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Post by jomar on Oct 4, 2006 20:28:33 GMT 7
The game itself, it is expected to be interesting. The VHs are all spiced up, with bedazzling personalities and rivalries. There must come at some point in the vHouse when I SHOULD leave, whether I quit, be evicted, or be in the Big 4. As the saying goes, all good things must come to an end. And I must accept that fact as a part of life. As the saying goes, All good things must come to an end. No, I am not anticipating the end. I am just stating the truth. The end is, at the very least, one or two weeks away. No matter how long or how short my stay in the VHouse will be, I must make sure I take part in making this season one of the best ever. ;D -Jomar |
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Post by jomar on Oct 6, 2006 20:05:47 GMT 7
IT's only Day 3 and things are beginning to cook up. Friendships are being developed. Marge, Gee, Ate Mats, Mica, Kuya Pao and of course me, nagkaka-bondings na kami ngayon. But, some rivalries are beginning. Look, Benj is giving harsh comments against the game, which would look like he is against everyone. I won't take it personally against him. I just wonder why he is here when he calls the game pathetic? The game is so hot already. Day 3 pa lang. Divide 100 by 3, and you get 33 1/3. That means the end of the game will be 33 1/3 times as hot as the game is now. Wow, parang di ko kaya i-handle ang situation  Oh well. Basta, I think ang vision ko sa all stars natupad na. The game is getting really really really interesting na! Good luck ASVHs!~ |
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Post by jomar on Oct 7, 2006 17:14:26 GMT 7
BBK inquiry ko lang po tungkol doon sa activity natin...
Wala pong reward and evicting points, pero ano po yung magiging effect ng mock nomination?
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Post by BBKuya Germs on Oct 7, 2006 18:22:44 GMT 7
Walang saving or evicting points na ibibigay as stated in the mechanics. You know kung ano ang magiging effect of the mock nomination. Maaaring wala, maaaring meron.
No. Okay na yung una mong alias.
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Post by jomar on Oct 8, 2006 10:14:06 GMT 7
BBK naman ang pangit ng una kong alias I look like desperate... rawr ~_~ Anyway, on to my 3rd confession: --- Today is only Day 5 and things in the house are really going well. Lots of fun conferences with other ASVHs just make my day complete. But the problem is, sila-sila lang parati araw-araw. No, hindi ako nagasasawa sa kanila, and I never will. I'm just pointing out that there are still some VHs na hindi pa nakikipag-communicate sa akin and (I think) to the other VHs as well. 7 pa sila na hindi ko pa nakaka-usap sa YM, friendster, or cellphone man lang. Pero yung iba naman, todo todo na xD... Being a part of the game is a really good thing for me. I get to know more people, and here in the All Stars, I am given a chance to fix up the wounds of the past . I am in this game to accomplish several personal goals, winning not YET included.
The game is turning out perfect as of now and I believe it will stay like this until the end of the season.
Oh, and ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang feeling na being IN THE GAME itself. It IS fun!
P.S. Baka hindi ako maging active from Monday to Wednesday night. I have to study so hard. Bawi ako starting Thursday afternoon, xD |
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Post by jomar on Oct 11, 2006 19:46:30 GMT 7
Reaction to Benj's Confession
Well, look at that. I didn't even say anything that grave and awful and you'd explode like that. What is wrong?
I just noted the lack of communication between you and the house except on some circumstances, and I am just advising you to enjoy the game.
Look, this is only a game. You would not gain extreme popularity for your blog and everything. But I'm pretty sure everyone in this vHouse has one common goal: gain more friends. That is indeed my goal and I don't care if I get evicted first. What matters to me is friendship.
You are different. You are unique. You want the game for yourself. In the first place, why would you join if you would do nothing but to rant about the man behind everything.
I'd like to say worse words over here, but I will not. I have to preserve the 10% sanity left in my brain (you took away 90%) just to pass my Geometry, English and most of all, my Chemistry.
I'd just like to leave you hanging with this question:
What offended you in my one-liner about our "friendship" in the vHouse?
Whatever it is, I'm sorry for that.
Hope we can still be friends.
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Post by jomar on Oct 12, 2006 21:17:17 GMT 7
Things are definitely not going well inside the Virtual House as of now. There is a relatively great danger that I will be the first evictee due to what is happening now.
So what?
As of this date, I am proud to announce that I have already found what I have been looking for. I am happy that friendships have already been formed, and I got to be close to most of my co-ASVHs.
As I have said even before the game started: I am not here to win. I am here to have fun. I am here to gain friends. I am here to prove myself.
The first two goals have already been fulfilled even before the game itself started. The task of making the house rules gave me the opportunity to communicate and get to know my co-ASVHs even better. And getting to interact with them, discuss to them how the game could be more fun is fun in itself already.
The third goal is already on the process. This threat to my name is giving me more and more reasons to display to the world who the real Jomar is. By the way I react to this issue, people can think who I am. Positive or negative you may think, at least I left my own footprint inside the vHouse. If you say "Oh, that's Jomar, a courageous, respectful and calm fighter", thank you. If you say "Oh, that's Jomar, a big fat obnoxious loser", thank you too. It just means that I have proven myself. It is up to you to interpret my actions, as I cannot dictate how people must look at me.
Benj, you ARE right. I have been bullied for several times. Try observing how I live in Pisay and you'd say that what I experience everyday is worse than what you are doing now. But, hey, I'm alive and I'm living a happy life. I'm not a person full of regrets or anything. Instead, I take these as challenges and opportunities to build my character. I am satisfied with what I have now and I thank ALL people (yes, including YOU) for giving me lots of chances of developing myself.
Look at those people who are always respected. No one dares to bully them. They bully people around. But, they do not have one of the most important things a person must have: CHARACTER. Is their spirit indomitable? Well, you may say yes, but go deeper inside. No, they are scared that they might meet a person who is going to bully them around.
As my mentors always tell me: Think before you act. You never know, what you are doing to destroy a person is actually helping the person to build himself up.
I will try my best to make this confession my last discussion about this issue. Let's end this, it's a great waste of time. Let's move on, do all our responsibilities as BBK's guests in his house and most of all, have fun xD
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Post by jomar on Oct 14, 2006 9:53:27 GMT 7
WHAT IS THIS?!?
I decided to take a break from cooking just to view my PBBFG blog and the rest is history.
I was taken by surprise by what BBK has done. I didn't expect a forced eviction this soon.
What I expected to see in the blog are several rants by Benj about me and blah... but no.
BBK didn't even give a penalty point.
I would no longer take a stand in this new issue, as I am actually the one who benefits from this.
But deep inside me I don't actually like what happened.
Benj was indeed way too violent in his stay in the vHouse and BBK gave him several warnings already.
We, VHs, also made this season's rules. But, several did not participate, the forced evictee included. He could've spared himself somehow.
In a way or two, BBK's actions can be justified. In a way or two, the court of appeals can be justified. I do not know where I will be.
This is really confusing me and I presume people will blame me for this. But let me clarify this, this is NOT my fault.
But things could be better if he was given one last chance. One last hope. One more opportunity to prove himself and show his true colors. Thngs could have been a lot better if his kind and friendly personality seeped through this fiasco.
There is another problem looming somehow. My co-VHs might think that I am the cause of this. Well, I just dealt with Benj the way I wanted to, abiding with the rules. I might have influenced BBK in his decision, but I did NOT ask him to forcibly evict Benj. I just told BBK I was deeply hurt by Benj's acts, and therefore, he might have decided to consider the act as violence.
This confession is getting extremely confusing now. But here's the thing: Benj should stay.
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Post by BBKuya Germs on Oct 14, 2006 17:02:43 GMT 7
"I might have influenced BBK in his decision"
NO.
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Post by jomar on Oct 14, 2006 17:34:22 GMT 7
Okay, thanks for the clarification.
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Post by jomar on Oct 16, 2006 17:12:24 GMT 7
Rawr. Things are simply going insanely wrong in the house. It's like my life. First, congratulations to Kenneth in that extremely wonderful banner. Pero I told you naman yata na Orange favorite color ko... but Green is second xP Second... the mock nomination. I WAS INDEED AGHAST BY WHAT I SAW. I'm amazed that of all people... it's Gee who is voting me. I was upset. Really upset. Yes, I may be young, but please go deeper inside me. I really feel that this is a sign that both of us have to go down deeper into each other and get to know each other. Also, ito ngang mga pangyayari ngayon sa tagboard, but I refuse to talk about it. Obvious naman that there is something wrong eh. But there are positive points as well. I was shocked to see na may battle na. And looking at it sabi ang deadline ay Day 21. But, look. Even before I knew it panalo na pala kami. Wow. Sorry groupmates kung hindi ako nakatulong, you were TOO fast kasi eh  Oh well. I have to post really long things in my diary today. |
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Post by jomar on Oct 18, 2006 18:45:03 GMT 7
Consideration
Yes. I have told Ate Mats over the phone before that I am considering quitting. But she always gives me a knock on the head and reminds me that I am defying my goals for the game.
Things these days have been simply different. This new rule is now forcing me to scavenge the forums (which I do naman). The blog is definitely easier kaso lang the problem with the blog is the tagboard. Mas okay sanang alisin yung tagboard kaysa naman i-ban kami sa blog. People have been reacting to that kasi parang sobrang nasanay na sila sa blog. But, things have changed.
Let us compare our facilities with that of PBB. The boards is already our house, and I believe the blog is the live stream. How can the Housemates watch the live stream, right?
At first I found it hard to adapt but somehow I realized BBK's point. It would be better na tayo mismo ang maglilibot sa forums so that we know ourselves kung ano ang dapat mangyari.
Though, nakakamiss na rin yung blog. Sayang walang RSS feed ang boards kaya hindi ako nakakakuha ng instant updates.
Anyways since Monday Night nagkakaroon na ako ng daily phone calls kina Ate Mats at Marge. And we've been discussing an EB. Marge is definitely coming to my school on Saturday, 28 October to join me in our school fair festivities. Si Ate Mats naman may appointment sa Libis on that same date, at about 3PM, kaya she may drop by rin. Most likely whole day kami ni Marge sa school.
School fair nga pala namin is October 27-28. I'll be there on both days, sa 27 is 7am-5pm and then sa 28 most likely mga 7am-3pm. Entrance fee is 85.00. Sana makapunta kayo, para maka-EB rin tayo xD...
Sa 27 nga pala may EB rin sa Pearl Drive sa Ortigas. Sasama sana ako kaso lang wala akong sasakyan and I could've hitched a ride with Marge. Kaya't nagyayaya na lang rin ako sa 28.
Kami ni Ate Mats baka mag-flashEB sa 25 ng 2:30-3:20 or 4:10-5:00 sa school kasi break time ko yon and may event siya sa may kanto lang (OSHC)...
Oh well. I really look forward to having eye balls with my co-VHs in the near future. Text me at 09206450021. Gusto ko rin sanang matapos ang mga gulo-gulo dito (alam nyo naman kung anu-ano at sino-sino ang tinutukoy ko) para masaya na ulit tayong lahat.
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Post by BBKuya Germs on Oct 19, 2006 16:57:52 GMT 7
Kayo ang gagawa ng paraan.
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Post by jomar on Oct 19, 2006 17:03:57 GMT 7
Ok. Thank you po.
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Post by jomar on Oct 19, 2006 17:43:47 GMT 7
BBK yung response nyo po sa akin napunta po sa confession ni Rommel...
Ok. Kung may message ka sakin, dito mo i-post.
Asan pala ung thread na iyon?
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Post by jomar on Oct 19, 2006 20:13:52 GMT 7
These past few days, life in the vHouse wasn't that good. I had encountered lots of weird moments, but I am happy that they had served as learning experiences.
I have been phoning Ate Mats every night since I had started encountering these problems. And she taught me how to properly deal with them. I have similar problems to those that I have experienced in Season 1, but now I believe I have successfully come out of them.
Moreover, I am already developing a really solid friendship with several VHs. They love me as a good friend even though we haven't actually met personally. I have learned to love people. I have learned to trust people. I just don't want to be ending up in tears when all the people I actually trust backbite on me, but I doubt the possibilities.
With regards to that, my classmates actually notice that I trust them more already. And I have then learned the real meaning of trust. There's no harm in lending trust to other people, and I am really happy.
I am very happy with PBBFG-AS that I have decided to organize an EB. Please refer to the living room for more information.
I'm glad that I have actually finished recuperating from the "drought" that I had experienced and yes, I can say that the vHouse is normal again, though it isn't really. It's simply normal in the sense that I can finally deal with them.
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Post by jomar on Oct 22, 2006 19:38:43 GMT 7
Today is first nomination day and I'm pretty sure that the ASPBBFG house is entering yet another period of sadness, just right after recuperating from the Benj incident.
I honestly don't like this. It feels like something so awfully weird, but normal.
Yes, we have to encounter this every so often. But why does this make people just oh so sad?
Ugh. It's making me feel weird now. I don't actually want to elaborate on it.
All I can say is GOOD LUCK to everyone and I hope that we can all make it through (though that just sounds impossible).
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Post by jomar on Oct 25, 2006 17:47:30 GMT 7
CLARIFICATIONS
Gosh, ang sama ng confession ni Trish. Biruin mo naman nang-iwan... at nagpaparining (duh!!!)
Ang lola hindi marunong mag-math... mag-compute ka nga muna!!!
Ganito ang trato mo sa akin? Fine. I have to give you a dose of your own medicine.
And the others will say "You're too immature to say that" and yadda yadda... let me live my own life, please.
I got offended by her thoughts and I do know that SHE IS PLOTTING AGAINST ME. I have my sources and I found out that she's part of this organization by NeilTG which wants me out of the vHouse...
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, PLEASE!!!
Plastik plastik ka pa diyan sa mga bumoto sa iyo. Hay naku. Paano naman na-relate ang desisyon ng tao sa kaplastikan???
And kung ako na naman ang tinutukoy mo, EHEM! Ikaw nga diyan ang nagpoplot eh. Remember texting me whom I voted with such a vicious smiley? WAG KA NA NGANG PLASTIK!!! Ikaw nga diyan ang nagbabalak para matanggal ako eh. Di ka lang pa-obvious.
Oo nga pala, sa mga kaibigan niya. Don't think along the lines that I'm impolite. Look at what she is doing not just to me but to the other people who voted her. She's trashing people around. As if aso ba kami? Fine. Let me admit. I DIDN'T VOTE TRISH.
Haay. Ayoko nang gumawa pa ng ingay. Sinabi ko na lang ito upang mailabas ko na ang sama ng loob ko para hindi na ito tumagal.
Sorry po sa tinamaan. BASTA WAG LANG TAYONG MAGING PLASTIK AT MANG-AKUSA NG MGA TAO NA PLASTIK, HINDI SANA ITO NANGYAYARI!
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Post by jomar on Oct 26, 2006 17:45:39 GMT 7
Ay naku, ayaw ko talaga ng mga ganito.
I just want to get this thing settled para masaya na ako.
Kung kelan naman school-fair tsaka dudumugin ako ng problema.
Sorry Ate Ann for giving you a vote. If only you communicated more.
Sorry Kuya Charles for being such an immature person. Thanks for making me better.
Sorry Ate Gee for being a papansin. Thanks for giving me a knock on my head.
Sorry Kuya Ian for the past happenings. Thanks for giving me a new chance.
Sorry Ate Kashen for not being open-minded about your case. Thanks for giving me confidence about my algebra.
Sorry Kuya Kenneth for being as immature as ever. Thanks for trying to be closer to me this time around and I'm glad you gave me a chance.
Sorry Ate Marge for being a wrong-timing caller. Thanks for giving me happiness in the game.
Sorry Ate Mats for calling too many times a day. Thanks for being my best friend and I'm glad that you are always there for me.
Sorry Ate Myx for being extremely irrational. Thanks for telling me the truth.
Sorry Kuya Neil for not being able to listen to your side. Thanks for communicating with me though you have limited time.
Sorry Kuya Pao for being immature. Thanks for giving me a chance.
Sorry Kuya Rommel for not being a good friend. Thanks for being one even though I'm not.
Sorry Ate Trish for ALL THE SENSELESS BICKERING THAT I HAVE SAID. Thanks for having the effort to call me and attempting to settle things.
I feel that my butt is about to be sliced. But before I leave I'd like to see the vHouse in peace. I hope that all of us will be rational enough when we talk.
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Post by jomar on Oct 28, 2006 18:50:38 GMT 7
Hello BBK, kumusta na po?
Hindi po kami natuloy ni Ate Mats kanina.
Pero bukas po babayaran niya yung utang niya sa akin (I bought her tickets po kasi)
Si Marge naman po may lagnat.
Anyway, kuya, medyo masaya na ako ngayon with my relationships with my co-VHs.
Naayos ko na po yung problem with Trish.
Tapos friends na po kami ulit ni Ate Myx.
Yung ibang VHs naman po, parang naging mas close kami after this issue. I just don't know why.
Pero medyo nakakalungkot rin po, kasi marami akong kakilalang gustong mag-quit. And one of them is one of my closest friends in the vHouse. Yon lang po ang nakakalungkot.
Bukas po magkikita po kami ni Ate Mats. Dalhin ko po camera ko and I'll post the pictures here.
Bbye po!
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