holding me back to attend. Sorry for the selfish reasons.. Siguro I'm not ready to face some people whom I had a little misunderstanding late last year. I am hoping na maayos namin kung ano man ang naging gap, pero wala akong nakikitang effort o willingness man lang to talk. Bahala na nga si Batman!

Bukas gagawa ako ng Accomplishment report namin sa ECSSA. Back to paperworks and schoolstuff ulit. Back to kawindangan! hehe Aayusin ko na rin official site ng cousin ko and the ECSSA site..

Harapin ko na rin ang Statistics and Networking Exam! oh yeah!!!

I think Year of the PIG will be a stressful year for me..

[Mica]

Thank God it's SATURDAY!!

In my previous entry, I mentioned na I was invited to attend a birthday party. Sad to say hindi ako pumunta. I asked my lolo if i can go "Bahala ka!" - well I took it as a sign.

I called her up and informed her I might go there after dinner, but I realized na late na ako and yes, the selfish reason! I know she'll understand.. I just know.

I was just watching TV last night and loved the JB-Celine scene in Maging Sino Ka Man. It reminds me of some relationships na ganito ang setting. I don't get it: bakit sa mga relationships palaging babae ang lumalabas na masama at kawawa?

The TJ-Joross Team-up in Maalaala mo Kaya yesterday is a good one! Kilig to the bones! Joross is pretty as Karen Yvonne. Since the title episode last night is "cellphone", pinagtripan namin ni Lecel.. some excerpts from the said episode:

Mica as Karen Yvonne
Lecel as Jordan

"Hi po.. Pwede kita textmate?"

Hu u po?

"Karen po i2"

"ASL"?

"Ano yun? sori ha now lang me nagkacp"

"Age sex location"

"24/f/tahug, cebu"

"Mali.. ako yung 24 ikaw 21 ka lang shukit"

"21/f/tahug cebu"

"24/m/bohol"

"what gawa u?"

"eto naglalasing"

"bakit naman?"

"nagbreak kami ng gf ko"

"bakit?"

"yoko na limot ko na niyahahaha"

This morning naman as usual katabi ko si Carlo paggising ko.. then kain ng Bulalo for lunch direcho office ni lolo para mag-pex

[Mica]

Woke up at around 10AM yesterday. Pagpunta ko sa Bathroom, bigla akong nagsuka. After cleaning up my own mess, went back to bed and swoke up at 1PM to eat lunch, pero bago pa ako makaabot sa dining table nagsuka na naman ako sa banyo. My lolo was worried so nilabas niya lahat ng medicines and asked me kung may nakain ba ako or what. I forced myself to eat my lunch pero naka-tatlong subo lang ako. Tried to watch TV but I can't stand it either. Went back to bed (again) then woke up at 4:30pm. Just watched TV and that's it..

I do really hate the feeling na parang pabigat ka. I know na hindi talaga ako pabigat, pero if the people around you are worried sa condition mo baka lalo silang maapetuhan at magkasakit. My brother is still coughing and lolo ko hindi pa din ok. Buti na lang andyan si Ate Virgie para alagaan kami.

Nag-expire agad kagabi yung unlimited ko sa globe. Meron nagalit sa akin dahil sa ederlyn quotes na napapadala ko. Akala kasi talaga nila nawala yung cellphone ko yung isa tinawagan pa ako ;D My realization? kahit nagalit sila sa akin, nalaman ko na they love me

Nakatulog ako agad last night. Siguro one reason kung bakit nahihirapan akong matulog dahil sa unlimited.. pero nababato naman ako sa bahay..

I will be jotting down my real New Years Resolution.. hope it's not yet too late!

[Mica]

I think I am coping up with my sleeping problems. I was able to sleep earlier compared to my usual sleeping time. I promised that i can only drink 1 glass of mocha a day (dati 3 glasses). I also promised to concentrate on my studies and my webbies after my addiction to online games and forums.

January 15 is fast approaching. Wow, One year na pala halos ang mom ko sa England! I am honest naman to say that we usually had fights pero laging about small stuff. I noticed that majority of the virgo people loves bringing back the past kapag may kaaway haha I miss my mommy.. i miss my daddy too pero ayoko pa siyang makita.. bata pa ako!

Woke up today seeing Carlo by my side. Checked my cellphone under my pillow pero wala. Ewan ko ba bakit galit na galit si Carlo sa mga cellphone ko especially my MMS phone (smart). Yung 3310 naman gustong-gusto niyang ibato. Pwede na maging dramatic actor ang kapatid ko dahil napapansin ko na pinipilit na lang din niyang umubo.

Buti na lang hindi ako maagang pumasok kasi wala din klase After my update here and in my own blog, I'd go searching for 15 girls para makasama sa Basketball Team ng ECSSA (Women's Division). Hay, Bakit nga ba hindi ako interesado sa sports? Sayang I'd be a good Basketball player sana lalo na dahil sa height ko na parang poste haha